I’m just sitting here watching Surfs up, and im really tired. I went to bed at at least 10:30. thats pretty early for me. anyway, my feelings are really shattered right now becayse i thought i liked tyler but i not positive anymore, he didn’t really care when i told him that i might be moving if my dad gets custody of me. Cuz my mom has a stupid ass boyfriend and my dad doesn’t like it so he might have to get a lawyer if he comes to live with us again.  but it seemed like he didn’t really care. he was a little teary eyed, but he just left me there crying when he said that he supposedly had to go. you would of thought that he would call me to ask if i was ok, but nooooo!

anyway, if i told anyone else they’d be pretty sad. Unlike Tyler. But yeah, i thought i liked him but i don’t think i do any more. not just cuz of that but becuz he’s changed alot over the summer and now that he has more friends it seems like he doesn’t have enough time for me and he barely talks to me anymore. So idk, im so confused. but thats what friends are for. he doesn’t even call me anymore, but whatever. we’ll see how it all works out in the end.  Depressing, i know!