konnichiwa ^^ today is a public holiday…childrens’ day plus hari raya…woke up at around 12pm…but lazy to leave bed…so until 2pm then left bed for a wash up then on com…finding wallpapers for my psp background ^^
finally today is the last day to paint finished my hse…ended the painting at around 2.45pm ^^ tml going to take back my money tat lent le last time…which was the day we went to buy psp >< meeting him tml at 7pm…just at the mall where nearby my hse ^^ i very sry to him lo…i also wish dun need to keep rushing him to return me back money…but my mum,she said going to check my bank book le…$700 withdraw…half lent to le…u think she will nt huan yi meh!is impossible lo!so i have to put back some money to cover it…
so le…ps la…nt jie wan to rush u…is cos i gt my nan chu…hope for ur understanding…i gt think of until ur bank is enough money then returns me back money…but everyday lives in a frighten mode…i very jialet leix >< i know u r a understanding person right?or else i won’t lent u money to buy psp,plus i trust in u…btw this my first time lent ppl so much money leix ><
if my mum knows tat…sure will scold me until faint sia >< hahax XD i think my family members also nv lend other ppl so much money be4 bah…i am a brave girl!hehex
i trust in le…so le dun let me down de la ^^ he is my god-brother leix!be his god-sister,i should believe in him de ma…or else we won’t agree with each other of be god-sister n god-bro ^^
i think my sec sch de god-brother,already forgot has a jie studying in ite le bah >< cannot blame him la…he can go sec 5,sure will nt care abt a jie in ite…haiz…god bless these ppls who are in sec 5!better dun let me see u all coming to ite schools!totally sick with my class!now they are in sec 5c,so wat!better dun drops ur results n comes to ite!mostly the two girls tat i hated most!!!
even though u two de results nt bad…but u two better be careful abt ur coming ‘o’ lvl examination!all have to ‘thx’ to one of them who hurt me so much…until a wound in my heart!how a ‘wonderful’ friendship,u had gave me!its will bother me in the rest of my life…no matter how hard i wan to forget it!dun always at other ppls in front shows a pity face…tat is super SICKENING & I WAN TO **VOMIT**!!!since i nt in the sch le…other ppls wan to think tat i am a bad girl,i also will nt care le…u wan to tell them how bad am i,just goes ahead…no one will force u!hope n wish tat one day…u will realise tat happened this broken friendship,is worth it or nt worth it!god is watching u…
dun always think tat is other fault…u should think again,wat causes the whole matter to happen?does u ever asks for a ans?who is the one tat changes and makes till other dun lyk u?wat is ur attitude towards other?have u ever let a teacher scolds without finding out the ans…while only listens to one side ans of other?wat is the feeling of getting scolds by the teacher while u r a gd student tat all teachers thought?does u ever let friends among u think tat u r a bad girl,since they only listen to one side of other?
if the whole matter nv bother u at all…then i really have to gong xi ni!can leave this childish matter tat u had gave to other!u will never ever know tat this kind of childish matter can cause other living in a world tat she always has to face the fact tat she n friends have no fate…she is also a human right?y had to hurt her till she always feels tat she is alone by her own…she has to change herself to become brave no matter wat had happened!her tears will fill up her eyes whenever she saw a sad scene…after tat matter,she realised tat she is a soft hearted girl…she needs lots of an wei from others…she always wishs tat she is a guy will be so gd!rather than be girl who have so many childish matters to face!all this things causes her tat she wans a bf so much!SHE WAS SO REGRETTED TAT…Y SHE WILL TRUST & BELIEVE IN THIS KIND OF CHILDISH GIRL SO MUCH!!!in the end…was this childish ’best friend’ hurt her so much!
luckily was tat when she was in sec 3 & 4 she gt two gd conducts to show the sec 2 o bin teacher to know tat the girl tat she scolded is nt bad girl at all!no matter how they bullied me,i won’t fright back!cos god is watching them!wo wen xin wu kui,u all wan to say wat,i also won’t care de!today will stay at home whole day…sian…tml will blog again…dewa,mata…sayonara ^^
P.S. : a girl in a wu ren island ><
Yin : haiz…haiz…haiz!!!







