… these shall cheer me up.
Gershwin’s Rhapsody in Blue by S-Oke (Nodame featuring as Mongoose).
Beethoven no. 7 in A Major, 1st Movement.
My two best friends told me that they got the jobs in the company that our senior recommended. A fun job with promising future. Both will work together, just like how they (+ me) used to in college. How fun!
:I
… I’m so very happy for them, don’t get me wrong. [Insert the magic word (BUT!) here] I can’t help that the more I discern this piece of news, the more I feel that I’m way way left behind everybody, what with no job, no school, nothing to do (damnit!). My future, I hate to admit, seems very bleak at this moment D: My mom, for once, is happy for my sudden conscience -_-
I wish I hadn’t left my resume back in Indonesia.
I wish I hadn’t forgotten what my resume was all about.
I wish by miracle, some uni offered an MBA in Int Business. With scholarship. And no 2-bloody-years-experience needed.
I wish I could just move and work in Peru.
I checked my inbox to see if there is anything else,, um more enlightening. One email alerts me that a new fanfic chapter is up. Well, after all, other things can wait, I guess. *sighs dramatically n plays Gershwin and Beethoven countless times*
P.S. I’m gonna go shopping tomorrow! 
:D
January 14th, 2008 at 1:37 am
Hey Stef. I also went under that pressure. My friends having jobs already and I was kinda left behind. It really feels bad. But hey! Look at me now, having a good job that I really like, and unlike some of them, always shifting from one job to another. What I’m saying is, take your time girl. Enjoy and take it slow finding a job you want. Your friends may be lucky to find their already, but your time will come, I’m sure of it. Take it slow, search for a job intelligently, and you’ll shine in no time!
Btw, do you need help with your resume? I can help you out! talk to me about this if you like.
January 14th, 2008 at 4:13 am
That’s so cool! You really do listen to piano music? o_O Wow. *salutes steffi* Hey, look on the bright side: at least you’re getting a load of rest after all the hard work you spent in school.^_^
January 15th, 2008 at 3:21 am
Hahaha! Your kidding me right?o_O… I’m just joking! LOL.^^
January 17th, 2008 at 9:36 am
Whj, really? Thanks, I know I will find a job that I enjoy eventually, it’s my current state of not looking for job, when others have found theirs, that makes me depressed~ :/
And also, I’m a bit confused whether to look for job online or send resumes to companies instead. One of my friend,, her mum works in HR department,, she said that they will usually throw away half of the incoming resumes to fit time provided for interview = waste of paper+stamps 0.0
And wow,, that’s so kind of u…! Sure, I will need any help I can get, if it’s not eating up your time, I hope I will have it written sometime soon! ^^
Badtz, I’ve always had a thing for background musics and soundtracks, and like others I like Maksim and Clayderman, but Nodame really gets me into classical aka Beethoven and friends XD Thanks, you do have a point, though my mum complains that i’ve had too much rest already 0.o
Lily, which part are you jk about? lololol!
January 17th, 2008 at 12:35 pm
Hey Stef,
That really depends on the company in terms of accepting resumes. Some like it online, some really appreciates it when you send it directly to their desks via couriers (AIR 21, FED EX, etc.) So I guess you really have to rely on your gut feeling on that. Sorry I can’t help you with this.
Hey sure! I’ll enjoy writing your resume. Nope, that’s ok, I can fit into my schedule writing your resume. Since we’re friends in Facebook, Let’s talk about your resume there. I’ll drop you a message tomorrow. XD
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