this is like… mynew favorite song!lol 

im not the kinda girl who stops the rain

whatever it brings let it fall down on me

let it wash away

how i felt for you

but it wont change

what we went through

love love love

i wont stop loving you

i never thought i would hear it from you

i never thought id hurt this bad from hearing the truth

and i want you to do what you feel is right

but i know that feeling makes me cold as ice

but i wont feel down

no you sont see this girl frown

im not gonna try to change the future

bring what it may

bring what it may

hate when nothing new happens? i do. and thats what is happening now! nothing! woooo hooooo. im on msn and no one is there so yea. it kinda sucks. i guess im jsut gonna go to bed. at 9. lol. wow im really bored

 ttyl!

im at school bacuase my sister has conferences. and so im stuck here because teh weather is bad and my mom took too long to get here so she couldnt bring me home first. it is really really boring lol. i dont know. i just dont have anythign to do. and they blocked all of the big email things which is where all my good stuff is. such as hotmail and google and aim and whatever. it totally sucks. and so now im all bored nad i cant post on the forums here because they have everything all blocked off. it is kinda a bad idea. i dont know i just dont llike it very much.

did you know that i used to write a ton of stories? well i did! i jsut felt like telling you that, me and my brother used to stay up until like, 3 in the morning writing freaky stories.i dont know why we did it or why i felt like i had to tell you… i just did

ok. thats all! ttyl!

wow… have your friends ever been really mean to you and you didnt even know it? well that just happned to me, i found out a ‘good’ friend of mine has been talking aout me behind my back. i am not one of those people who will get down about things like this, because id ont care what people think about me.

but it hurts when you ‘best friend’ says it.

she called me desperate adn that i wasnt very pretty. it hurts a ton. she says i do a whole bunch of stuff that i dont do intentionally, and for all the wrong reasons. i dont know. it just kinda sucks… lol

heck yeaa!!!!!!!!! it is a snow day today! lol, we got like a foot of snow last night. we are in a blizzard warning. it is kinda scary kinda. lol. the power keeps going out. we are sposed to get over 2 feet by tomarrow night. lol. lol. im watching pimp my ride right now and this lady has a car called ‘The Thing’ lol. she is in germany. lol. i didnt know this but it turns out germany is littler than my own state Minnesota. lol. i have a friend from germany…lol