So, its been a year since my last blog entry, and all I can say is wow. Maybe most of you are wondering if I moved in with that guy or not, the truth is we broke up a few months later in summer =\ When I went to philadelphia, I got to know him in person and he was really unnatractive, as in personality wise. So where am I a year later? I’m currently on my last month of school, graduating soon. What can I say, I’m really going to miss my friends and my old school. Six years with those people, we been through a lot, wheter its been laughter, sadness, madness. Today my friend Vicky stopped me before we went apart to take our bus and she said “Holy shit T, in 2 weeks we’re not going to be doing this” I smiled and nodded “Yea…” She got a frown on her face, and I laughed and said “Ah Vicks, I love you” and we hugged. I must say when I crossed the street I looked back as she did and I got a bit teary eyes. But I didn’t want to cry in front of those people, I was at the bus station. When you meet me, I always have a shell on the outside, and don’t break down or anything, but when I write, its different you know? I can cry, I can laugh, I can show who I really am. At this moment I also have a boyfriend. It’s funny how this thing called life works. My last year ex, wanted me to move out with him and not study what I wanted to study, he basically wanted me to stop studying to live with him. That’s something I wasn’t willing to do, and something he didn’t want to understand. “If you love me you’ll do it” he said to me, I got so mad, I look straight at him in the eyes and said “If you’ll love me you would understand more than anything how important is for me to study, and how important is for me to be with you, and you wouldn’t be making me chose” I left him standing there, thinking about it. The next day he came apologizing, but too late is too late. You guys need to understand, there’s a fine line between love and selfishness. When you’re in love you don’t think about yourself only, you think about the both of you. So with my current boyfriend, I’m relieved to say I’m really happy. I’m a bit sad though, I found out he’s moving to Texas in a year, so I’m not sure if I want to take this relationship seriously, I don’t want to fall in love and have my heart broken again you know? But then again I can’t help but fall in love with him…Well, I’ll guess I’ll log for now, seeing as how I took a moment to write a few, and recap of what was going on in my life. Good night~!