me: grade 8. has two moods: amazingly happy, and so down in the dumps you wouldn’t believe it. hasn’t had a great go of it, but does the best possible.

FAMILY

 dad: he’s my pop, what can i say? I absolutely love him, and one of my biggest fears is losing him. He always makes me feel happy, even when he gets really angry (he’s diagnosed bipolar) i still care so much about him. we look a great deal alike and we act similar too. a lot of people say we’re hilarious when we’re together (it’s true) and we get ourselves into the weirdest situations.

Diana: my lovely college-freshman sister. she’s a hardworker, and a lot of fun. when we were younger we were best friends, but we drifted with time.

Jessica: my 25 year-old sister. she gets herself in crazy situations, but she always has some interesting story to tell. she thinks everything’s a conspiracy. :]

Michael: Jessie’s abusive boyfriend. I wouldn’t enclose such information if I didn’t know it true. Too bad she won’t dump his sorry ass.

mom: the reason why i want to move out when im 16. she thinks she’s preparing me for real-life, but she’s just making me fragile. Everything I do is another mistake to her. I will never be good enough. She is pretty much what makes my life a living hell.

FRIENDS:

Ari: grade 8. used to be my best guy friend in the whole world. we were inseperable, like broter and sister. But with time, we gradually grew apart. we’re still pretty good friends yes, but nothing like we used to be in grade 7.

Alex: grade 7. i love this girl. she gives me something to look forward to everyday. she’s a great listener, and whenever i spend the day with her, i know we’re going to have an amazing time. she puts up with my spontaneity, and on occasion, matches it. <3

Caroline: grade 8. I always get along with Caroline. She always gives great advice and she’s so much fun.

Celeste: grade 8. is pessimistic beyond belief, but that’s why i love her. ^^ she’s smart and for some reason thinks I’m funny.

Courtney: grade 8. i looooove courtney, she certainly is a great friend. She always knows exactly what to say to make me feel happy.

Cristina: grade 8. what isn’t cristina? she’s smart, sweet, pretty, funny and an amazing friend. :]

Crystal: grade 9. I LOVE CRYSTAL TO THE EPITOME OF THIS WORLD. Life would be horrible without her. I laugh with her. I cry with her. She’s dependable, and I know she has my back. She’s unbearably funny and she’ll have a crying chloe laughing hysterically in a second. she turns the worst day into the best day ever. I will miss her so much now that she’s graduating, but I think it will bring us closer. <333333333

Kyle: grade 7. this kid is so cute.  he’s so funny and always in a good mood. He’s not afraid of me, at all, so he’ll tell me with ease when I screw up, but doesn’t mind telling me when I do something well. <3 we have a secret handshake and everything. I love this kid. Alot of people say we look alike, it might be because we both have grandmother’s from the Ukraine. haha! I used to joke around with him insisting he was Russian, only to find out we have the same heritage. XD how embarassing! haha but overall, this kid makes my day, and it’s gonna break my heart into a million piece when I have to leave him behind at graduation. :’[ 

Lauren: grade 8. is unarguably my best friend. We’ve known eachother since we were babies and we grew up together. we were always there for eachother when things got rough, and i truly trust lauren with everything, she’s the one who’s been with me through it all (14 long years). i don’t know if i could live without her.

Nick E.: grade 9. used to sit next to me in math class back in grade 7. i didn’t realize until he was gone, what a great friend he was. sure, we’d laugh and pretend we hated eachother, but now I see, he was just being himself. He warned me about guys like Butter and Pumpkin, then i thought he was just trying to annoy me, but now i realize he was looking out for me. he always made me laugh, and he truly did care about me. i miss him a whole lot.

Nick P.: grade 8. i don’t know what to say about him. he’s funny, smart, gorgeous, and (unbelieveably) kind. The only thing he lacks is a decent size heart. He’s nice to me, but I know he isn’t to everyone.

Tyler: grade 8. i didn’t learn to appreciate tyler until this year. he’s always been there for me, more than courtney and crystal and alex. even more than lauren. he cares about me, and he’s so funny. it was adorable how he’d always come to me for advice (even though I’m not great at giving it). he never failed to make time for me, and i truly, truly, respect him for it. <3

LOVES:

Butter: grade 8. cute, sweet, funny but so conceited. Nick is absolutely right about him. he plays girls like they don’t mean a thing. it’s too bad i can’t seem to get over him.

Cookie: grade 9. my ex boyfriend. :p what a sticky relationship.

Diamond: grade 10. a guy I met online through a friend (he goes to the high school by my house). we seemingly have a lot in common, and for a while I really liked him and he liked me a little too. Unfortunately, I was dissappointed. He has actually read my blog, which is a little embarassing, especially after I gushed about how amazing he was. But he’s funny, he’s sweet, he’s smart, what’s not to like?

Him: grade 8. crush from way back when (beginning of grade 7). he comes up every now and then. one of my good friends likes him a lot now, so that should be interesting. ;D

Pumpkin: grade 8. oh, i was so in love with this guy. like A LOT. ask anyone who im even decent friends with. i devoted nearly all of grade 7 to him only to find out he was crushing on one of my best friends. oy. that hurt a lot. I’m undecided if I still like him or not, I’m just going to see where grade 8 takes me. I think I deserve a new guy. ;D

Tadpole: grade 8. a pretty nice guy. He’s funny, like, he’ll make me laugh uncontrollably for minutes on end. He’s super musical (his dad plays guitar in a rock band, how cool is that?) and his parents are both all environmentalist people. Overall, he’s pretty new to me, so I can’t go on about hi mtoo much because I’m still learning. But he’s interesting, and I’m excited to see where this year takes me with him.

PEOPLE WHO I HAVEN’T BLOGGED ABOUT, BUT NO DOUBT WILL SOON:

Danny: grade 8. MAH! I love this guy! ^-^ he’s such a great friend. I know he’s got my back.

Deven: grade 8. Deven is sooo amazing. she’s sweet, cute, funny. I’d trust her with my life, and we always have sosososososososo much fun together! ^-^ first hour of grade 7 was a BLAST.

Justin: grade 8. Justin is so much fun, and i think it’s rather convienient that he’s like a 10 minute ride from my house. he’s sweet, funny and once you know him, gives off a totally (almost scary) different light than what you would initiall think. Overall, he’s quite the cool kid.

Katy: grade 8. the first thing you’ll notice about her is her hair. O_O she doesn’t like to talk about it, but it’s just so, RED it just has to come up in the conversation every now and then. But I mean seriously, it is RED, and thick too so it’s just like, thick and RED. Moving beyond that, she is actually very fun. Her parents own a party company and her mom is just about as cool as they come. Katy’s funny, sweet, smart and incomparable to anyone you nor I have ever met (I’ll bet on it too) ^-^ <3

Kris: grade 8. SPAWN! >-< if i don’t say it enough Kris, you are pretty amazing. ^^ you’re a good friend, funny and sweet. I’d say you’ve got my back and grade 7 was so much fun (we had, what, 2 classes together? that’s it? haha) let’s make grade 8 just as amazing!