So there’s this guy…we’ll call him Jazz.  he’s in my 5th hour which is Spanish. the class I hate the most.  But actually… now that I know him better, I don’t hate that class so much. He’s really sweet. Jazz has got this somewhat of a funny bone on him. But I don’t if this is a good thing or a bad thing. because he’s one of Joren’s friends. So I don’t know what Joren will think. I mean it’s not like I like him, but I don’t know.

The thing about Joren is that I think I like him too much. Like he seems too perfect. I don’t know what it is, but I’m always worried about him. Not really him per say…more about his actions. I don’t know. Sometimes I just want to tell him how I really feel, but then I’m kind of glad he doesn’t know.

Joren says he worries about me too because all the guys that I hang out with are always messing with me and Joren thinks that they shouldn’t do that. I don’t know what it is, but I kind of agree with him. 

Kyle (Chloe’ is changing her name, :]) says: ‘The guys you hang out with are morons!! I hate how they’re always hitting on you, like you’re the property or something and they can just grad your ass whenever its convienient for them. Overall guys are butt-faces. Especially to girls as pretty as you.. They need to get over themselves. Once Joren’s gone, they’re going to be messing with you twice as much, show ‘em who’s boss. I hate to see people pushing you around!! Stand up for yourself girl!! (PS- Joren’s a great guy and he cares about you. He’s the only boyfriend you’ve ever had that isn’t using you (no offens, you have fine taste in men, they’re just asses when noone’s looking)) I love you, do what’s best (I know you can do it, ;])’

 I completely agree with my bff Kyle / Chloe’.  They treat me like shit. It’s like they don’t think we girls have any feelings. Except for Joren. He’s the only guy who seems to give a shit about anyone. He’s not selfish like all of my other guy friends.

Damn. I can’t shake the fact that Joren keeps worrying about me. I don’t want to make him worry, yet it makes me feel like someone out there actually cares. The only other person besides him who actually cares about me would have to be Kyle / Chloe’. Even my parents…they just don’t understand. And Savannah, she just doesn’t care. At least she acts like she listens. I guess that helps a little bit.

And you may be asking yourselves”What about Tyler?” Well, Tyler cares, he’s just never there when I need him. And somehow when I tell him my problems, he always turns it around and makes it about him. I don’t know, I guess that’s just life. Totally unfair.

You know what? This guy….we’ll call him Kid. He is my bestest friend. he is always there when I need a big hug. He’s like my own personal Teddy Bear. I love him!!!!!  : )  (PS- he has a sexy bod.)

Joren burned a cd for me and he said this song reminded him of me. I flippin love this song. Isn’t he the sweetest. I LOVE HIM!!!

Well, last night I was on the phone with Joren. And we were just talking about random things, like you know. And I couldn’t help but think that we have such chemistry. Like we totally understand each other. It’s kind of ironic because nobody understands me. So, Yeah. And you probably already know that Joren will be going to high school next year. Which is gonna completely suck for me because I’m not gonna get to see him that much. And I really don’t want to break up with him. I mean I really want this to work.

 He’s actually the first boyfriend I’ve had that knows where I’m coming from. All of the others were just like “whatever” or “sure?” Joren is just so…..ugh, there’s not even words to describe how perfect he is. Some people say that when I’m with him, I don’t really act like I like him. But the truth is, I really do. I mean, it’s just I’ve had my heart broken before so I’m really protective of my feelings. But I’m starting to let my guard down a little. But I really do like Joren. I mean……. I love him. And not just that best friend kind of love or that boyfriend/girlfriend kind of love. I mean the actual definition of love. I mean it’s hard to actually say you love someone, when the word love has been thrown around so much. It’s hard to know what type of love they mean. I really think Joren is the one. That’s why I don’t just want to break up with him just because he’s going to high school. It’s just one year. I think we can survive that. I’m just worried about what will happen in high school when I’m not there. Like what if he finds someone that’s better than me. I just really want to be with him, ya know. God, I love him so much. Words can not express what I feel when I’m with him. The thing about him that I like the most, is that he doesn’t care what other people think of him. Like most of my friends, they think he’s weird and that his hair is too long. But they haven’t seen the other side of him. You have to get to know him before you can judge him. He’s like a pie. Hard cover on the outside, but soft on the inside.(corny much?) Anyway, I feel like I’ve know Joren for my whole life. Even though we met through my “friend” Deven. So..yeah. The only thing that bugs me is the fact that he doesn’t wnat me to get a tattoo. I really want one, but he says they don’t look good on girls. So I don’t know what to do about that, but I’m still pretty set on getting a tattoo. I’ll just talk to him more about it. Well, so yeah. Have you guys/girls ever heard someone say that they love someone/something with all their heart. That’s impossible because chances are they also love something/someone else too. So they can’t really love ou with all of their heart. but if they love you with half of their heart and you love them back with half of your heart, then you make one big heart full of LOVE. Sorry, I just thought I’d get my thoughts out there. So…yeah, that’s all I have to say for right this moment. I’m sure I’ll be back with more exciting news. So I’ll catch up with you people later. World Peace.

