its 11 o clock in the morning and its raining outside which sucks. so im really bored so i thought i’d let you guys get to know my friends. they all help me through my life and they are always there for me, well most of the time.

first there’s Deven, she is so nice and understanding. she always listens to me when i talk to her. last year in gym, we fought a lot though, but we were strong enough to get through it. and friends they fight all the time, but thats what friends do. and if you are truly good friends then you will make it through all the fights you’ve had and will have.

Alyssa is there for me too, exept i dont think she really cares, but she does act like it which i appreciate. she is so funny too. when i in a abd mood, she can always make me laugh or smile.

Chloe’ is like the sister i never had. we have known each other sicne we were like born and she once never stopped caring about me. she even got me these pretty flowers for my birthday and this homenade card that said that she still had the lucky shell i gave her in like 1st grade or something. every time i need to talk about something or need help with anything she’s right there to help. so im gonna give her a little shout out. Happy Birthday Chloe’, i love you!!!!!!!!!!

Courtney is also a good friend because she makes everydey feel worth living and she is just hilarious. she can a bad day into the best day ever in the blink of an eye.

there are a lot more friends that i could tell you about, but i wouldn’t have enough space, so ill just name them, Tyler, Celeste, Alex, and a whole bunch of other people. Okay, well im gonna go now, talk to you guys later. Have an awesome life. Peace!

OMG, yesterday was the most awesomest day ever. the person that i like was sitting with ny friend chloe’ and we were watching a movie on reptiles and we had to answer these ?’s on a piece of paper. i guess chloe’ missed one of the answers and so he came over to me to get the ?. once i gave it to him, he said that he’s gonna stay over here cuz i get all the answers. so while the movie was still going we were just talking about random things and  we were making fun of this kid Henry.(so annoying)then the movie was over and mrs. ryan gave us two letters and we had to write down 5 animals thats name began with that letter.me and him had C and P. So we kept trying to think of animals. he was saying something to andrew and so i was looking at andrew, then andrews like “what are you looking at?” and i said your ugly face, and then Nick(the guy i like) was like “ohhh BURN!!!!!!!” and gave me like 4 high-5’s. the bell was going to ring in like 5 minutes so we all went to are lockers, and when i came back, he was again talking to me about gym and how it messes up his hair. he’s real serious about that kinda stuff. so basiclly we had like a 10 minute convorsation, and thats definetly a start.  That day was just awesome!!!!!!!!!

so guys its about 9:00 am on saturday. me,my mom,my bro, and my mom’s bf are gonna go 4-wheeling. its gonna be so much fun cuz i have my own 4-wheeler. the only part i dont like is sleeping in the small tent with 4 other people. but i guess i can manage. hopefully i dont get stuck in mud. that would suck! but you guys should totally let me know what your doin this weekend. i was gonna stay at my friend Savannah”s house, but my mom really wants me to go with her,so i guess i have to, but i do kinda want to. alright guys, ill have to talk to you guys when i get back on sunday at 12:00 cuz obviously there is no computer out there. but you can still talk to me before 12:00 today cuz thats when we leave. Merry Christmas. 

                              peace out.

hello, right now i am talking to my friend and her bf. they are totally being weird. joren is a meanie head. jk,jk,jk,jk,jk,jk,jk,jk,jk,jk. wow thats a lot of jk’s!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway, my mom is being such a bum head cuz she wants me to brush my teeth and im telling her i will but she thinks thats talking back to her. moms, what can ya do? but ya’ll should comment or message me and let me kno how your lives are going.

Hey guys, i just got home from skool and i have to say that this was prbably the best day ever. The guy i like talked to me at least 5 times today and he was really nice. he looked so hot with his hair curly. anyway, also my friend deven came back from being out of skool for a month. she had scoliosis and had to get her spine straightened in surgery. they had to place metal bars along her spine to keep her back straight. everyone at skool missed her and so everyone was so glad to see her. Specially her bf Joren. they’ve been going out for like a month or something like that. but i like this guy so much and im so glad that we’re friends now cuz before we barely knew each other. but he’s punk/sk8er and i like that bout him. im punk/sk8er too so that makes sense dont you think? but i dont know if he’d ever go out with me. my friend allegra said he would. they’ve been friends for a whle now so i guess she would know. but now im starting to make myself feel depressed so lets talk about something else. like rainbows and unicorns and flowers. they are so beautiful. i love rainbows. but not straight ones cuz i dont roll like that. but im not against people who do so, POWER TO THE GAYS! well i gotta go but dont FREAK, ill be back in like 30 minutes. JUST CHILL!

                                            you know you love me:

                                                             emo_panda(Lauren) 

men are so complicated. you can never tell what they’re thinking. they can like a girl(or guy) for a day then totally not like them the next day. but as some people say” boys-can’t live with them, can’t live without them”.  but there is this guy that i’m totally into, but i dont know his name yet. but i will when he comes along. i guess im just waiting for the right one.(thats so corny! :D)

I’m just sitting here watching Surfs up, and im really tired. I went to bed at at least 10:30. thats pretty early for me. anyway, my feelings are really shattered right now becayse i thought i liked tyler but i not positive anymore, he didn’t really care when i told him that i might be moving if my dad gets custody of me. Cuz my mom has a stupid ass boyfriend and my dad doesn’t like it so he might have to get a lawyer if he comes to live with us again.  but it seemed like he didn’t really care. he was a little teary eyed, but he just left me there crying when he said that he supposedly had to go. you would of thought that he would call me to ask if i was ok, but nooooo!

anyway, if i told anyone else they’d be pretty sad. Unlike Tyler. But yeah, i thought i liked him but i don’t think i do any more. not just cuz of that but becuz he’s changed alot over the summer and now that he has more friends it seems like he doesn’t have enough time for me and he barely talks to me anymore. So idk, im so confused. but thats what friends are for. he doesn’t even call me anymore, but whatever. we’ll see how it all works out in the end.  Depressing, i know!

me and chloe’ are just sitting here eatin fruit loops. they tatse very sugary. SO GOOD!

i went to cobb on friday with my”friend” Lilly and Kaitlin. we stayed halfway through Enchanted then we went to hang out with alex, james,joren,alyssa,deven(she just got out of surgery for scoliosis), and bradley.

anyway, it was like 11:00 when lilly said dhe wanted to leave, but then i saw tyler and he asked how life was going. i said it sucks and he wanted to know why, because he’s like an overprotective ‘rent with me.

so i was telling him when lilly and kaitlin ran away.  when i told tyler, we both ended up crying cuz of our lives are screwed up. but after our moment, he left and i couldn’t find my friends. turns out they left me at cobb, so i called my mom and she is sooooo pissed at lilly.   im kinda mad at her too.

wouldn’t you be?

you all should know chloe’ is a unlabled person, that makes her cool!

(P.S.-  chloe’ is my BFF)