I had an absolutely awful, dreadful and unhappy NYE I have ever had. I originally wanted to go to Phillip’s party but after the ignoring from Matthew, which I still want to get to bottom of but I believe he isn’t going to talk to me again and I haven’t done anything wrong. I hate it. So that was out of the question. The plan ended up being going to my friends cousin Sophia’s house party we got there a bit early but it was okay. After we were going to go to London to watch the fireworks at the London Eye. Ended up getting there a bit later than expected, I ended up getting let go and lost in a mass of people while they were all crushing me to get a better view, I hate being short sometimes. I was meant to meet up with another friend to go to another party but she wouldn’t pick up her phone or anyone else that could be near her. I was walking up and down Bond and Oxford street ringing people. People who I thought was my friends who it turns out don’t even remember who I am. I decided to go home because I couldn’t be bothered to make this night any worse than it already was. What what made it worse was that another friend that invited me to do something with her called me to wish me Happy New Year, she sounded like she had a great time and was enjoying herself, I should’ve went with her. Also I only got two new years texts, that made me feel as if no one even cared. For a fact if I am in a London Uni next year I am staying in, but I really hope I am in Liverpool next year. Also I have properly discovered who I can trust to allow me to have a good time and who I can genuinely trust as a person and a friend and that would be myself and no one else. A sad revelation to come to at the beginning of a new year.

But, everyone have a great 2008.

Today is the last day of my first year at college. Yay!

Heres hoping I get into second year…

Well anyway today was brill, hung out in Starbucks. Best place to be with your mates. Was in there for about 2 hours, with just one drink hehe. Eventually we moved, around Harrow and landed in B.K Lounge and saw Grandma Death. HA too funny. I am so happy I have met the people I have met at college they are amazing people and my college experience wouldnt be the same without them. I shouldnt stress over the people I am losing from high school, because my college friends top them. I also know my college mateage is for life, even when we all go to different uni’s.

Was alrighty.

Went to my mates end of year gig.
All those kids are so talented with their playing of many instruments. GRR

BUT to make it better they were cute.

I dnt think I have anything else to say on the matter.
Off to revise some biology for my AS Levels, I really hope I pass. I’m really worried about it now. :S