It’s been a while. Guess what? I’m 18 and in college.

hello. I wasn’t sure where to blog anymore. I like Tumblr, but people I knew started following me, and now I feel so exposed if I post personal things. So I’m blogging on Sanriotown. I’m not sure if I belong here because mos of the posts are about HKO, and I swear, I’ve tried it once. I didn’t like it. I turned 18 almost a month ago. So I’m just basically looking for a new blog hosting site, and I’m not sure if I want a resort to blogger because I think it’s kind of boring.. even though I had one. haha. I don’t know. suggestions?

 I haven’t checked in/written a post on sanriotown since November of 2010.

So, what is up SANRIOTOWN?

When I started this blog, I think I was 15. I’m not sure. I’m now 17 and I’m going off to college next year. YAY. YES. That’s my life right now.

Let’s see.. my life? I recently got my license, after failing twice -_______-, I finally passed so cheers to that. I went to prom, and I’m not planning to attend grad night @ disneyland because it’s a bit expensive. Hey, I can go anytime, right? mm. Not that much has changed after almost a year. Most of my friends are 18 already, and I still have four months to go. joy. What else?

WELL, I talked about traveling to Vancouver, but never blogged about it afterwards. I WENT. It’s was amazing. It was a road trip, so I went up to northern CA, Oregon, Washington, and then Canada. Truth be told, I’m absolutely in love with northern California. I want to move there  ♥  later.. not now.

So I’m going to be a democratic socialist, but I’m only 17. I don’t know what I’ll think in the future. I’m also going to major in English and become an English teacher. I want to minor in art if possible, because I still love art. This year I’m taking:

-French 4p

-Physiology

-Economics

-Trigonometry ( I DISLIKE SO MUCH)

-Art 1P

-English 4P

So I have six periods, but I’m just glad I don’t have a zero period ( which I’ve never had before)

I’ve been soooooo lazy. Life right now is going to school, home, and bed. Not so active at all. Once in a while I go walking.. lol and tennis. I don’t play soccer at all anymore. I’ve made a good amount of new friends this year, including freshman.

I’ve grown my hair out a bit. it’s now approximately 16 inches starting at my scalp, and yes. I did pull hair out and measure it. DO NOT FRET, I still love Hello kitty (: Some things will never change.

I’m currently in search of a new laptop for college. Any suggestions? because I can’t find anything that fulfills all my needs.  I think that is all.

HEY WHY NOT SHOW YOU HOW I LOOK? okay, I think that’s all. byeee  ♥

feel free to ask me a question!Be Anonymous! its okay!

Karnito.tumblr.com/ask

it was so much funn! :D

view some pictures here:

http://dailybooth.com/fudgesicle

and there’s more on my facebook, but idk if itll work.

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000397908742#!/album.php?aid=49059&id=100000397908742

search karen lei

WHOOO, I’M GOING TOMORROW. I’M JUST SO EXCITED (:

WHO ELSE IS GOING?!

so I guess this hiatus shall be over? 

 I don’t know. 

 pictures of it here: 

http://www.facebook.com/hellokitty#!/album.php?aid=248210&id=40444963499

I’m done with you. Yesterday I teared up all your pictures except one, and I plan too burn that one along with the scraps. I know it’s too late, and I wish I just took a chance for once.

Last year I finally did something for me, and not for you. And you know what? It was great. I’m not going to miss you anymore. I’m not going to think of you, but I will thank you. Thank you for being such a wonderful friend. Thank you for not being like the others by just leaving me hanging. Thank you so much. I loved you, but I don’t love you anymore. I don’t hate you either. I have no reason to hate you and I will never hate you. You’re so much better as a friend. This is goodbye, but I hope you’ll never forget me, because I’ll never forget you.

I didn’t cry until I finally realized what I did and what I lost. I cried while tearing your picture. By this time next year, we’ll probably be five hundred miles away from each other. bye.

I have semi-relocated to: http://karnito.tumblr.com/
but I will still use this blog for random stuff,
just not as much i guess.

):

females, such as I, overthink

the inside of a girls mind:

“oh hey, how are you?” - you.

I have planned our wedding. I have pictured our children. I have purchased years with of birthday presents for you in my mind. I have driven for hours and upon arriving at my doorstep had no recollection of how I got from point A to point B. Forget the road, I can only remember that I spent the ride have imaginary conversations with you. It was the best company I have had in years. Please kiss me. Right now. I want to know what your skin feels like. I cannot form sentences when I am around you, but if I could I would quote something brilliant from poe. I would report a fascinating story I read from the New York Times this morning. I would tell you the story of giving my shoes to the child on the side of the road in Honduras. You would be impressed. I would be more than that giggling girl who trips over her own feet. I wish I could wear my layers like sweaters, and slowly peel them all off before you so that I could prove to you that I more than one of those typical girls and more than this beat up hoodie. I wish I was a mind reader. I wish I knew what you were thinking, unless of course, you are thinking about anything else but kissing me, because in that case, I do not want to know. What if you are actually thinking about that girl I saw in the photo with you, who is prettier than me, and possibly more interesting? I bet you love her. I bet she doesn’t trip over her own feet. I bet she can string sentences together. Something in the way you stand there turns me into an adolescent version of myself, hearing your voice leaves me squeamish for hours. I went to get a manicure and I stood in front of the display of hundreds of possible polish choices and actually based my choice on what I thought might be your favorite, if I happened to see you, ever…again… and it happened to be in the next 4 days before I had bitten all my nails off in anticipation of maybe, possibly, seeing you ever…again. I am hanging off the tip of every word you say, and you barely know I am alive. Or worse yet, you know I am alive and do not care. Even worse yet, you know I am alive, and you think I am that squeamish, obsessive, giggling, strange girl who is just plain weird instead of the uber hot, smart, cultured, dream girl I am trying to hard to act like. Please, do not just stand there. Kiss me or my heart might stop.

“i’m good.”- me

found it here;♥

bye bye nowwwww

or twitter. whatever you call it. lol.

I will do something I hardly ever do: follow for follow! unless you’re interesting or famous, then I’ll follow you anyways (:

twitter.com/xkarenlei

I have a rash on my elbow.
bye bye now.