Today started stupid and ended stupid. I needed the car so I can drive Anie to school and back home because she had almost no time to go to get ready for work so she ended up having to skip work at school and go home to pack up. Then she went to school while I went back to bed. I called Gavin at around noon and asked him when he was going to come here and he said when his sister wakes up. Then I called him at almost 2pm and he said any minute, she will wake up. I was waiting at my house until about 5:15pm when he showed up. I almost thought he wasn’t going to show up so I was getting very irritated and annoyed. I didn’t even dress up to see him, just in pjs because I lost hopes. I think it’s because of the time of the month, everything is crazy. Then we chilled, he left at 6:15pm because my mom was going to be home. I gave him that stupid screw driver that I made so he can drink it. After he left, me and my mom drove to pick up my brother and then had dinner at Richmond Hill with my family because it was a birthday dinner for my grandma who’s going to Hong Kong soon. It was a good dinner! We had shark fin soup and it was yummy! We left that place at almost 11pm. On the way back, arguments was flying everywhere during the car ride so it was stupid. I wanted to drive but my mom always thinks I don’t know the direction when I actually do. Then we got home, I got something, went to Cory’s place. I wanted to drive but my mom was being lame. This time, I knew the direction and she still didn’t let me drive, whatever. Then got to party, it was a mess! It was definitely a sausage fest. People hitting on the girls except me, thank god! Then I tried to talk to Gavin, he just almost kept telling me to go away and it really bothered me. Whatever, I drank only a little bit because I wasn’t having so much fun. Then Cory’s dad called the cops on us so everyone left. I had a ride with Brian, I wanted Gavin to come with me because I am kinda scared of Brian. He refused and just rudely said “find your own ride home!” I was really mad and upset so I went up to him and whacked him across the face. He just seemed like he didn’t care about me so I was really mad. Whatever. Then we dropped off Christina and then went to pick up Anie. Then Kenny called and he seemed to be mad at me. Then Brian dropped me off home. Me and Anie went on Youtube to watch videos and she was talking to Yuri as well. Then she fell asleep. I was on msn and stuff and I found out one of my Maple Story friends likes me. His name is Ben… He’s a really cool guy but I don’t think it will ever happen because one, I don’t feel the same for him, two, he lives on the other side of the world (New Zealand), three, he’s 17. After a while, I was thinking of how I whacked Gavin across the face and felt really bad so I sent him a sorry email and hopefully he will be able to read it tomorrow. I am just really sorry about what happened and hopefully he understands. After that, I just updated my entries! Now about to sleep! I will post the pictures for each journal up tomorrow! Comment please!

updating both tomorrow…  tooo tired…  went clubbing
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As you can all read, it was a super tiring day for me and really stupid too. Anyways, to start off the day, I woke up soo late that I missed my calculus class at 11am-12pm. Whatever… Then I had time to go to my CCT204 class but what happened was, my mom took the car keys without knowing she did and so I couldn’t go to class. It is driving distance, so if I took the bus, I would be get there more than halfway through the class and that’s really not good so I decided to not go again. Then I went to calculus at 3pm-4pm, after that, I went straight home. Then I went to my CCT204 tutorial at 6pm-7pm, also finished the lab assignment so I was really happy about that! Before I headed home, I went to one of the labs and printed off 25 copies of my resume! Yea, I am trying to look for a job, I am very low on cash. Right when that’s done, I hopped into my car and drove home. While that, I called up Jessica because she texted me while I was printing my resume and she asked me if me and Anie wanted to go clubbing. It was a crazy story actually, my friends bought tickets to this clubbing event by my school without knowing it was a brown event. They provide transportation for only $10 there and back and also cover. What was going to happen was that they would take the bus there and go to a different club and head back there at the time where they would leave to go home. So I called Anie back and told her the situation and made up a bunch of lies to tell my mom that I need the car. What I said was that it was school pub night and I forgot that I got tickets because I have been busy (more like busy gaming ^-^). Then I quickly ate dinner and went to Anie’s house to pick her up. Here’s the thing, we had less than 2 hours to get ready. We didn’t get to my school on time to take the bus so I drove down there.

