It’s over boy
everyone can tell
no need to hide it from your friends

it’s sad, but it’s true
you’ve got your self to blame
and you (and you)
will never understand
don’t try to talk me into it again

I will believe it when I see it
with my own eyes no more lies
I will believe it when I see it
when I receive the love that makes me feel alive
I will believe it when I see it
with my own eyes no more lies
I will believe it when I see it
that I can feel your love so now I realize that it is good bye

let’s face it boy
it wasn’t meant to be
you and me
don’t you understand
don’t try to talk me into it again

I will believe it when I see it
with my own eyes no more lies
I will believe it when I see it
when i receive the love that makes me feel alive
I will believe it when I see it
with my own eyes no more lies
I will believe it when I see it
that I can feel your love so now I realize that it is good bye

this is good bye

this is good bye

#1

humans start to blame others the minute things become their fault.

have you stopped to think? and reflect on yourselves?
its not you who’s the only 1 feeling down and at the bottom of the pit.

if you dont understand, dont try to pretend to understand that you do.

#2

and for your information, this relationship is for real.
stop thinking that its gonna end, etc.

WE CAN THINK FOR OURSELVES AND WE AINT KIDS.

this guy is gonna be my hubby and its gonna be soon.
we are serious about each other and we have our life all planned out.

life is just this simple. we all live and die in the end.

stop thinking about it so much and get down to doing the things you wanna do.
some people have big dreams and live for them. some people are contented with their simple life and are happy at that.

SO BE IT.

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comes with no virus, dont worry. LOL.

bf bought and did a mini Hello Kitty puzzle for me! (:

so sweet of him :D
but its sooo mini he couldnt find a frame for it though :(


I LOVE MY MONKEY ONG!

bf brought me to Bedok Simpang today for lunch cum dinner. lol.
the Western food there rocks!

THEN he brought me to Marina Barrage (:

the family event there ended just when we got there. i missed my chance of getting helium balloon ):

and i dont know if the event there sold kites or if there’s a shop in Marina Barrage then sells kites, but there were many families flying kites there today!

bf and me had a quick look around the place but couldnt find kites.

he said he will bring me there one day as kite flying is a perfect sunday activity and how come we didnt thought of it earlier???

my bf is the best (:

he’s a changed person! he changed for the better! :D

i have updates on the CS girl!

lol i have her full name, AND her bf’s name. her blog link, her friendster link and not to mention her facebook link. LOL.

but her blog is locked though. or removed.

hahaha. i think i’m a pro virtual stalker. so far i havent failed in finding someone i wanna find.

but of course you gotta have enough information on the person that you wanna find.

Google saves alot of archives - there’s almost nothing you cant find on Google (:

hell hath no fury like a woman’s. teeheehee.

say hi to my baobei!

i dont like my hair :(

im gonna think of a nicer style to cut! anyway its so short already.
might re-dye it to a darker colour or do something to it like soft rebonding if i really do cut it shorter. sigh >.

everyone is in pursuit of a “forever love”.

what other love is eternal besides the love that your parents feel for you?
even siblings who are related by blood might not love one another. and even some might not feel love towards their parents due to some decisions their parents made, or some thing(s) that their parents might have done that they couldnt accept.

as for the relationship between you and your other half…

2 years together might seem to be a long time for some. for others, 2 years is nothing.

well, its true. whats 2 years? if you plan to marry and have kids together, 2 years is seriously nothing. you have a lifetime ahead of you. how do you sustain this relationship to last for a lifetime?

people say, when there’s more contact, the greater and easier the chances of quarreling. thats why they say its different during courtship and during marriage. cause you have to live together, and every decision you make affects the other. like where the TV should be placed. what appliances you should buy. even the colour of the curtains might be a factor of argument.
the longer you are together, the more comfortable you feel with your other half. and the excitement of love might just fade away, leaving you with just the sense of familiarity. you just dont feel right without him/her, however the quickened pace of heartbeat, the sparkle in your eyes and the smile that comes ever so easily when he/she is around you..all these might slowly disappear without you even knowing it after being together for long.

which is why i think being able to fall for each other over and over again is important. both parties need to continue putting in effort in the relationship and continue caring for each other. when you feel the effort the other party makes, you feel that you are still important and this is crucial in a relationship.

*UPDATED MY BITCHING POST*

prev bitching deleted. cause i’m gonna say new stuffs.

SO,

whats the aim and purpose in Counterstrike?

IT IS TO KILL YOUR ENEMIES IN THE OPPOSING TEAM.

you guys were playing match and u still cant be serious.
SERIOUSLY cannot stand you.

im one who’s straightforward and will say whatever i feel/think.

in the match, SHE was in the opposite team and my bf killed her.
and she typed, “EEEEE FRED”.

in case you have no idea, fred is short form for alfred, my bf’s name.

WHAT THE HELL RIGHT? you are playing a match and you go whining “eeee” when your opponent killed you?

OH PLEASE. dont act cute =.= its totally not funny. so you expect your opponent to be like “OH its HER!!! okay i shall turn back around and pretend i never saw her. oh, maybe i should just stand here and let her kill me.”

DUHHH. get a life. yeahyeah, your boy is in NS and you’re oh-so-lonely. =.=
shame on you.

and i bet you guys wanna know who is she.

well i dont know her in person, but i dont like her personality in game.
if you’re like that in virtual life, i bet you’re worse in reality.

her STEAM nick is lovesray and the nick she mostly uses in game is rlj.
ray is the name of her bf.

if you see her in game, f**k her for me. (:
girls like her are cheap. hurrr.