i cannot figure out how to get the crab quest!!!! I have the boar quest and i cant figure out how to “kill” them……HELP!!!!!

My new tattoo seems to be healing nicely and I have school tonight…but lately i’ve been so depresssed and out of it to notice such things. *SiGh* I even missed Desperate Housewives last night, I stared at the wall above my desk for most of the day. I never miss my show. I’m going to have to watch it online after school tonight. Again, BIG sigh. Things aren’t going so well with Steve. If they don’t get better, i don’t know how to cope. I don’t want to. I’m so tired of loving and not being loved back…it’s really making a bigger pit in me. I kinda feel like i’m feeling around in the dark at this point. I think i’ll just sit down in this darkness and hold my breath…..

It hurt the most on her bow, other than that i was fine!!!

*Deperate Housewives starts in 8 days!!!!

*I get to be a BETA founder!!!!! Eeeeeee!!!

*College is going well (even though it’s just Algebra)

*My next class starts in 7 days

*My boyfriend has been nice to me for the last 3 days

*I bought a lottery ticket for the fist time ever last night (I’m 23!)

*Down side: i didn’t win

*C’est la vie

*I started my christmas shopping

*Cindy still hasn’t called to apologize after her last tantrum and i DON’T CARE!

*I bought a new outfit today

*After all that….i’m still bored. Can the games begin now?

Well, my dream finally came true. I’m a real live college kid. Steve and are only taking 2 classes this semester. We are in the same classes of course….all is well.

Steve and Robert and I went to the Chris Angel building implosion last nightin Clearwater… It sucked!!!! We didn’t even see him! No one did, except if you watched the news!!!!!! Going in person was not worth it! If anyone else saw him let me know….On the plus side i go to see a builing implode and collapse. That wasn’t so bad. The dust billowed out in a HUGE cloud. ‘cest la vie…..

I’m so freakin’ excited!!! I’m going to see Batman with my boyfriend tonight. I haven’t seen him since monday. Well, sunday night really. He was sleeping when i left monday. I can’t wait to see him…sigh. This movie is gonna be so good i just know it!

so after 3 weeks my sister texts me. The last time we spoke she opened her big mouth and pressured my boyfriend on whether or not he LOVED me. Our relationship has been rocky lately and she didn’t help anything. It started a war and i ended up moving out. She says “i just realized we haven’t talked in a while” No shit. so i explained to her what her shenanigan did to me, she says “are you blaming your relationship problems on me?” i said uh, no. But if you kept your mouth shut, i wouldn’t have had that problem. Things were getting tolerable between Steve and i before she messed it up!!! She doesnt even care and hasn’t texted back! So i called her and gave her a piece! Now i’m even more mad! I forgave her already because i’ve known since we were kids that she was a bitch. But i can’t move on and forget yet. She said she doesn’t think she did nything wrong. enjoy!

I just got these yesterday!!!!! ….can’t wait to wear em! I also bought an HK nose stud . Never saw one before.

Wellll, i thought i already posted this, but i guess not. I was blogging from my cell phone and maybe it didn’t work. Anyway. Last tuesday Steve and i got into it bad. I ended up driving all over town looking for an apartment. I finally found a cheap and cute one. I was about to sign the lease and everything when he called. He wanted to know where i was. I told him i was getting an apartment and i was busy. Then i hung up. I didn’t have my social security card with me, so i couldn’t seal the deal. When i got home i totally ignored him while i was looking for it. Gram told me that Aunt Loretta called and wanted to hang out with me at Dumb Donna’s house. Steve asked me where i was going on the way back out the door. I told him about the apartment.  He then proceeded to talk to me the way i’ve been wanting him to for forever. I sat on my car and he sat on Gram’s car. He told me he did want more space, but he wanted to be with me too. He told me to move in with Aunt Loretta, she’s been wanting me to. He also said if i got an apartment, it would be too expensive (too right). I told him i wished he didn’t yell at me to move out. He told me he only yelled because i did something to piss him off and he’d just bust. I told him i felt like he wanted to break up because he yelled. I told him i he would’ve sat down and had a “loving” convo like we were at the moment, i would’ve gotten the point. I only thought he told me to move out because he was mad at me. Ugh..men are so dumb! Anyway, i went in the house and got my fav. pillow and blanket, pjs and a change of clothes. He gave me a hug and a kiss. I went over to dumb donna’s and stayed the night at Aunt Loretta’s. Steve and i decided it would be best for us if i moved here. I have my own room to decorate. He said he visit, and i can visit him. He took me to dinner the next night. It’s been working out i guess. He’s being nicer too. I have a feeling once i get my bed put together, he’ll be over more often. wink, wink j/k my bed is a wooden futon and he happens to like futons!