last time when i was still a little kid…i was so happy whenever my mum ask me to plug her grey hair….mayb it is something very interesting for me when i was little….me n my brother will pluck my mum grey hair….hahaha… but recently…my mum ask me to pluck off her grey hair…. so i did what she said…i pluck her grey hair… there is one thing i began to realize…..my mum grey hair is getting more compare with last time……her skin getting wrinkles….my mum is getting older…she work so hard to earn a living for me n my brother..my dad? (fuh! i dont know which word to describe my dad) until now…my mum still working very hard to give me n my bro better life….

i still remember….last time, when i was little gal…i always feel very ashamed of my self…i went to school with an old car….really old car….while others went to school with mercedes….big cars….when my parents pick me up(with old car),i always bend down my head n quickly get into the car n hiding…..coz i dont want my fren to see….and when my fren ask what my parents work as,i always trying to escape from them…avoid from answer their questions…..mayb that time i still little n doest know how hard my parents work from day to nite….although our condition was quite poor that time,but there is one thing that never fade….is happiness…. we really happy that time although we were quite poor that time…..

but now….when i think back of the past….i really miss that moment….i really hope everything gonna be da sama like last time…i dont mind of being poor anymore…..i just want my family to be happy like last time…now…as my age grow older….i began to learn to appreciate things….and being poor is not an embaressing thing….ergh!!! i dont know y i felt ashamed with myself when i was little girl……….my mom work so hard to earn a living….i should appreciate what  i have at that moment…..

now…my parents already separated…they live separately….gosh…i miss that moment so badly…….what i trying to said here….dun feel ashamed of urself although u r poor becoz there r lots more ppl who r more poor than u….money is not everything….the most important is happiness….well…i’m really happy of what i am now(although not rich)i dont care what the fucking ppl wanna say about me…..n i promise myself to take a good care of my mum…..coz she is the best mum in the world….i wanna say sorry n hope she forgive me for any mistake that i had done…i was too childish last time…..now…i bare in my mind that i must take a good care of her…U R THE BEST MOM IN THE WORLD!!! I LOVE U 4EVER,MOM!!

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