                                              -Lauren

hey, my brother is playing Guitar Hero and he’s not very good. but he’s playing smoke on the water, which is a pretty easy song. one of those little sayings just said that you should always keep an empty bottle in the van. You’ll see why. i thought that was kind of gross, but whatever. anyway, he’s doing the tutorials right now. maybe it will help him. who kows?

it’s kind of funny, cuz he broke his foot, and he’s been rolling around on this rolley chair. he has crutches, but he says that his foot starts hurting, cuz he srcunches up his toes when he walks. weird, i know. anyway, i gotta go help him, so i’ll be back in 30 minutes.

Well, last night was so not fun for me, or my mom,or my brother. Last night, he went to the Abacoa Skatepark.It was about 5:45 when he called my mom. he was crying so we knew something was wrong. He said he hurt hisself so his friend’s mom took him to the Jupiter Urgent Care. They took some x-rays and right when me and my mom got there, he was still getting his x-rays taken.He came in the room in a wheel-chair. We went to go see the Doc and he said that Jesse broke the top of his foot. Right then, in my head, I was thinking,”This BLOWS!” The correct term for what happened to Jesse’s foot would be that he cracked it. So the Doctor wrapped him up in a splint. He told us that Jesse would have too get a cast in the nnext 5-7 days.

I asked Jesse what he did at the skatepark. He said that he dropped in the 9ft ramp, then went over the “nipple”(that’s supposedly what they call the thing that sticks out of the ground, and is rond at the top.) He said hat he landed it the first time, and when he went to go do it again, he went much faster than he should have. He caught like 7ft of air, and his skateboard flew out from underneath him. So he tried to land on both of his feet, but he ended up landing on one after another, and then fell over and started crying and screaming. And thats what happened.

My Mom thought it was a freak accident. Jesse said that an hour before he broke his foot, there was another kid who broke his arm and went to the hospital. Jesse said that he told his friends that he had never broken anything in his life. then he ended up breaking his foot. It wasn’t a freak accident. He cursed hisself which you should never do.  He should no better thaan that. Anyway so i started telling him everything that you go through when you have a cast. cuz i broke my arm in 3rd grade, and sprained my ankle really bad in 2nd grade.

Most of you may already know, but i broke my arm playing basketball. My friend Lauren Frye was guarding me cuz i had the ball. then she pushed me out of bounds and you could see my bone and all that good stuff. It hurt like hell, but my mom drove me and Lauren Frye to the ER, and I had to wait 3 hours before i could even see the doctor. so as you could tell, i was in some serious pain. when i finally got to see the doctor, they took x-rays and and put a splint on me. Lauren slept over that night. All i can say was that it was kind of fun having a broken arm. but don’t and break your arm just because i said it was fun.

Has for me spraining my ankle. well that happened when iwas outside playing, and my puppy Buddy was running right in front of me. so needless to say, i tripped over him and down i went. i had to have cruches(i don’t know if i spelled it right) for about a month. and that was so annoying. everyone wanted to play with them or try them out. So i was about has helpless as a headless chicken. Well, im out, so i’ll talk to you guys l8er.

                              Doom Cookie out!

