So, I am alone tonight.  Don’t have too much to do really.  Watching some movies, but finding it kinda hard to pay attention to them.  There’s too many different things that I should be doing, and am not.  I guess it’s my way of escaping, I think that it’s a lot more healthy then escaping life by going to a bar.  Doesn’t really matter what I say to the person though.  He just really doesn’t listen, and then goes back out to the bar the next day.  It’s hard living with someone like that, I’m sure there’s some of you that really understand, and maybe some a little more than others.  It’s a terrible tragedy.