friday was rehearsal for Lecturers’ Day. ended at 9plus, and its so damn irritating! cause i go there sit and watch show only, nothing to do de!
but chatted with Winnie, Ngiap and Chermaine. (: really had fun chatting with them! haha
went for Mac with Ngiap and Chermaine after that, reached home at 11plus.
next morning was leadership camp. learned dining etiquette and other stuffs. bonded with my cca members (: ended at 6plus, went for dinner with the members, Mr Wee and Mr Yang. went to Derrick’s place to stay over. =x Mr Yang dropped me at serangoon mrt station! so nice of him! had a nice chat with him during the car journey. he’s a Christian too! he said if i had any religious questions i can feel free to find him. hee
missed church due to leadership camp for BE Society main comm members.
im having church withdrawal symptoms la! lol
miss felfel and the others!
told mummy im camping in school =x then went to his place to sleepover.
love sleeping at his place la, but got one major problem.
i ALWAYS snore when i sleep, and he’s the poor victim. with me snoring, he cant sleep! >.<

i drew this on MSN:

lol during courtship he calls me princess; now im ah fat. LOL
but when i drew this, he used his hp to take this pic and sent me.
means he still admit im princess la XD

im supposed to be doing Project Management project now as its due tomorrow. and im still blogging! -.-

lol on a last note:
my current cravings- sushi buffet, steamboat with LYME, ice cream and prata!!!

have been skipping lessons alot of times this week!
just cause debarment week is over. omggg. im a bad student ma
this sem is like the slackest i’ve been ever since i came into poly.
dunno how i’ll survive man. i do hope i wont have to retake any modules.
forgot what i wanted to blog about, so i’ll end with pictures.

VR makan session. Hourglass aka my father-in-law and me

guanguan’s sign!

him playing little fighter 2

me disturbing

and while he’s dota-ing, im clicking away:

when i was bored in the LT

and lastly, the man of the show: EEYORE!

yes i know its a great shot of him. im a good photographer, thats all i can say XD

was trapped in me house today. lol early morning my mum woke me up and told me she need my keys cause my sis lost hers and she gave hers to my sis. and she needs to go out thus she need mine. i got it for her, then went back to sleep. when i woke up, my sis just came back to shower. sotong me forgot to take the keys from her before she left for netball! grrr. i was locked in my own house; couldnt even leave the house to buy lunch. ended up eating instant noodles with egg. haha, ke lian.

initially planned to watch Pirates of the Carribean with Derrick as its our 1 week today. but i was locked up!! lol ended up meeting him for dinner. after dinner we went to meet Hourglass aka Jonathan at Mambo Billards. haha he has alot of racist jokes man. =x they played, and Derrick sort of trashed him, ha. Jonathan told Derrick that if he broke my heart, he would break his neck. haha my protective dad. (:

today is the 1st time Derrick told me to my face that he loves me!!! (:
and i completed all 13 stages of ZUMA.
im overjoyed! :D

I don’t see how the friendship could go on, seriously.
Stuffs he’s doing piss me off. i never realised he could be so mean and nasty.

his sig in VR:
A clean break off, perhaps that’s what i need..

My life without you, full of life.

There’s a dinner gathering this coming thursday. He initially didnt know whether to go, then last night he said he would be going. so i posted a smiley. this was what he replied:
only cause cyberdog and medic is going

hey a smile could mean anything. and, you have removed my blog link from your blog.
stop acting like that. like a kid.

i know this post will draw flamers. flame me all you want (:
PS: thanks Jonathan, for everything (: nice dad-and-daughter bonding last night! haha -grins-

For a fact, I bring my Bible to school everyday. (:
read during break, and i finished up Mark, the 2nd book of the New Testament.
At the last part of Mark, i read Mark 12:41-44. its about the widow’s offering.
i was intrigued. i didnt bring any notebook along, so i used my daily planner to take down a personal note.
#how much you have isnt important, all that matters is that you give your all to Him.

(: im so glad im growing so much, so fast. Thank You Lord.

its after 12 now, its the 1st day of the lunar 7th month.
and guess what?
its one week for Derrick and me. LOL

sigh, im packed full this week! every single day! bahhh. save me!

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please, do not relate the bad stuffs i do in life to my parents.
it has NOTHING to do with them.
Good values come from them. bad ones are from ME.
Thanks.
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woke up at 5.30am, washed up then Derrick drove me to his place. slept til 10am (but actually i slept like one hour only, cause he couldnt fall asleep and he keep disturbing me!) selfish la you, cannot sleep also dont want let me sleep. LOL.
reach Downtown East at 11? ate breakfast (i had eggs and milo, he ate laksa + milo), and headed to Escape theme park.
Escape was rather empty at that time. was afraid he would puke his lunch out after Pepsi Revolution but we had nothing to do so he say dont care la just play. we took Pepsi Revolution for like 5 times? LOL. continuously somemore!
then we took Viking, for 3 times. or more? i forgot. =x
i remember how afraid i was to be on Viking when i was in sec 2. i was sitting in the middle! and yet screaming away like mad. lol
but today i sat at the highest part, and i didnt had to hold on to the railings. the butterflies in my tummy when the ship went down was ticklish and i kept giggling away. lol.

