so. i’m freezing here ,__, AND I LOVE SOME DUDE, he’s awesome . >w< ♥

and now– i need to write a little assay -__- but i’m tired as always, so i’m NOT doing it. i just don’t care about school.

20 days to saksa ! >3

GAAAAAAAAAH PLEEEEEEEEASE; C O M M E N T . i’m desperate.

….XD (lolled.)

sen koti on vaan lakana.

i’m tired. i’m always tired. i wanna move ! i don’t like this place anymore. not this town, not this ‘home’

one year, and i’ll go study SOMEWHERE ELSE. that sounds good.

i wanna live free life, but it’s quite hard ’cause this ‘WELFARE STATE’ (lue: hyvinvointi yhteiskunta) is pushing all the time; ”do this and do that” and if you do something wrong, you get punished.

so you can die?

this is not any fuckin’ welfare state.

i decided that i’m not writing here anymore. but maybe i write just sometimes.. i have new blog at blogspot, and i love mu LJ.. so i kinda don’t need this, but i don’t know how to delete this blog, but whatever.

the sex pistols  gig is coming. 3 days !

i kinda feel like that nao :——–) ^

baibai~

-happyhappyhiro<3.

so, stop writing here ’cause i love my LJ more.

i have muchmuchmuch better feeling than yesterday.. so,i was with sara todaaaay. we watched old pictures =w=
BTW, all my pictures at irc-galleria are gone. they’re just gone. this is fuckin great… tomorrow we have kid’s party! lots of food and things.
AND ONE WEEK AND A DAY FOR THE GIG. <3

so, i have realize, that nobody likes me. everything is just a fake. my self-confidence have get down from rating 1-10, 8 to 3. that’s shit. and i have never been this worried about my look and everything. i afraid that someone come and say everything mean about me and my look. i just afraid i t. AND, i’m so fat. i have never been so fat that i’m now. i don’t mean that i wanna be some skinny bitch, but even i don’t wanna be this fat. everything is just very agonizing now.

and i feel now, that i don’t even wanna go to the sex pistols gig. this is weird. i wanna stay home, that nobody sees me. i’m insane.

she’s so pathetic and mean and everything. and she doesn’t think anybody else but herself. and i don’t like that. so, tomorrow is a fifth schoolday. yay. it suck. really. school starts at 8 .__. have to wake up at 7! even that fact make me tired. we have art at two first lessons. our teacher is stupid. she just complain of everything.. and someday she said that i’m idealogical person, and i should use it at my artworks, well that maybe true, but i don’t still like her. saturday, we have kid’s party! we have lot of drinks, we make cake and i bring some happy music >w<.. AND BALLOONS. i hope we have good time there, just us. 8—————-D i’m still sad for that babychick.>: he was so cute.
i write shit, so i quit now.

title says it all. here is raining. i maybe like rain, but when i’m riding a bike, i don’t wanna be wet .__. i do run today, and i get wet. but that’s okay. i have food here, but i’m not eating until i get hungry. i’m a smart. i’m listening kannivalism o__o, i have never listen it before.

ONE OF THE 3 BABYCHICK DIED YESTERDAY.
my mom txt me, and tell it: the baby was freezed to death.
i cried long time ’cause i just loved it. shit i start cry now ;__; this is not nice, i cry for just a chick.. how pathetic. >:

i miss him ;__;♥

i love chocolat ♥  i want colour my hair, i want blue♥ ! but my parents will kick me out if i colour ;A; but i will. after we have been in germany.. >:D *ovela* i watch tvprogram named ‘rokkarille morsian’ i hate that bitch lacey, i’m happy that she leave.

this is the youngest chick ♥  (and my stupid fingers…XD gomen)
and that we maybe have to kill. >:
’cause it is just … hmmm sick. i don’t know the right word.
i ate strawberries >w<
shit, tomorrow is schoolday.___.
i have to wake up at 8, or earlier, depends do i need to go shower.
no, i wake up at 8, NOT earlier.
i’m listening GazettEs live audio rips >3< lovelovelove♥ i want winter came earlier. i’ve hated winter, but now, i just want that it comeZZ noW! ♥

i’ tired. but i don’t wanna sleep. but i stop now;

byebye~

i slept quite well, but i had this aweful nighmare .____. and i’m not telling you that so, after i eat porridge, my mom take me to kuhmo. and then, i can play my bass ! i’ve missed him >: i named it, his name is jami ! >w< yay, i’m not insane btw. here’s 3 chicks, and tehhh third chick maybe have to kill. XD sorry i don’t know what it is in english. it is so sweet ;A; <3