Is there anyone out there who would listen if I had something to say? Is there anyone who would care about about the words i write? Anyone? I wish I had a pen pal, someone I could tell my deepest thoughts too, my deepest desires. Someone who could help me on the right path. Anyone out there who would like to write me a letter?

It’s all f*cked up again and I can’t really tell how it ended up like this. All those bad feelings are back, maybe I’ve gone a little bit more mad than last time. I hate this shit, and I have no one to talk to about it, not really anyway. I can’t tell my parents, not my sister or my brother, no one. And I don’t have a best friend, I don’t have a friend at all. Is there anyone out there who would like to listen to what I have to say? Is there anyone out there who I can throw all my sorrow at, all the darkness?

I think I’ll blow up soon, if I don’t get someone to talk too, someone to tell these stories too. I’ll blow up if I don’t get down and write a letter whit pen and paper, if I don’t recieve (spell?) an answer from someone that’s not here.

I’m sitting here listening to George Straits run. I love that song, amazing. So what’s up? I’m fine, I guess. After all that’s happened I feel fine. I don’t know if it’s a good fine or a very good fine, but it’s fine.

Morning Kitty-fans.
What’s up all you blogers out there? How do you feel at this very moment? Well, I feel really low today, my heart’s not really here at all, I have anxiety (spell?) and my tummy hurts. I’m stressed out for no reason at all. And I don’t know why.

I really hate this.
I’m gonna hide now.

Hey everyone!

What’s up with you guys? My life is going forward, slowly. I’m drinking coke and eating chips, not very helthy but way delicios (spell?). Loves it! 

Hello everyone!

It’s been some time now. I’ve been to the hospital and back, changing medications and trying to change my life. I’ve colored my hair and I started using self tanning (spell?) loation. Tomorrow I’m re-decorating my room. I hope that I can make it look different, new. Better than before. 

And I got to get some new make-up and just change everything. I really need that after everything that happend.

And tomorrow I have a meeting in Kisa. God, i hate it. Mom is taking me, I don’t have a drivers license yet.

I really need some serious (spell?) help! I need help with a name for my company. It’s a bookstore and I really need something youthful, fun and cool name. I have been thinking about something like ”bookmark my heart” - what do you think about that? Any other ideas? Help me!!

Hello everyone!

I got some great news today, great, despite the tagic death of Brittany Murphy. How are you guys? Well the news is great, it’s like a practical training. And I’ll be getting money, I think. Great isn’t it? I’m so happy. We’re gonna have a meeting tomorrow, or on wednesday. Oh, this is really great news, just ’til christmas and everything.

Brittany Murphy is dead. I can’t believe it. She can’t be dead can she? According to the magazines she died of a heartattack, only 32 years old. She apperantly died in her shower. They rushed her to Cedar-Senai but couldn’t revive her.  I loved her movies, someone like her doesn’t deserve too die this young. It’s so sad!

It’s been snowing for four days but today it stopped. It’s white outside, everywhere you look. The sun is shining but it’s cold. Me and my brother are going to have a Harry Potter-marathon later on today. Fab.

What do you wish for this christmas?
I’m done with the presents, I hate it, I didn’t even want any presents this year. So, I’m gonna wish that no one has to be alone on christmas eve, or any other day during christmas. And I hope, in places where it can, it’ll be snow on the ground.

I havn’t had any inspiration to bloging. Chistmas is here soon, i vtted for no presents this year but the rest of the family wanted something else. So I had to write one of those “wish-lists” after all, it took i while but I made one, short. What did you write on your list?