Prismacolor Pencils & Markers.
Sharon “Penis” Cardigan
Lime Crime Makeup.
A Fitness Hoop.
Diamante Handcuffs and OhMiBod.
“Shhh!” Satin Blindfold.
House M.D. Season 5.
Tiffany’s playing cards.
Sexy/Cute Pin-up Aprons (like this Jessie Steele Vintage Style Audrey Cupcakes Apron).
ice cream lamp.
Sparkling iPhone cases.
unicorn wishes.
Domo plush.
Comfortable fuzzy slippers! (My feetsies get so abused from heel wearing)
Anything hello kitty, pink, unicorn, cupcakes/sweets, rainbow, etc related
Anything sexual, like blind folds and lingerie (preferable with bows & ruffles)
All things Betsey Johnson
Techno/house/trance/hardcore etc CDs
A mixed CD with songs that make you think of me =^3^=

So, have you heard?? June 19th is my 18th birthday!! Hell yea bitches, I’m so excited it’s ridiculous! But are you unsure what you could possibly get a lolita lover, pin-up princess, and cupcake connoisseur? Have no fear booboo, I got your back~ I created of list of my latest lustings. I may have gotten a little carried away…but it was so much fun, I couldn’t help myself. This list equals instant swoonage! =^o^=

Etsy.com wishlist.
Wildflower Fitness Hoop or Harajuku Girl Fitness Hoop.
“I would look cooler if I were riding a unicorn” tee shirt.
Cupcake & Unicorn and Cupcake & Bunnies tee shirts.
Diamante Handcuffs and OhMiBod.
Wink silk & suede blindfold.
Gemini Hello Kitty necklace.
Satin Bow Hairclip.
Double Bow Hairband.
Unicorn and Star necklace.
“Forget Me Not” bangle.
“Truly Fabulous People Never Get Dressed Before Lunchtime” bangle.
Paisley Tights.
Party Monster on dvd.
House M.D. Season 4.
Tiffany’s playing cards.
Jessie Steele Vintage Style Audrey Cupcakes Apron.
Alice in Wonderland on dvd.
The Swan Princess on dvd.
Lady Gaga cd.
crystal flowerette ring.
cupcake floss.
ice cream lamp.
unicorn wishes.
Hello Kitty nerd wallet.
Domo plush.
mini birthday cake ring.
birthday cake lip balm.

And anything:
Hello kitty, pink, unicorn, cupcakes/sweets, rainbow, etc related
Sexual, like blind folds and lingerie (preferable with bows & ruffles)
Betsey Johnson
Techno/house/trance/hardcore etc CDs
A mixed CD with songs that make you think of me =^3^=

Hi everyone! =^3^= So looks like an all nighter is in order…I’ve put off this project for my AP government class for about a week now (terrible, I know!), and I have still yet to get started. It’s just so ridiculous, I can hardly bring myself to write anything down, let alone read what it’s even asking.  I’m not even quite sure why I bothered taking this class. Sure, I’ve learned a lot about governmental policies, (which is a topic that not a lot of people realize I am interested in), but all the work is just too much for someone who can hardly get motivated to even get up in the morning. Oh, senoritis, why have you infected me so ruthlessly?

Life has been interesting. I’m finally healthy which is pretty damn exciting~ xD Ends up that what I thought was just a minor cough was really pneumonia! It’s nice to be able to laugh or talk without having to take 10 min breaks in between to cough. Emotionally, well, I am still craving love, but I am quite content with my current life nonetheless. It’s just a matter of being your own reassurance, which is something I am still trying to really figure out…this is such a long process, you’d think by now I would have this down. I keep getting distracted or going through set-backs, but enough excuses!

Ahhh! Somehow I have managed to catch a cold. But for some reason I can’t accept the fact that I am sick…though I do have the symptoms…it’s just my whole life I’ve had trouble with my body, and I’m sick of it! (Pun not intended ^_^;;) My lungs have always been weak and susceptible to terrible phases of bronchitis, and my heart is generally weak, making me prone to fainting spells. Despite that, my immune system is usually okay. I mean, I may have organ problems, but I used to be able to go years without catching a cold or the flu. Then starting this year I got terrible strep throat, and then small colds ever since. Very strange, especially since I do my best to eat antioxidant rich fruits & vegetables, take a multi vitamin everyday, etc. *sigh* c’est la vie?

 Anyways, life has been a series of ups and downs and twists and turns. Perhaps all the confusion and stress has contributed to my cold? I have problems with depression, and this morning I was grouchy and hurt. During my first period class though I was thinking why I was feeling so depressed and ungrateful, and realized I was just being silly. I keep reminding myself that I am happy, but dark thoughts keep creeping into my brain. All I really want to do is curl up in a ball on a comfortable bed…for someone to scoop me up in their arms, kiss me on the forehead, and tell me everything is going to be okay. Reassurance full of affection is something I have been craving for a long time. I wish I wasn’t so insecure. But everything is going to be okay.

 Typing this long has made me feel dizzy, and my constant coughing is making my throat burn. Perhaps going to bed early will help me sleep the sickness away?

Wow…cannot believe it has taken me this long to discover Sanrio Town! It is so the cutest thing, I am incredibly excited o(^3^)o I just need to figure out how to properly use it, and then hopefully I can get to using this blog for updating on my life and Neon Stilettos can remain as my fashion/inspiration blog.

Anyway, it is finally SPRiNG…and finally April!This is it, the final stretch of the school year. Basically 2 months and then readying to live my life~!! I know it sounds bad, like holding myself back and just waiting. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know you’re supposed to just f* it and live, whether it’s the “right time” or not, but it’s kind of hard to put my all into something that hasn’t exactly started yet, you know? My plans for after graduation: I’m really really excited to dye my hair cotton candy pink! (^o^)b Then off to New York for 2 weeks, the Electric Daisy Carnival (http://electricdaisycarnival.com/la/), and then moving into my apartment in L.A.!! Eeee, makes me giddy just thinking about it all, I feel all my love and potential just filling up in my soul ready to burst out of me into a rainbow explosion!

As for present life, it’s been pretty good. Sometimes I have days that are just absolutely incredible!…and other days where I feel utterly alone. But that isn’t really new, nor does it give me the right to complain, which is something I need to do less. Honestly, I am so surprised and thankful that I have friends who put up with me.  I do live a very blessed life~ (n_n)