ok sooooooooooooooooooo i should just say this before i say anything: i am a vegetarian and a huge animal rights activist. NOW… yesterday, when me and my mom (whom i am freakishly close to) were having our yearly “we-hate-thanksgiving!!!!” rampage, we started talking about hunters. hunters represent all we hate in the world. then i went to sleep. now let me say something else: i am one of those ppl whose dreams almost always come true. serioulsy, whenever i have a fight with a freind, or a family member or a pet is going to die, or im getting something i really want for christmas, i always dream about it about a week before it happens. now, remember the guy i cant stop blogging about? i had a dream about him being a hunter. my dreams are wrong sometimes, but mostly theyre right. so maybe i was wrong, but what if i wasnt???? we both love music, rain, checkers, and… idk he makes me happy. just the idea of him makes me smile. whenever we hang out i annoy the crap out of all my friends and family by being all super happy for like 3 weeks.
but what if my dream was right????????????
i cant believe anyone would actually hunt unless they were desperate… and by that i mean stranded in the woods for weeks desperate. the idea of anyone killing innocent creatures- creatures who are just sitting there, minding their own business, probably collecting food for their babies-makes me sick. i dont even kill bugs. i compare hunters with murderers-because really thats what they are. when someone tells me they hunt it makes me want to hunt them. even thinking about hunters made me take a break from blogging to blast some rock music to let out my anger at hunters. as happy as this guy makes me is how unhappy hunters make me. if the two are combined, it would cause my brain to spontaneously combust.
so u see my predicament. i kno this sounds SUPER CHEESY but i have never ever felt like that about anybody. and i know he whole “i have a 6th sense where i have dreams that come true” thing sounds 100% insane, but seriously, i had a dream that i got in a fight with my friend and we didnt tlk for 3 months, and we got in a fight the next day. i had a dream me and my boyfriend broke up, then it happened 3 days later.
so im freaked
help!

ok i have this guy friend whos like my best friend and ive also had a crush on him for like 4 years, but he really likes my best friend.  so he asked her out forl like the zillionth time and she invited him to go to our friends bands concert with her (im pretty sure she only did it cuz he got his hair cut emo and she wants to make out with him now.  sorry that wuz mean and im just jealous.)  and BECAUSE IM A TOTAL IDIOT  i told her i was going too (to make sure she wouldnt try to kiss him or anything because she wuz afraid of me seeing.  shes not that heartless that shed kiss him in front of me.)  but it backfired cuz shes all “oh thatd be fun.  we can all go together!”  so i wuz gonna try to get out of it but then he sent me a message on myspace and i wuz all “oh im going to the concert w/ u guys” EVEN THO ID RATHER EAT GLASS  so now i have to spend freaking $12 on tickets to a concert i dont even want to go to (its a heavy metal band, which im really not into)  to watch my 2 best friends flirt with each other!!!!!!!  ugh… how 2 get out of it??????????????

OK, u wanna hear something weird???????????????? remember that dude i cant shut up about? welllllllllllllllll a while ago i found out he has a girlfriend (SAD!) but even weirder, she goes to my school!!!!!!!!!!!! and now for the weird part: me and her R a lot alike!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5 things me and this girl have in common
1.) same colored streaks in our hair!!!!!
2.) very similar taste in music!! we have the same favorite band and the same favorite songs by said band!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3.) we’re both actors!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4.) we’re friends with lots of the same people, but i didnt even kno who she was untill last week and i didnt find out she was his girlfriend untill a few hours ago!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and finally….

5.) obviously, we both is this significant somehow??????????????????????????????????????? or am i taking totally normal things and deciding that they are significant????
maybe another list will clarify…

5 things that are way different about me and this person

1.) ummmmmm….. shes a little taller (and thinner) than me

2.) uhhhh…. im from the city and shes from the suburbs

3.) shes also friends with a few people who i dont get along with at all.

4.) her sense of humor is quite immature

last but not least…

5.) i really love older music from like the 80s and she doesnt seem to be as crazy about it as i am (tho i kno the guy in question s even more crazy about it than i am)

ok, thats a pretty lame list!!!! 60% of those things dont really matter at all!!!!!!

maybe its just me, but i find this all a little weird……. but tell me what u think plz!! i want 2 kno if im thinking perfectly normal things r weird or if they really r weird.