When we got there, we pre-drank in the car! I did make myself some alcohol, 2 water bottles of mix drinks. One was screw driver and the other was just vodka mixed with some blueberry juice? I don’t even know what juice it was. The screw driver was AWFUL! I think I put too much so I didn’t drink that. I drank the other drink, more like chugged it. Then we walked to the club and it was soo cold while we also parked far. Why we parked far? Because it was for free! We got in for free at the club and then did coat check, then walked in. We walked into a bunch of old and ugly guys just sitting around! We were the only girls there when we first walked in! Yea, very bad. Then we went to the washroom first and came back out to take some really nice pictures! After that, we started dancing like crazy! One of these guys started taking pictures of us dancing, and according to my friends, videos as well. We totally felt like the centre of attention. Then more girls came in and guys too, but still no one cute or hot, it doesn’t matter because that’s not what I was going there for anyways. Then, this promoter got us drinks, Sarah told him to get us Tequilla shots, I can’t drink because I was the designated driver. Then we just danced more and more, these random guys wanted pictures with us. Eventually, me and Anie went to the dj to request songs because he wasn’t playing much good songs. Then the dj said that Sarah’s hot and wanted us to give his number to her, but he didn’t have a pen so we have to go back for it. After a while, our music wasn’t on still so we went back to the dj, and I took the number and he told me he will do anything I want if I give Sarah his number! That was soo funny! After a while, I found out my car keys weren’t in our pockets and purse that we carried around so I got very worried. Then we were looking around, then we even checked the coat check place and it was in one of our coats thank god! Then we danced for a little more and left. I made out with Sarah… and she made out with Jessica! It was a fun night!

We then walked to Mcdonalds, ordered our food and sat down to eat. I had to sober up so I got a Jr. chicken meal with large fries and I ate it soo fast. While eating, some random dude was trying to flirt with us, then he tried to steal our food! WHO STEALS FOOD AT MCD? Then there were random guys trying to hit on Jessica and Sarah got pissed and just say Jessica’s her girl friend. Then comes these random black guys. At first, I was kinda scared but after a while, they are soo chill and stuff so we chilled with them while we were sitting there. The one that started talking to us seemed like a gay guy but he’s cool. He didn’t even ask for our number! That’s a good thing! Then a random dude came up to us and commented on how Sarah shouldn’t drive at that time because she wasn’t sobered up. She isn’t even driving in the first place so it was funny! I think that guy was trying to hit on her! After that, I asked him if I looked ok to drive, and he said with those girls at the back, I will get pulled over. Then I ask him what makes you say that? and are you a cop? He said I can’t answer that. I assumed he’s an undercover cop so we sat for longer chilling with those black guys just incase I get busted. At around 3:30am, I drove home a bit tipsy, totally not a good idea. Then we got to school, we saw a deer run across the road! It was the first time I seen a deer at school and I have been there for 3 years now! It was amazing! I took a picture of that which I will post tomorrow. Then me and Anie went to gas station, got gas, and then went home and crashed. That’s all! Comment please!

too tired to write…  so I will write later…
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I am finally updating this… this is an entry for Wednesday! It’s Friday night right now. I didn’t really do much on Wednesday, I surely did skip school again! I played Maple Story all day and also talked to Gavin for a bit as well. Anyways, I started flipping out on Gavin a lot because I think it’s just the time of the month soon and it just sucks when it happens. I was crying a bit and stuff, yelling at him over the phone which isn’t the best thing to do. I just wish he was more soft to me sometimes and also know how to comfort a girl better. After a while, it was fine so I wasn’t so sad. I finally got a zhelm for my cleric on Maple Story! I had to attack using Glen’s nightlord while AJ bped for me! Thanks! After the zrun, me and a bunch of friends started ZPQing again! I think I leveled once? I don’t remember. Anyways, comment! No pictures today!

As you can read the title, I was pretty happy yesterday except for the fact that I skipped 2 of my classes.  I woke up so late and then I finished my cct204 lab that’s due at 5pm.  It was drawing a lamp on Adobe Illustrator so it wasn’t so bad.  After that was handed in, I was CPQing on Maple Story.  After that, I went to school to my cct260 tutorial and it ended early, the prof was teaching us to use cascade stylesheet.  It’s sooo easy on Dreamweaver!  I don’t know how I did it on notepad before!  Anyways, after class, I picked up my cct204 assignment, the board game, and I got 82% on it!  I was sooo happy when I got it back because it’s a really high mark!  Then I picked up Anie at Fraeya’s house and drove her home, then went to pick up my mom.

