holy sh**!! it’s been forever since I’ve blogged. Well, even if I did…it wouldn’t have been very interesting…i think. But just to catch you up:

Chloe’ and I(correct grammar)(me BFFL )have been getting pretty close again. She’s amazing and i love her…so much…wouldn’t be anywhere without you Chloe’!!!!

I don’t really know what’s going on with Tyler…so we’ll skip that…

Danny and Kaitlyn are going out…unfortunately(i know that’s mean to say..but it’s true)To be completely honest, they are the worst couple at are school…Danny is like my son in a way…i feel so protective of him and Kaitlyn is soooo not what he needs. She basically abuses him(physically..no not what you think)They’ve been going out for about 2 months..i think and im still waiting for danny to get tired of her and they break up…and i am NOT being harsh…trust me..if you saw them you would know.

Now Deven and me are friends still and she is dating Cody(pretty cute)and they too are also a bad couple…Just something about them being together bothers me…idk what it is but i shall find out…xD

Alex is in Colorado? right now and he’s in a blizzard…sucks for him. were still good friends…he wants to be more but idk…..yeah

Me on the other hand…I’m not dating anyone nor am I stuck in a blizzard…I’m getting ready to go to the beach with Casey and scout for beach boys(haha)..Ill let you know how that goes.dum..dum…dum….

please comment….let me know how wonderful or dreadful I am….how I can make this better…yeah

peace out….

Guess what!?

School’s starting up again. I’m so ready to go back and see all my friends. i don’t mind the work, since I’m pretty good at it.My fav subject is history. I love to learn about the world before we arrived on it.Everything was so…wicked. It’s doesn’t help that my teacher(Coach Starr) is like the most insane teacher I’ve ever had. He makes everything so interesting. Blah, enough about learning. I’m kind of nervous to go back though. I don’t really know why, but I am.

Well, since I don’t have anything else exciting to tell you, I think I’ll be on my way.  Auf Wiedersehen!*

*:that’s good-bye in German in case you didn’t know <3

Well, it’s that time of year again. I can’t belive it’s already here. Life is too short. So we have to take the time and appreciate what we have. I don’t have much, but I’ve got friends, and family, and that’s all I need.

Chloe’: I have no idea where to begin. You’ve been there for me since we wore diapers and you still are there for me. I love how you can always cheer me up after anything. Even when I have boy trouble. : )  You are the most amazing person I know. You’re my long lost sister that I’ve always wanted. I know sometimes I may see a little out of it, like Im not paying attention to you, but that’s just because I’m thinking about how wonderful a person you are. I’ll always be there for you now matter what. I love you.

Justin: My secret lover. Supposedly we’ll get married one day. But I love you anyway. You are such a good listener. Kind of funny too. I love how you always give me the best hugs. so sweet.

Deven: I know we’ve had our differences, but i have a good feeling about this year. I love how you pop up in every conversation and how you’re so random and you can make me laugh anytime. You’re so pretty.

Tyler: What can I say about you. You’re the icing on my cake.(corny!) I don’t know what I would do without you. Probably curl up under a rock. I love you so much. I feel like I can tell you anything and you may not listen but when you do you have the most sincerity. Ever since 6th grade I feel like if I ever lost you, I…….I can’t even think about that. Please, for my sake, don’t ever change.

Danny: You are so funny. You have the ability to cheer anyone up no matter what the circumstances are. I love how you’re a little bit concieted and how all the girls drool over you. HaHa.

Alex: you’ve been there for me since 6th grade and everytime I had a problem, you would be there to listen Thank you so much, for putting up with me. : )

Cristina: We were best friends in 7th grade and then we split a little, but I’n so thankful to have you back in my life. You were there for me when I was having problems with Tyler and Justin and my family. Your are such a great listener and you have the best advice. 

Happy Holidays everyone.

BTW: i’m getting a haircut today so I’ll post a picture of it when I get a chance.

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Well, last night I was on the phone with Joren. And we were just talking about random things, like you know. And I couldn’t help but think that we have such chemistry. Like we totally understand each other. It’s kind of ironic because nobody understands me. So, Yeah. And you probably already know that Joren will be going to high school next year. Which is gonna completely suck for me because I’m not gonna get to see him that much. And I really don’t want to break up with him. I mean I really want this to work.

 He’s actually the first boyfriend I’ve had that knows where I’m coming from. All of the others were just like “whatever” or “sure?” Joren is just so…..ugh, there’s not even words to describe how perfect he is. Some people say that when I’m with him, I don’t really act like I like him. But the truth is, I really do. I mean, it’s just I’ve had my heart broken before so I’m really protective of my feelings. But I’m starting to let my guard down a little. But I really do like Joren. I mean……. I love him. And not just that best friend kind of love or that boyfriend/girlfriend kind of love. I mean the actual definition of love. I mean it’s hard to actually say you love someone, when the word love has been thrown around so much. It’s hard to know what type of love they mean. I really think Joren is the one. That’s why I don’t just want to break up with him just because he’s going to high school. It’s just one year. I think we can survive that. I’m just worried about what will happen in high school when I’m not there. Like what if he finds someone that’s better than me. I just really want to be with him, ya know. God, I love him so much. Words can not express what I feel when I’m with him. The thing about him that I like the most, is that he doesn’t care what other people think of him. Like most of my friends, they think he’s weird and that his hair is too long. But they haven’t seen the other side of him. You have to get to know him before you can judge him. He’s like a pie. Hard cover on the outside, but soft on the inside.(corny much?) Anyway, I feel like I’ve know Joren for my whole life. Even though we met through my “friend” Deven. So..yeah. The only thing that bugs me is the fact that he doesn’t wnat me to get a tattoo. I really want one, but he says they don’t look good on girls. So I don’t know what to do about that, but I’m still pretty set on getting a tattoo. I’ll just talk to him more about it. Well, so yeah. Have you guys/girls ever heard someone say that they love someone/something with all their heart. That’s impossible because chances are they also love something/someone else too. So they can’t really love ou with all of their heart. but if they love you with half of their heart and you love them back with half of your heart, then you make one big heart full of LOVE. Sorry, I just thought I’d get my thoughts out there. So…yeah, that’s all I have to say for right this moment. I’m sure I’ll be back with more exciting news. So I’ll catch up with you people later. World Peace.

                                              -Lauren