上年既1月31日…….

係我人生中…起跌最大既1日…..

係考完美甲師考試既日子….

亦係……..我失去重要親人既日子……..

哩幾日…一到半夜就失眠….

熄晒燈…o係個訓極都唔覺得暖既被窩入面….

滿腦子都係….醫院急症室門口……..

見到大舅無晒氣色…被醫護人員推緊入急症室既情境…..

……….我真係好想喊…但….喊唔出……………..我喊唔出………

好辛苦……唔知可以向咩人講我哩刻既感受….我既感覺……

我好想同身邊既人喊訴……..

我好想…對大舅再講一次….

『你唔好走…….你返黎啦………點解一定要咁樣放低你所有愛錫既家人….

但我知道…當日既決定..對你已經係最好….因為我知你個病令你好辛苦…

發生既事亦太重負擔…..我明白……..我真係明白………

我已經大過囡……你就睇住我o係我既事業上既努力…

我會令你走得安心…

因為你…你就好似我親爸爸一樣….我愛你….』

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