When I got home, I started playing Maple Story again like usual.  AJ was helping my pirate girl level up so we CPQed together with Bell as well.  You see, CPQ requires 2 teams, good thing I got 2 computers and a CPQ mule so it worked out fine!  My pirate leveled up 3 times!  It was great!  Then AJ had to leave because apparently, he’s sick -_-’  I shouldn’t have kept him helping me.  I felt bad.  Then Long wanted me to go Zak with him and the group because people in the guild wanted zhelms.  He wanted attackers so I used Glenny’s nightlord.  What happened was, we needed a DK and a bishop.  We were able to find a bishop but not DK so Long told me to go on his DK so I did.  This is my first time using my laptop to Zak.  I already had a feeling this run was going to be a failed one and I was right!  Everyone died…  I ran out of pots so I had no choice of course.  Long soloed Zakum and I saw it!  It was amazing!  Something that totally made my day!  Congrats to him!  After that, I was going to go CPQ but instead, I chilled on Maple Story instead.  Went to bed at like 7am.  That’s it!  Here’s a picture of Long soloing Zakum.  I will also post a picture of my board game! Please comment if you read!

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It’s like 7am here already.  It’s not a good thing that I am still up.  I am finally level 30 on my pirate on Maple Story!  I choose gunslinger because it sounds cool!  Anyways, all day today, I pretty much slept.  Gavin called me at around noonish and I told him to call me back at 3pm to wake me up because I got class at 4pm.  He then called me back at 3pm, woke me up, and I kept him on the phone for a bit because I know if I don’t,  I will fall right back asleep which I totally don’t want.  Then I went to class late again since I didn’t have enough time to get ready.  I ate my lunch on the 1C, and my lunch was sooo big that I stuffed it all in within 10 minutes.  It sure was a good lunch!  Class was as usual super boring.  Whatever, it’s class.  After class, I went to South Common, finally mailed out the letter for Gavin’s dad.  My mom offered to pick me up so I told her to go there.  I stayed in Shoppers and then tried on this lip gloss that gives a minty feel to my lip and it smelled like cakes!  Very cool thing!  I think this lip gloss is supposed to make your lips swell with that minty/burning feeling so it looks bigger.  This sales person kept asking me if I needed help with anything and it was very annoying!  Then my mom came and picked me up.  I got home, all I did was play Maple Story and talk on the phone with Gavin.  I multi-task very well!  Maple, phone, and msn all at the same time!  It’s very hard to keep up actually.  I was talking to Andrea today, I think I am meeting up with her next tuesday!  She also told me she posted the pictures of us and our meetup up on LiveJournal!  Then after, I just kept gaming and gaming on Maple Story.  I can’t believe my Maple hubby (Irishhero) went online!  That almost never happens!  We chilled for a while and this random duded though he’s a girl cuz his character got long hair, lol!  Then he got defamed and so did I just because I defamed him.  Yea, very stupid isn’t it?  Then he helped me train a bit and I leveled and got my job advancement.  After that, Cindy (YoursTrulyxd) said that this guy stole her cactus so I was trying to get it back for her but that idiot didn’t give it back.  She just kept talking to him and stuff because she found out he lives in the same city as her.  I almost got it back but she sorta left it go.  So sad.  Anyways, here’s today’s pictures, and yes, it’s pictures today!!  Me and my friends in lolita!  <333333s  Please comment if you read!

Me in Lolita

Me and Bailey

Me and Andrea

too much happened…  going to write about this tomorrow, I am half asleep. _____________________________________________

Now, it’s tomorrow so I am going to write about yesterday! I am still so very tired of course. I started my day with waking up sooo late, Melissa called me at around noon and telling me that it’s already noon, and I told her to call me at about 1:30pm to wake me up so we can both get ready. She did that and then came over to my house. Then we got dressed, that took a while actually! I totally didn’t expect that! We were supposed to pick up our ticket for Diren Grey from this girl that’s selling her ticket at 4:30 at Dundas station! This girl is selling her ticket for $35. I am not a fan of Diren Grey or Jrock in general so Melissa paid for the ticket. We left my house at around the same time we were supposed to be at Dundas station! That’s really bad because it does take about 1 hour to get there and also, it’s sunday! Buses are extremely messed up on Sundays. We got to Dundas station at 6:30pm, yea, 2 hours late. We have been calling that girl numerous of times saying and even texted her, but no answer. Then when she decides to pick up her call, she told us that she decided to go to the concert! So we were like thinking what we should do because I needed a ticket to get in. We then went straight to Guvernment nightclub, where the concert is held. There were people selling tickets, and I am saying overpriced tickets! Thank god I can bargin! This guy was like selling it for $60, I was like “we don’t have $60, how about $35? Because that’s all we have.” He was like no, the tickets are sold for $41 so I want to make a profit. Then I told him fine, $45! Then he gave it to us. We were left with soo little amount of money to the point where I was scared we won’t be able to get home T___T. We were waiting in line in the cold to get inside the place. There was this random creepy guy talking about God and stuff and it did creep me out!

