Well, me and my mom have gotten along decently all day (yes i take it day by day). i talked to dad about how she treats me like crap and he said: “you just have to keep trying.” One day she’ll be my best friend and the next she’ll ruin my life. I wish I could blame it on PMS but she has to take menoplause pills every day. (:P). I think she gets mad at me when she can’t be mad at anyone else and she needs to yell at someone, me. Her last blowup was after Jesse did something stupid, and she got mad at me for trying to clean up the lunch counter… Jesse wasn’t there, so she needed someone to be mad at. I started crying and dad said it again “Keep trying”. So I am trying, I would like to get along with her, it would make me very happy. That’s why I am exuberant to say we’ve gotten along all day. I don’t want to dread coming home, I don’t want to move out at a strikingly young age, I don’t want to change my name and move to Australia. I want to be able to come home and tell my mom about everything going on and for her to give me advice, maybe even sympathize for me a little bit. And maybe dad’s right, maybe if i keep trying really really hard, it will happen. And the thought makes me feel like I’m on fire. Yeah, so today’s been pretty good, because you know what they say, life’s a game, take it day by day. And while I am still in this positive state of mind I will say Au Revoir, ;]

Summer’s been pretty eventful so far. :] Yesterday Di and Jesse came to visit. I helped Di with some math and then the three of us+dad went for a walk. We had a really good lunch and 3 good things came out of it. 1) Di says she wants to come up for a weekend to visit real soon. :] 2) Jesse’s thinking of buying a house down here. 3) Jesse’s giving me her old skateboard! My only complaint about the day was that Michael kept calling and yelling at Jesse telling her she better get home and all this shit then she made up some lie how she had to get home and let him into the apartment.

Jesse: head-strong, stubborn, close-minded, smart, creative. Jesse is hard to put down in a little sanriotown description. She’s pretty cool once you get to know her, but she can’t stand it unless she’s in the center stage. She thinks everything’s a conspiracy, and she overanalyzes everything.

Diana: sweet, quiet, funny, impatient. Di is nearly the opposite of Jesse. She can be quiet unless in the right circumstances, otherwise, she’s super funny and spontaneous. She loves animals, and she’d do anything to make people happy. She always puts other’s needs before her own. She always reminded me of Snow White. :] 

Today me and my mom went to the beach. I read a few pages in my book: “Learned Optomism” and I’m regaining my “summer tan” haha. Heck Yes! We were going to bring Cristina, but she baield last minute. Too bad, she missed out. I also went to Publix today and got new headphones (my kitty chewed through my other ones)

On Thursday, I’m going to Kevin’s baseball game with Courtney. We’re going to drink slurpies, rate guys’ butts, and be craft-pimps.

On Friday, Crystal’s coming over to hang out. We’ll probably play ITG and Guitar Hero no doubt. Afterwords, her mom is probably going to take us to Cobb, where I will hopefully meet up with Deven, Alyssa, and Courtney (Butter if I’m lucky <3)

I’m really excited, I have a feeling this summer is going to be amazing!

It’ll be even better when my best friend Alex gets back from China (school trip) and we can parole the neighborhood and cause mayhem. ;D