last time when i was little girl…i really hate my life….i always ask y i’m ugly….poor…. and more… i never stop asking  why, why, why,why? i was so jealous when i look at my frenz…they r so rich n pretty…and they have everything they want or wish… i always blame the god y i was born in this family and i wish my fren parents were mine….. lol…. little girl thought….. after time goes by….now….. everything seems already change!!(must b somekind of trick by david copperfield) hahaha…. my life r better now….i get everything i want n wish….. and now i’m wondering is it really happen? or i just dreaming? (when i pinch myself, it;s really hurt) wake up!!! is true… ur life had change now….. but this time…. there r something different….i never ask ‘why’ anymore…..

it’s becoz i began to realize what the meaning of ‘contentment’…2years ago… me n my friend went to a place…buddhist center… coz we heard some people said that that place really nice….so, me n my fren was curious about it n went to that place…. that place kinda nice….not really nice…just normal….. then we had meditation there….after the meditation, we will share anything n disscuss it together….then,,,there is a guy… he began to share his experience when he meet a quite well known monk…so he tell us back about what the monk told him…. the monk keep mention a phrase ‘is okey….just be content’….after the disscusion end….we went home… but my brain still stuck with that phrase…i keep thinking about it… ‘is okey…just be content’…. after 2years…now…. i begin to understand that phrase…. actually my life when i was little girl and now… is just the same…. nothing had change… i’m not getting richer like bill gates or prettier than miss universe or be the most popular girls in my schools or what… there is some tiny thing change, i gain weight n etc…. but…there r not big things change….  what’s da different is… the word ‘contentment’ exist in my life…. i began to be contentment now… it really make my life better and more happy….. lastly……  “CONTENTMENT IS THE HIGHEST HAPPINESS”…

p/s :  it’s kinda difficult to understand what i write here right? some tips for u….just think of the phrase deeply and apply it in ur life… and u will understand it…and u will find out ur life better,more happy and u will take more wise action in anything u do… trust me…. i been through this… it really works… *smile*