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Miscommunications…

Tuesday, July 10th, 2007

imageConfusion and miscommunications… There’s always something amiss…

There are times when being with Mikoto makes the 7th Child feel like she can conquer the world as long as he is there by her side.

But there are also times that she begins to doubt the sincerity of this angered angel. It pains her to believe his words when his actions are different.

The 7th Child tries so hard to love someone, yet every time she comes too close, she is burned…

She is losing hope that she could ever love, or even continue loving the people she cares for. It seems useless to continue with something that looks pointless. What is the use of fighting a loosing battle? Should you not retreat and rest to fight another day? 

Perhaps the real question would be… “What is the definition of love? The one that is real and pure?”

Oh cursed child, born to an unloving world… You’ve lost hope in receiving the love you freely give and so desperately long for… But what is life if you refuse to love?

Makoto’s New Life

Monday, June 18th, 2007

imageOne would think, after all these years, a memory such as Kojima Makoto’s would have been forgotten. All the pain, all the joy, they should be left in the past…

But there is trouble when you keep seeing the person you wish to forget.

Because of their past, the 7th child wished to stay away from him, but Makoto did not want to end the relationship that way. There was goodness in his intentions, but there’s sadness and pain in the 7th Child’s heart.

“To see that person to be happy, that was what I wanted. For him to find the one just for him, to see him smile, for him to feel the happiness that I felt now. That was what I thought I wanted, but why is there a twinge in my heart, every time I see him with ‘her’?”

Dearest Hitori, you must leave what’s in the past and move on. though your heart aches of confusion, envy, and jealousy, you did not make the wrong choice to let him go.

One day, when all the pain and confusion is gone, maybe you can talk to him again as if nothing happened… But you both knew there was something there, and the what ifs will never cease. Leave the past in the past, make your choice to stay away that you may move forward, head held high and strong…

Eien no Mikoto

Thursday, May 17th, 2007

It didn’t take too long before the Prophecies finally took hold of the 7th Child. She was only a human after all, a girl, a princess who was forced at a young age to become a warrior to save her Kingdom. Though she felt nothing for her father, she loved her mother dearly and simply could not stand back to watch her die…

She did everything she could to please her parents, but this person is someone who shook her to the very core.

Eien no Mikoto. The Prince of Eternity. A saint in the eyes of many, even to Hitori. But she has also seen the wrath of the angered angel…

But even with all of this, he showed her that her prophecy could be altered…

She wanted to know more about him, not realizing that he too wanted to know more about her…

She did realize however, that such a decision as to getting to know someone like him could break a thousand hearts, including the ones she cared about the most. And so she decided not to let a lot of people know about this Prince, and let the Father she recognizes as God decide their fate for her… A decision not only made by herself, but also by her Prince…