really wanna to go out ar!!!so sian lo…at home nth to do at all…woke up at 12.30pm but dun feel of waking up so continued to slp till 2.30pm >< as wake up also nth to do,haiz…

received the letter from private & confidential…is the entry proof/timetable for my ‘o’ lvl maths…the sec sch selected for me is seng kang sec sch…sian!i dun even know where is it lo since i lived at seng kang so long…lolx >< i thought i will be send to my old sec sch compassvale sec sch but in the end,end up tat nt my expected -_-||| i think no matter wat they will nt allowed me back to my old sec sch de bah as it already setted for everyone tat took the examinations are nt to go back to their own old sec sch to take the examinations…if i nt wrong ><

haiz…need to worry again for it liao…if go to the sch,need to ask around abt where is the hall or other places tat held the examination >< tat wat i hated to be in a place where i have nv been to…it causes me so uncomfortable!said so much also no use,it already been selected and setted,haiz…just have to bear with it arh =(

this whole week had already me till very depressed le still happened this kind of thing,wat hell is tat mah! just hope this thurs can go out to shop around,watch movie or any other things also to settle down my emotional…holiday should be happy de lo but this first week had causes me nv have a smile on my mouth and no more jokes,i hated this feeling!!!wish everything is going smoothly for my next 3 weeks holiday…

tml and wed had to go back to sch for cca le,sian…it a waste of time to me…as i dun have any qi to blow the di zi lo,thinking of tat,feeling of quitting lo!but no other cca i can choose le since all i wanted is at fri de where i gt my ‘o’ lvl maths…this program had causes me lost a lot of cca i wanted to join…some more all the days i went for it,the cca points will just gone…

dunno y after received the letter i am totally depressed le…due to the venue given to me to attend for the examintion…actully i still can control my feeling be4 receive the letter as this whole week had made me so depressed…today is such a bad/unlucky/moody day i even have!

i really can’t stand it liao la…where r u…i need u so much…ARGH!!! WHO CAN HELP ME!!!i really siao liao…just dun bother me…when a person is totally depressed,he/she won’t know wat they talking abt…so i ended my post for today…wish tml will feeling better than today…can’t even smile now,i lost my own emotions liao,ARGH!!!

P.S. : hope and wish the time can stop to let me have a deep breath!i can’t breath even though the air is so fresh…

Yin : wishing and wishing tat u will appear in my lonely world to bright up my world with joys…