it was fun :D

I lost so much money trying to win stuff, and all I got was some stupid carebear.
I was even pitied upon. I lose so much, some guy gave me a free turtle, it didn’t make me happy, in fact, i wanted to rip the turtles head off. I really sucked that much that they gave me something to stop trying? I guess they were just being nice.

So when I won that carebear, I was so so so happy. Last year, i tried that carnival game, and lost. This year i tried it, and won! I am so pro, not just kidding. But the guy I like used to call me carebear. Not anymore ): he didn’t go because there was a foot ball game, and he’s in marching band. oh well.

then we saw friends dance on stage, it was pretty cool.

I don’t belong ._.

seriously, i don’t.

can you tell ? :D

Today I got a haircut and  I decided to donate my hair to locks of love. I never did it before, but it was so satisfying. You should do it too, it’s not like your hair will do any good being swept in the trash can, right?

Locksoflove.com

Your hair can’t be bleached and it has to be tied in a pony tail, or a braid. And it’s okay if you have layers, but the longest layer has to be 10 inches long.

I wasn’t sure if you only needed 10 inches if you had layers, or you needed 10 inces no matter what, so I gave up all 9 inches, since I’m sorry, but I don’t have enough to give away. It was a little shorter than I expected too.

oh well, hair grows back.

after seeing that picture** WHAT HAVE I DONE? I CUTE IT ALL OFF! ): NOOO!

on that picture ^ my hair looks uneven, darn those people at that salon place.

It’s almost here (;

I’m pretty excited.  But you probably wouldn’t be excited if this was your birthday. My mother, she does this to me every yea: She always schedules my dentist appointments on my birthday. It’s not even important. I’m getting my retainers checked, as I need to ever half a year. Horrible. It couldn’t be a day earlier?

So Why am I so excited this year? Chuck E cheese. Yes. I said it. Chuck E cheese.
Maybe the funnest place on the face of earth? NO. The place where you never grow up? NO. They place where you get ripped off because you spend a million dollars worth of tokens just to win a cheap toy worth three dollars? YES.

Either way, I LOVE CHUCK E CHEESE! and I would like to have a “party” there with my friends. I would really like if I could have a cake there, but my mother disapproves of that. That woman, it’s like she wants me to be miserable.

I guess whoever wants to come can come, and we’ll just play. The party’s going to be pretty late, for a chuck e cheese party at least. My dentist appointment is at 4. My MOTHER had to choose an orthodontist an hour away. So I go there and wait forever, take 3 minutes to check the retainers, and leave. I think chuck e cheese closes at like 9? or 10? So the party can be at 6:48. lol.

So if I don’t know you, and you live in the Southern California area, and you just happen to see me at chuck e cheese. Please don’t freak me out, because I’ll probably think you’re some kind of stalker :D Thank you.

I still have to contact my friend (he graduated) but he used to work at chuck e cheese, and get me all types of hook ups, so I don’t even know if he remembers me. it’s been a while. I’m going to ask him for some favors. Such as letting my friends in without 18+ people. Sine Some people like the be fashionably late. No, it doesn’t work in this scenario.

And you’re probably thinking: “why the heck did this some-what immature teenager ranting on her mother and telling all the details of a party that no one even knows about yet?”

BECAUSE, I LIKE TO SHARE (:

yes, and it’s true, no one knows about this yet. I am throwing myself a surprise party! LMAO. I’m kidding. I haven’t told anyone any details yet. I just told them I was going to have a semi-party with no cake at chuck e cheese on sunday.

That reminds me. I haven’t told my best friend at all.

toodlessss.

Did you guys watch the VMAs?
you should watch this.

How could he be so heartless?
I heard he was drinking.

I realized, my motivation? it’s fear. Not my mother, but the fear I have for her. It’s true.

So today, my friend told me I looked like the grudge. This is not surprising, but I didn’t know how to act, so I just smirked. I’ve been told I look like the grudge sever times by people, now, i don’t really care anymore. After a while, she told me she was just kidding, but she also told me not to look at her? Dude? Seriously? I’m not even scary looking, haha.

yaaah. And someone told me I looked like that girl From “fear”. no waay. She’s way to scary. That girl scares the freakin’ like out of me. She reminds me of that other girl from quarantine. Also very scary ):

I do not look like this..

You know what’s funny, pictures like these make me feel like crying, out of nowhere.

My friend and I used to play scary video games together, it was so fun. We don’t do that anymore ):
We played resident evil, forgot which one. And I think it’s called “the hills have eyes” the video game. Or something like that. em, that’s all. byebye.

Interested?

I really should do a picture post, I’ve concluded that people are more interested in blogs with pictures, it’s true. They need pictures to lure them in. Haha, well, that’s how it works for me. LOOK! I just found some pictures of our spirit day! :D even though I didn’t take them, I don’t care :D

I seriously thought I was smiling, guess not?

So I wasn’t in this, Even though I could have..

That’s okay! I was eating anyways! unlike those other people who starved! haha! lol, no I’m just kidding.

I did not take pictures of blue black and white, because i forgot. I’m truly sorry sanriotown. In 2 hours, i shall be attending the first football game of the year. I wish I bought ASB, but I did last year, and never used it. The only reason I had it was because I was in a sport. Now, I am just doomed, and I will be -7 dollars more by the end of today. Goodday (:

Anyone know where that’s from?

Take a guess, it’s from a song.  And as you read this, you will get more clues.

So Friday is Spirit day, I just call it Blue, black, and white, because no one knows what spirit day at my school is. Well, class of 11 :D My friends and I make tee shirts, we made them every single year. I love this day.

Don’t you people just absolutely adore love songs? They are my favorite (: There’s nothing else like them. I don’t mind what genre they are, I just love the lyrics. There’s a song I’ve been trying to find, it’s okay, it’s called “leaving on a jet plane” I would like a cover version though.

I’ve been in a very wimpy mood. lol
What is a wimpy mood, you ask? when I am lazy and bs everything, I don’t think about anything and just want to cry. You’re probably thinking “what the aubergine?” Yah, WTA indeed.

hate homework. What’s CH3CH2OH ? I forget.

I’m not sure if I already wrote about this yet..

But I need to start thinking about colleges. So last year, the seniors in my class talked about what they plan to do in the future. It surprised me that most of them were going to community colleges. I understand the price is cheaper if you transfer, but even the smart one that I looked up to decided to go to community colleges. Personally, I do not, but, hey who knows? This summer, while in the Boston area, I visited one of the campuses on Harvard, and I passes Berkley. I’m not really into law or music that much. In fact, I’m really good at anything. I was thinking of majoring in art, but after college, it’s going to be hard to find a job. I wanted to go to a private college, even more expensive. Lately, I’ve been paying attention to lectures about scholarships as well.

I rather get into a UC than a Cal State, and I’m not even sure if I want to go to a college far away. There’s UCLA? UC Riverside? Eh.

Enough about that. Tomorrow I’m going to an outlet.. again. I swear, I go there at least 5 times a year. It’s in the middle of the dessert, somewhere. Like a 3 hour drive? Well, that’s the time I go shopping and buy everything. When I go to the mall, I never buy a bunch of clothes, I only buy a dress or skirt or something. When I go to outlets, I buy all I can afford. Also, the outlets have Juicy Couture (: I love juicy

I had no lifeee.

yahh..