When we got inside, first thing I said was “OMFG! This place definitely brings back memories! First time clubbing!” The opening band were still playing so me and Melissa were just chilling. After a while, I saw a lolita walk by! I was like OMFG! LOLITA! <3333s It was a girl that I met at Anime North this year at my panel and my lolita tea party! I was very glad to see her there so I chilled with her for a bit. Then when the opening band was done, people came out to fix the drums and equips to make sure everything is working properly. This one guy who had blonde hair looked like the drummer for Diren Grey so people were screaming and stuff. Whatever… Then when they came out, it was crazy! I can’t believe these fans are just CRAZY! Then I told Melissa that I will go more to the front so I can take some pictures for her. As I was going into this craze, I was practically squished. I was trying to take pictures but it was very hard. Only a few of the pictures turned out alright, not even excellent. It was very hard to stand still in that crowd so it was very hard to take good pictures. Plus it’s really dark in there so even with flash, pictures turn out blurry so no flash is a definite nono. After a while of taking pictures, this lady was trying to find a 9 year old girl who’s got asthma in this mosh pit. I don’t know how I was going to help her but I tried to get further into the crowd and try to get her in as well. She couldn’t find her at all though. I wanted to leave the crowd because it is just a dangerous place to be, I could’ve died any minute there! As I was leaving, this 16-17 year old boy was trying to get out of the crowd and screamed something like “OMFG! LET ME OUT! I AM GOING TO DIE!” He did look like he was going to faint or something, he was falling over too. I then took his wrist, and quickly told him I was going to get him out of there. Then, I pushed people around and shoved too and because I am small, it was easier for me to go around places so I managed to drag this kid out really fast and of course he thanked me. Wow! I have become some lifesaver! Then I ran into that woman trying to find her kid so I went with her to the other side of the crowd and started searching again. This time around, it was harder to get through so we gave up after a while hoping they will reunion after the concert. At this time, I don’t know where Melissa went. This isn’t great because her cellphone ran out of battery and she was holding my because I accidently answered the phone when her mom called (I didn’t know it was her mom’s number) so she was holding it. So I went around the whole place looking for her, I didn’t want to go back to the mosh pit area though so I was like ok, I will see her after concert. I was afraid that she left the place.

Then after the concert, we went home. Waited for the bus in the cold. We then got on the bus. This random psycho dude got into the bus after a few stops from the one I got on. He kept saying fuck and stuff really loud, then he got kicked off the bus and everyone was laughing. What’s bad was that Melissa and I don’t know where to get off because we are familiar with Toronto so she wants me to go ask the driver. In order to get to the driver, I have to walk past that psycho dude! That was something I totally didn’t want to do but you know, I sucked it up and went to the driver and asked him. Just like 2 stops or so after, the driver yelled at that crazy guy and kicked him out. When we got to subway station, I called up my mom saying I was at Sherbourne station and told her to start coming and she said ok. Then we got on the subway, and started camwhoring a bit then got to Kipling. My mom wasn’t there so I was sooo pissed off, I called her and she said she didn’t leave the house yet. I was like OMFG! It was soooo cold and Melissa had to go home. Then I drove Melissa home after taking her bag from my house and then I got home, ate like a pig, played some Maple Story and waited for Gavin to call but he never did. Then I went to bed because I was sooo tired. That was my day! Here’s a picture I took at the concert! Please comment if you read!

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Today was just a chilling day for me, didn’t do much.  I slept over at Anie’s house and then woke up at almost 2pm.  Well we had a night of clubbing so we usually just wake up late.  First thing we did was talk about the night and just have our girl talks, lol!  Then we went off doing our own thing for a bit, then cooked food to eat.  I was playing Maple Story at her house while she was talking to me and also eating.  I was cooking while playing Maple!  That was definitely cool!  After food, she decided to take a nape because she was having a headache so I stayed in her room and played Maple Story and also downloaded Ventrilo and talked on that with friends for a while.  I am not much ahead for levels today, only level 28.  T__T  I need to train harder!

