And I need to take advantage of getting extra loyalty points so I can get to 1000 so when it comes around to getting a level 8 farm I have enough farms points to get the farm !

And Lalani is hugeeeee !

Best wishes to my brother, Rick who is leaving for Tokyo Japan some time tomorrow. Hope you have a good time and thanks for letting me use your computer while you’re gone =)

School all together is just fcuked up at the moment I have no idea what to do about it or if I even want to go because of money and Lalani..

I need a co signer but I don’t have one available to me.. So I can’t go to school without a loan. Which makes me wonder if I should even go or if I should just work full time for a while ?

My mom is starting to bug me alot and I’m starting not to be able to stand one of my best friends because it seems like I never see her.. She never wants to visit or hang out because I have Lalani now.. Or at least it seems like that.

I really don’t know what to do anymore.. I feel all bleh now..

I feel like I haven’t written a blog forever even though it’s only appearantly been a day.. It probably feels like that because I do it around midnight so it’s technically been 2 full days or something I can’t think right now that I haven’t blogged.. I’m really bored of gathering up loyalty points and I’m sad that no one is ever online in the guild but I suppose I’ll understand once I’m there level and have nothing better to do.. Until than I miss my guild and I can’t wait until the new cities come out because maybe some of them will come back =)

Currently : confused, busy, stressed && tired

I’m starting to realize everything that I want or need and we’re on a limited budget right now since we both don’t work but I mean I need a laptop for school, we have a friend’s wedding a couple provinces away, Lalani and just normal cost like car, food, loan >.

So originally I was suppose to sleep at my friend / family friend house and out of courtesy I thought I would ask my parents if I could because lately the just been going out with my boyfriend since he lives with us now.. my dad said that I’m not a teen anymore and I can’t do sleep overs because I have my own family now. Which I understand but if i lived at my own place I’d still sleep overe at my friends house as long as Lalani under one and not a hassle because they want to see her, they’re like family and all we do is play with her she’s no burdon.. besides evene when I was in my teens I didn’t sleep over at my friends house… ARGH!