P.S.- Doom Cookie is my new nickname. So refer to me as Doom Cookie.

this is my 2 week old puppy. i got her for christmas. she ran away right before her birthday. she got out of our fence and followed me to my bus stop. then this lady saw her when she didn’t go home, and the lady took her to the vet, and they put her up for adoption. then someone adopted her. it freakin sucks, cuz she was so sweet and lovable. Anywy, thoght you would like to see her. isn’t she adorable.

peace.

this song is one of my favorite by the jonas brothers. i love the way their vocies sound in this song, and the lyrics are sick!!!! the video is kind of weird, because i don’t think that it has anything to do with the song. lemme know what you think.

peace.

you know i been thinking about starting a band, or being in one. I’ve been thinking of some sick names for a band and i came up with some good ones. For example: The Ruins/Black Crows/Broken Glass/ The Death of Me.  i don’t know about you but i think those are pretty good. maybe not Broken Glass, but  hey, i tried. anyway, let me know if you like any of those names. and courtney, i heard you have a band called The Pink Abyss. thats pretty cool. Chloe’ said your just looking for a singer. i can sorta sing, i think. You should like totally make a t-shirt that says The Pink Abyss. that would be awesome!

XD

anywho, i g2g so I’ll catch up with you peeps l8er.

peace.

hey guys. wats up? anyway, i found out a lot of things this week that i would of never guessed. Deven and Joren obviously aren’t gonna last. she doesn’t even like him anymore, and i feel really bad for him because he likes her so much. she likes this other kid in our 1st hour named Logan. she thinks he’s so adorable and i have to admit, he does have great hair. Deven says that he’s really nice and that he’s not mean to all of her friends like Joren is. Joren is really rude. he likes to make fun of all of Deven’s friends and Deven thinks that he is really annoying. It’s about time she realizes this. I’m not completely sure if Lilly told Joren but they should be broken up by next week. which by the way is exam week.

So Joren’s probably gonna be crushed, but i think that its best for both of them, because Deven doesn’t like him, and its better to break up with someone when you don’t like him than to go out with him and pretend that you like him. Don’t you think? I do.

Well, if you wanna hear about my life, then here it goes. my life is pretty good i’m not mad at tyler anymore, as long as he promises to talk to and see me more. anyway, i don’t really like anyone nopw. oh who am i kidding, i like tyler a lil bit which is weird because i was mad at him but that made me like him more. but i still like nick, of course.

well i g2g but i’ll catch up with you guys l8er.

peace.

Hey guys, I know I haven’t been blogging and answering your messages for a while so I’m gonna write you a long blog to make up for it.  Well, as you may or may not know, I’m staying with my Aunt Be-Be right now. Why? Well, my mom & brother are on a cruise and I couldn’t go because I have Honors 1 Algebra so its hard for me to miss a day of school unless I’m sick. But anyway, they’re going to St. Thomas, Puerto Rico, Tortola, and a bunch of other places. Anyway, my Aunt has these really cute dogs. They are both golden retrievers named Maggie and Smiley.

So I guess you could say I’m having a lot of fun since I have two dogs to play with. School has been OK, but Tyler has really been making me mad and now he’s bugging me because he wants to know why I’m mad at him. It’s a long story, so I’ll tell you about that another time. But other than that, life has been really good…. so far. I have to say though, I really love Tyler’s stepbrother, TJ. He’s so adorable and he’s really sweet and nice. My friend Carly that I never really talk about was being really funny in gym. She usually hangs out with other people in my gym, but today she told me that she wanted to hang out with me more.

So, she was talking about these two boys in our gym, whom she called “monkey-face”. The kids she was talking about was Casey and Kyle. Both in 8th grade. It was so funny Because Casey does kind of have a monkey-face.  Today in science, we were talking about reproduction, and you know that Nick had something to say about that, but anyway, my teacher had us flip coins to see how our baby would look, then we had to draw him/her. It was really fun except that every time someone had a question about a widow’s peak, nose shape, chin shape, or Darwin ear, Mrs. Ryan always pointed to me because I had everything that they asked about. it was kind of embarassing.

Well I think that should be long enough, but if not, I’ll write a blog tomorrow. Kay?     Peace.