I can’t even…
I can’t even think about him.
Right now, I’m keeping my mind a blank of everything except what I’m typing.
I’m having to ignore everything about him.
I won’t be able to talk to him on the phone or messenger.
I have to ignore him… all thoughts.
I can’t just burst into tears when I’m talking to him with mom and dad around.
Now things have become even more secret!
I’m really scared. I don’t want him to find someone else…