holy sh**!! it’s been forever since I’ve blogged. Well, even if I did…it wouldn’t have been very interesting…i think. But just to catch you up:

Chloe’ and I(correct grammar)(me BFFL )have been getting pretty close again. She’s amazing and i love her…so much…wouldn’t be anywhere without you Chloe’!!!!

I don’t really know what’s going on with Tyler…so we’ll skip that…

Danny and Kaitlyn are going out…unfortunately(i know that’s mean to say..but it’s true)To be completely honest, they are the worst couple at are school…Danny is like my son in a way…i feel so protective of him and Kaitlyn is soooo not what he needs. She basically abuses him(physically..no not what you think)They’ve been going out for about 2 months..i think and im still waiting for danny to get tired of her and they break up…and i am NOT being harsh…trust me..if you saw them you would know.

Now Deven and me are friends still and she is dating Cody(pretty cute)and they too are also a bad couple…Just something about them being together bothers me…idk what it is but i shall find out…xD

Alex is in Colorado? right now and he’s in a blizzard…sucks for him. were still good friends…he wants to be more but idk…..yeah

Me on the other hand…I’m not dating anyone nor am I stuck in a blizzard…I’m getting ready to go to the beach with Casey and scout for beach boys(haha)..Ill let you know how that goes.dum..dum…dum….

please comment….let me know how wonderful or dreadful I am….how I can make this better…yeah

peace out….

Guess what!?

School’s starting up again. I’m so ready to go back and see all my friends. i don’t mind the work, since I’m pretty good at it.My fav subject is history. I love to learn about the world before we arrived on it.Everything was so…wicked. It’s doesn’t help that my teacher(Coach Starr) is like the most insane teacher I’ve ever had. He makes everything so interesting. Blah, enough about learning. I’m kind of nervous to go back though. I don’t really know why, but I am.

Well, since I don’t have anything else exciting to tell you, I think I’ll be on my way.  Auf Wiedersehen!*

*:that’s good-bye in German in case you didn’t know <3

Well, it’s that time of year again. I can’t belive it’s already here. Life is too short. So we have to take the time and appreciate what we have. I don’t have much, but I’ve got friends, and family, and that’s all I need.

Chloe’: I have no idea where to begin. You’ve been there for me since we wore diapers and you still are there for me. I love how you can always cheer me up after anything. Even when I have boy trouble. : )  You are the most amazing person I know. You’re my long lost sister that I’ve always wanted. I know sometimes I may see a little out of it, like Im not paying attention to you, but that’s just because I’m thinking about how wonderful a person you are. I’ll always be there for you now matter what. I love you.

Justin: My secret lover. Supposedly we’ll get married one day. But I love you anyway. You are such a good listener. Kind of funny too. I love how you always give me the best hugs. so sweet.

Deven: I know we’ve had our differences, but i have a good feeling about this year. I love how you pop up in every conversation and how you’re so random and you can make me laugh anytime. You’re so pretty.

Tyler: What can I say about you. You’re the icing on my cake.(corny!) I don’t know what I would do without you. Probably curl up under a rock. I love you so much. I feel like I can tell you anything and you may not listen but when you do you have the most sincerity. Ever since 6th grade I feel like if I ever lost you, I…….I can’t even think about that. Please, for my sake, don’t ever change.

Danny: You are so funny. You have the ability to cheer anyone up no matter what the circumstances are. I love how you’re a little bit concieted and how all the girls drool over you. HaHa.

Alex: you’ve been there for me since 6th grade and everytime I had a problem, you would be there to listen Thank you so much, for putting up with me. : )

Cristina: We were best friends in 7th grade and then we split a little, but I’n so thankful to have you back in my life. You were there for me when I was having problems with Tyler and Justin and my family. Your are such a great listener and you have the best advice. 

Happy Holidays everyone.

BTW: i’m getting a haircut today so I’ll post a picture of it when I get a chance.

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So there’s this guy…we’ll call him Jazz.  he’s in my 5th hour which is Spanish. the class I hate the most.  But actually… now that I know him better, I don’t hate that class so much. He’s really sweet. Jazz has got this somewhat of a funny bone on him. But I don’t if this is a good thing or a bad thing. because he’s one of Joren’s friends. So I don’t know what Joren will think. I mean it’s not like I like him, but I don’t know.

The thing about Joren is that I think I like him too much. Like he seems too perfect. I don’t know what it is, but I’m always worried about him. Not really him per say…more about his actions. I don’t know. Sometimes I just want to tell him how I really feel, but then I’m kind of glad he doesn’t know.

Joren says he worries about me too because all the guys that I hang out with are always messing with me and Joren thinks that they shouldn’t do that. I don’t know what it is, but I kind of agree with him. 

Kyle (Chloe’ is changing her name, :]) says: ‘The guys you hang out with are morons!! I hate how they’re always hitting on you, like you’re the property or something and they can just grad your ass whenever its convienient for them. Overall guys are butt-faces. Especially to girls as pretty as you.. They need to get over themselves. Once Joren’s gone, they’re going to be messing with you twice as much, show ‘em who’s boss. I hate to see people pushing you around!! Stand up for yourself girl!! (PS- Joren’s a great guy and he cares about you. He’s the only boyfriend you’ve ever had that isn’t using you (no offens, you have fine taste in men, they’re just asses when noone’s looking)) I love you, do what’s best (I know you can do it, ;])’

 I completely agree with my bff Kyle / Chloe’.  They treat me like shit. It’s like they don’t think we girls have any feelings. Except for Joren. He’s the only guy who seems to give a shit about anyone. He’s not selfish like all of my other guy friends.

Damn. I can’t shake the fact that Joren keeps worrying about me. I don’t want to make him worry, yet it makes me feel like someone out there actually cares. The only other person besides him who actually cares about me would have to be Kyle / Chloe’. Even my parents…they just don’t understand. And Savannah, she just doesn’t care. At least she acts like she listens. I guess that helps a little bit.

And you may be asking yourselves”What about Tyler?” Well, Tyler cares, he’s just never there when I need him. And somehow when I tell him my problems, he always turns it around and makes it about him. I don’t know, I guess that’s just life. Totally unfair.

You know what? This guy….we’ll call him Kid. He is my bestest friend. he is always there when I need a big hug. He’s like my own personal Teddy Bear. I love him!!!!!  : )  (PS- he has a sexy bod.)