Catherine just asked me to be her brides ogf honour, I thought she was joking at first but she was not! I told her no. Any way shes not like my friend or something and I dont like her. I would rather stay at home than go to the wedding, because its a total bore! My mom told me I should have some enthusiasm but I totaly dont. Catherine thinks shes so special marrying Kyle well shes not! I am stressing out because the pageant is in 2 days! I am practising my whole routine and the style of cloths I will be wearing. Marcus told me he would come to support me, but right now all I need is advil I have a terrible head ach and I have to rest

good night!

Well my photo shoot did not go so bad, my agent supported me saying I did a fantastic job and he told me that I should continue on with this career. The photographers were amazed of my performance they thought that a skinny young 16 year old would not be able to make it on magazines, but I proved them wrong. Theres a pageant next week and I have to attend. I heard many young girls around the world will be there and this is going to be a big one! I am so nervous :s there are so many great talented girls with alot of experiance I dont know if I will cut it I hope I do or my career is on stake.

Well today is pretty boring since they cancelled the photo shoot! I really wanted it to be delt with, I have so much homewok! Its a total bore. I wish I can do something fun! My 3 brothers are driving me crazy!

Kyle is 19
Jonathon is 25
and Kevin is 12

Oh and lets not forget my sister

Gabbey is 8

Since my parents are working my brother Kyle is watching us I wish I was an only child so it can be easier! I mean its a pretty big family all the 5 of us. To be honest with you Jonathon is the only person who talks to me, well I guess its because his the oldest. Jonathon is married to Sharia and they have 1 kid that is 2 years old and his name is Jordy. His such a great nephew. Kyle has a girlfriend named Catherine and there planning on getting married (ewww). I have to say Kyle picked the wrong girl shes really sluty she thinks shes so pretty. Kevin well he has a crush on Patrisha but for some reason I dont think Patrisha likes him. Gabbey is the little girl in this family and she seems to be always spoiled! I have a boyfriend and his name is Marcus were just perfect for eachother He finds me the hottest girl he ever met, he sometimes watches me wene I do photo shoots.