Well, I just got back from my cousin’s house yesterday, and I met this awesome guy. His name is Derek. He is the most down-to-earth guy I’ve ever met. He’s so sweet and he’s quite funny. He was visiting his friend Dylan, which happens to be my cousin Taylor’s next door neighbor. My aunt took me,my brother, Derek, Taylor, and Hunter to the dock.

 The dock is simply a place where you can jump off a 15 ft high dock into the water. We stayed there for about an hour and then Derek came over to hang out. We sat around and watched “Hot Rod”. That’s when Jennifer(Derek’s sister) came over. She was kind of all over me and my cousin. I didn’t really know why, until Derek told me she was bisexual. That explained alot. Anyway, during the movie, I was sitting on the couch next to Jennifer, and then she got up and moved to the other couch.

That’s when Derek got up and moved over to the couch I was sitting on. There went the butterflies.(corny much?) Anyway, the next day, he came over and we all played Guitar Hero III. Needless to say I beat him. lol.

I can’t place what it was about him, but he seemed so different from other guys. He didn’t care what other people thought about him. He just acted like himself. Unlike most guys who put on a show just to try and act cool.

And the most exciting thing just happened like 5 minutes ago. When I was at Taylor’s house, Derek asked Taylor for my number. Of course she didn’t have it. So I asked her to get his for me. She never got it. But on saturday, they all went camping together.(i was at my dad’s house) And I guess Taylor gave him my number because he just called.

The bad news is my phone was off and he left a voicemail. Why did my phone have to be off? U-G-H!!!

Anyway, I need some advice. Should I call him back or wait until he calls me again? But what if he doesn’t call me again? What do I do? HELP.

well, I just ended things with Joren. I know that it was the right thing to do. I mean, I didn’t feel anything anymore, well at least nothing special. I know I hurt him, and I am sorry, but I know it was the right thing to do.

On July 3rd, I went to visit my Dad. It was kind of boring, but in a way I guess I had fun. I got to hang out with my stepbrothers, Robby and Dillon. Pretty cool.

I haven’t talked to my friends in a while. I feel like they’ve all jumped of the side of the planet. I found out that my best friend’s “special someone” likes another girl. Which sucks because I know that they’re like a match made in heaven.(corny xD) But that’s his loss

world peace!