Well. I haven’t been able to put words on my feelings. and then I listened to a song from the fray, and suddenly I understood it all.

There are certain people You just keep coming back to She is right in front of you You begin to wonder Could you find a better one Compared to her now she’s in question  And all at once The crowd begins to sing Sometimes the hardest thing And the right thing are the same  Maybe you want her Maybe you need her Maybe you started to compare To someone not there  Looking for the right one You line up the world to find Where no questions cross your mind But she won’t keep on waiting For you without a doubt Much longer for you to sort it out  And all at once The crowd begins to sing Sometimes the hardest thing And the right thing are the same  Maybe you want her Maybe you need her Maybe you started to compare To someone not there  Maybe you want it Maybe you need it  Maybe it’s all you’re running from  Perfection will not come  And all at once The crowd begins to sing Sometimes We’d never know what’s wrong Without the pain Sometimes the hardest thing And the right thing are the same  Maybe you want her Maybe you need her Maybe you’ve started to compare To someone not there Maybe you want it Maybe you need it Maybe it’s all you’re running from Perfection will not come  Maybe you want her Maybe you need her Maybe you had her, Maybe you lost her to another To another

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fn5imNHtNA8

the fray - all at once

so long!

I saw a person from my old school today, who looked the same as 3 years ago. It’s so strange. some people change so you can’t recognize them anymore. and some people looks as good as they always have. I just can’t believe it.

I were in school today. My stomache doesnt hurt so much anymore. It was kind of boring, but we finished earlier so I were home 2 hours earlier. That’s nice. and soon I’ll take a little nap. I’m so tired and I have a long night in front of me.

Have a nice evening y’all.

so long.

Well, at least it’s a new year. This is a really amazing year I think. Time for graduation in June, and then start working and living. Well, and then comes the question. What do I wanna do?

Well. I know what I WANT to do. I want to work with gardens. And fuck no, not with plants. I really have this thing for plants and flowers and so. I can’t stand the shit. No I wan’t to work with stones, gardening construction.

Oh aren’t that just to girly. haha.

Well, and then I’ve been thinking the last months. Do I really want to have a average job and work 7-4 my whole life through?

I have plans on being rich, but that is kind of impossible with that kind of job. Well of course if I start my own business but hell no. Don’t like paper work so much.

well, many thoughts in a small brain.
Now I’m gonna do something of my life. see ya.

School on monday. But I think it’s okay. I’ll be really tired, but so? It will work, please, say that it will work… someone?

And please someone say that it will be okay on wednesday. It’s all I can think of.

 By the way, Moa is really sick of reading in english. So Moa, for you I’ll write a little piece in swedish.

haha. det var som fan va. Svenska. det är roligare att skriva på engelska. Emma sov här inatt, värsta mys serru. sen vart jag på körkortsteorin, rätt okej faktiskt. Jag ser fram emot körkortet nu, så jag kan åka runt som ett och annat mongo!

Now I’m gonna stop writing for today. And fall back in my thoughts. Have a nice evening everyone.

I have been sleeping very bad tonight. And that isn’t to darn funny.

Well, soon it’s naturally Sadie, Hurray! lol.

Fuck I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I really long for school, But now I’ve been home for so long that it scares me to go with the train, go with the bus. Fuck, this ain’t good.

Well. I have some days to get used with the thought. and on monday mum drives me, and wednesday I’m not gonna go to school. Breathe, remember to breathe.

Never forget to breathe.