Okay, honestly, I’m just going to be ranting about something I understand, but I’m being spoiled and depressed about it…

Okay. So I’ve been planning on going to Canada for a while.. I made a mistake a while back about it, so now mom and dad are being involved in it.. I do understand that. But… The stress is having a horrible effect on my dad; he was getting closer to a nervous breakdown, the closest mom’s ever seen, she said..

So the guy I’m gonna stay with, he’s like my brother in some ways, more than that in others.. He told me that he couldn’t do it.. Have me come up while dad was having a horrible time of it. Being a Green Mage, a healer, he can’t cause dad that kind of pain.. I understand that.. completely. Since he and mom agreed on me staying for a year down here, he offered to let me stay a little more than a month, about 6 weeks he offered. Mom didn’t want it. It was still me going up there. I was really excited at the offer, hoping I would be able to go… but… Same thing.. same reasons.

Gods.. Sometimes life sucks.. Ever since then, I’ve been close to crying about it.. If I do.. Maybe it’ll help me with my contacts when I find my glasses.

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