stupid Escape closed down Rainbow and Inverter temporarily for upgrading so we had very little rides to take! we kept going for Go-kart, Pepsi Revolution and Viking. Go-kart always have a VERY long queue so we took it thrice only. we went for the Water Slide, Flipper and also the Haunted Mansion. haha he got damn wet la! his shirt turned from green to dark green! i was quite dry as i sat in front, hee. we had nothing better to do thus i suggested Haunted Mansion. not scary at all. LOL but kids were screaming away la.

bought candy floss and its darn huge la!! but super duper sweet and it doesnt melt in your mouth. rather, it hardens in it. Disgusting, and EXPENSIVE. 3 bucks ok! went out at about 6pm, and ate Long John Silvers at Century Square (Tampines). then its back to home sweet home.
might sound boring to others but i really loved today. (: rides were cheap thrills but nice bonding during the rides!

here are some pictures! (some from Friday)

21st July.

Burger King @ Escape. Rare smile of his with teeth!

On the train! weirdly he keeps smiling with teeth today. HAHA cause of my fringe he has to accomodate by showing his fat face. =P

I know it looks like i took it myself. but its not! he took it!

He says he looks thinner by puffing up his face. I think i know why. Because it will mislead people to think that his face is fat because he puffed it up. But actually, it was initially fat. HAHA. thats for teasing me about my laughter, boy. (:

no more! thats all for today, tata! TIME TO SLEEP!

here’s pics of my book to take notes of the sermon (:
the lower part of the “Y” in “Yuling” got smudged by water :(
but its still nice! :D

August came along for the service today, wondered if he liked it.
the guys were friendly, and the girls crazy.
please do say you’ll come again, August!! (:
i sang, and jumped during worship songs. then suddenly felt very very uncomfortable.
my vision blurred and i keep having this “eeee” sound in my ears.
its like im about to pass out. then i nudged Fel and tell her im not feeling well.
then i sat down. lol the whole church was standing and singing, and i was the only one sitting down.
felt weird, but no choice, if i dont sit, i will really faint.
after that we prayed, and i ate the toast that represented Jesus’ body, and the red-coloured liquid that represented His blood (by doing this, we’re recognising the fact that He died to atone for our sins and that we’re thankful to Him.) then i felt better.
worship continued and i could stand to sing again. (:

yayyyy. Escape, i’m coming for you tomorrow!!
Derrick’s on the way here, he’s sleeping over since i cant sleep over at his place.
then he’s gonna drive tomorrow morning, hee. (:
can’t wait!

i have not said the sinner’s prayer! cause fel was sick yesterday, so we didnt meet up. gonna meet up earlier on Saturday to say it (:
omggg. August will be a fellow church-mate!!! *hugs*
im so so so happy! =D
didnt know he attend that church before man! and this Sat he’s coming with me! weeee~

i love worship songs! (: learning to sing them now.

anyway, met Boon and Jackjack today in the library. we made a great deal of noise i think =x hahaha love them loads, heh. although they love to tease me, but they’re great pals
today was spent laughing alot. Guan Feng, Keith and Gabriel kept teasing Jessie in class. LOL. darn funny! and Project Management lecture was spent bluetoothing Mr Kwan’s butt around to fellow lecture mates. =x hahaha!

this is the bible Fel gave me. (:
i sleep with it beside me every night. i say grace before meals, and i pray at night.
i also read my bible before i sleep every night!
having backslided for so many years, i’m finally back on track.
gonna say the Sinner prayer on the coming Wednesday to receive Christ!
im soooo excited to know more about Christ. i love my sisters and brothers in Christ, they’re all GREAT people. (:
i promise that my faith will never falter! for i <3 Jesus, and He <3s me too! =D

xuan taught me this: Walk by faith, not by sight. (: i LOVE this phrase.

why are humans made this way?
people judge everything; its just human nature.
why do people think that people who laughs and smiles and joke around always, have no troubles at all?
in actual fact, the jokers and the jovial ones are the sad ones.
we use our smiles to cover up our sadness.
nobody ever knew im sad. only my true friends do.
people go around wearing masks. fucking fake.
i so hate the way things are now. but i made all of them happen.
GRRR.
i never told my mum about my problems before. because i sort of knew she would nag at me. but this time i really needed her opinion. i so love her, and i wanna know what she thought. she would know what to do. so this time round i shared.
she means no harm i know. she just wanna protect me from hurt and everything. but why couldnt she see things from my point of view? why must she nag at me everyday when i said i dont wanna talk about it anymore. the moment i start to forget things she come to remind me of them. WTF. when im eating she comes, sit down and talk about it when i’ve already told her my decision. when im gonna sleep, she on the lights and talk about it. when i game she comes again. even when im washing dishes she has to come.
I FUCKING CANT TAKE THINGS NO MORE!!!