I got home at around 7:20pm because Anie had work so of course I go home. When I got home, I just of course went on Maple Story again like usual.  Then wanted to go out again!  Yes, again!  I love to go out and party!  I called up my guy friends and they wanted to go to the bar.  At first, I wanted to go as well but then later on found out that only a few of them are going so I kinda flopped on them.  I am definitely not a bar person that’s for sure!  So after dinner, all I did was Maple Story.  I was training at those Wooden Masks and Stone Masks, I got ksed (kill steal) after like 2 hours of being there.  Basically I was there for almost as long as I was talking to Gavin for <333s.  I got sooooooo mad!  Then friends came to my rescue, they include Marty, Cal Cal, and Glenny!  Without knowing anything, behind those noob ksers, they got people from the Veng guild so this whole thing became some big ks war for a while and I laughed!  I can’t believe someone from their side said “who are we ksing again?”  I just can’t believe someone is trying to ks someone without knowing who.  Whatever, it’s over now, it was funny to me!  I just can’t believe I was talking to Saad on the phone while all this was happening!  It was definitely good talks with Saad!  Then after, Maple Story Scania server decides to be a bitch and it crashed!  No more training and nothing so now I am writing this entry!   Did I have fun today?  I really don’t know…  It was definitely a day to rest!  Here’s a picture from last night going clubbing at Body English with Anie, Cathy, and of course myself! Thanks for reading! Please comment if you do!

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Today, all I really did was just go on Maple Story and train my pirate girl!  I was soo not in luck because I haven’t found the right equipement for myself T__T  I wish I will soon because the attack for my character is soooo unstable that it just needs new equipments and also of course gun mastery!  Anyways, I only got to level 27 today, my goal is definitely to get to second job but that’s totally not happening because I am a little tipsy right now.  I woke up so late today, around 3pm?  I really don’t remember.  I talked to Gavin a bit today as well.  I think he sorta got pissed at me for a while and I wasn’t happy about it because he kept assuming what I would do if I went to Woodstock to party with him 1 weekend.  Whatever, I forgive him…  I hope he feels better soon T__T.  I miss him and <3333s him!

I just pretty much got back from clubbing with my friend Anielyn.  We went to Body English, a club which we used to always go to but not anymore.  It’s not where we have the most fun.  We got kinda drunk and it was fun!  2 Smirnoffs ice each!  To be honest, I really don’t like that drink all that much… I can’t believe that so many guys were trying to hit on us at the club!  I really never encounter that a lot, not to mention, I rejected ALL of them.  The crowd was not the best…  Still I had fun because I was with Anie!  I am at Anie’s house now and I am sleeping over at her house and she’s talking with Yuri, the guy that picked her up at Circa.  I wonder when she will get off the phone.

Anyways, I am going to end it here for tonight, I still need to sober up a little bit more.  I ate soo much after clubbing!  It was definitely a good exercise!  Good night people!  I hope you enjoyed this blog entry!  <3333s ya all!  Comment if you read!   Sorry, no picture tonight.

I am once again posting on my hello kitty blog! Kinda weird since no one is reading it. I am sure if I actually read this again, I will be surprised at what I do now! Today is the day when the Pirate Job on Maplestory come out! My little pirate girl is called AlicePirates and it’s in the Scania server if anyone really want to stalk me. The name AlicePirates pretty much came from a brand called Alice and the Pirates, a lolita fashion brand. I love lolita and I do like pirates as well so it works out completely fine.

Today, I slept in once again, missed my calculus tutorial again. T__T I stayed home all day trying to level my pirate girl since it’s something new and I just want to have a head start and do well. I wish I have this kind of energy for school which I seriously don’t. Right now, my pirate girl is level 21 which means I leveled it 11 times today! While I was leveling, I was on the phone with Gavin. He was very scared of his situation of breathing. I tried to calm him down and all that but it wasn’t working at first. In fact he was crying, yes, a guy crying. I was seriously planning to visit him tomorrow but I can’t because my mom took the day off work. It’s way too dangerous to do so. I hope he understands that I can’t visit him tomorrow. I hope he feels better soon too!

It’s 5:09am right now so I better get to bed before I die! XDD Before I go, here’s the image of today! My pirate girl with my mage girl sitting next to each other! Soooo cute!

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This is my first post on hello kitty online blog, I honestly don’t know what to write. I know that no one will be stalking my blog so it really doesn’t matter what I write here. I think I am going to try to use this as a diary and just keep updating it so that later on in my life if I have a chance to go back to this blog, I will know what has happened to my life. If anyone reads my blog, thanks! http://individual.utoronto.ca/cinnayum/cct260! Enjoy and have fun!