konnichiwa ^^ today as usual de sunday…woke up at 10.50am to wash up and watched tv programme at channel 8…started at 11am ^^ finally last day of this one whole month holiday le…this holiday feeling very boring and sian!can say was the worst holiday tat i ever had ><

i think other friends had enjoyed themselves much in this one month holiday bah ^^ but luckily was tat this week i had enjoyed myself as whole week going out till ytd and tml staying at home…must thx to my friend,diana for asking me out and those who had went out last few weeks with me de friends ^^ besided tat how can i forgot abt my co friends!thx guys ^^

at least i had watched the shows tat i wanted to watch in youtube ^^ just hope next holiday won’t be so boring and sian le >< btw i think when tat time,i have no time to be boring and sian le bah XD as maybe will go to work at my old sec sch bkshop ^^ can’t waited till tat time lo >< miss my workmates much and bkshop aunty too ^^

i think tat time de holiday will be very meaningful to me de ^^ even though if no one call me out,i also nt free le while they have their own staffs to busy except diana free will call me out…but nt confirm yet abt the work >< btw hope to go escape or wild wild wet to play lo…long times nv go le…since tat time still have some friends went with me to go and play but now around me de friends are busy with their own staffs so this holiday i nv go there and enjoy myself at all…

tat time said at least must find one day to go out with lin during holiday to have a crazy shopping but end up she too busy le…nvm,at least i still have went out with diana for shopping few days were very lucky liao lo ^^ tml will be a new start…everything had passed and now is the time back to the beginning le…jia you ying!

ytd had a great chat with jac ^^ she lets me feeling better by saying out all the sadness matters tat i had face and kept it in my heart for long >< she gave me a phrase tat i will rmb in my heart forever,i found it so meaningful to me ^^

‘forgive them as they don’t know what they are doing’

thx a lot jac ^^ u let me learnt tat i should be more stronger than be4…long ago…there was a one day tat i gt a deep wound in my heart tat cos me hurt badly…no one will know how deep was the wound in my heart tat caused me felt so painful and can’t forgot for long…i think i will nt forgot how i gt this wound tat hurt me badly…it lets me lost a important thing in my life…all i hope is this wound will just heal asap but it will be a long periods bah since was such a deep wound tat bother me in the life…

all i wish now is to do well in my studies and aim to go poly…i should moving on rather than staying at the past…its only will cause my wound to be deeper and deeper than be4…if i dun move on my footsteps…i really dunno wat will happen to me in the future…no matter this wound will take how long to heal,i must be stronger and face all the problems tat will come to me in the future… ^^ maybe this wound really need someone tat i waiting for long to heal it…so all i can do is waiting for the one tat helps to heal my wound… ^^

i dun wish for anything just hope tat this wound will heal one day…tml will learn new subjects le ^^ wish it is as easy as last term de subjects while cher had said be4 will be easlier…also wish tat everyone are doing fine and nv change much during this one whole month holiday ^^

erm…last post le…really dunno wat to write since today also at home watching tv programmes or using com…but i think tml will post if i free…i am happy was tat i can write out all my feelings here without worries…btw tml is youth day!sian sec and pri sch no sch but i gt ar! lolx XD anyway wish every youths enjoy themselves tml ^^

end here le…tat all i had summarised abt my holiday…will rmb those friends tat had given me supports,let me learnt much things from them and gave me advices…example,nt to be easily get hurt from others anymore…learnt to be depending on my own…ying must be stronger than be4!u can do it de ^^ 

dewa,mata…syonara ^^ tml will be better then before!

P.S. : ding dong ding dong…clock rang as usual…finally tml sch reopen le!busy days have finally come…

Yin : waiting for the one tat can heal my deep wound…