So, I can honestly say, almost every decent thing I’ve wanted to do has been canceled. Monday I was going to go to Cristina’s beach house, but she bailed last minute. Thursday, I was going to go to a baseball game with Courtney, but my mom said no. Today I was going to spend the day with Crystal, but she had to go to her grandma’s. -__- maybe it was fate. Because last night, right after Crystal said she couldn’t come to the beach with me, Courtney texted me asking if I wanted to go the beach with her. I did, and we had a blast! I /might/ go with her to [local teen hangout] but, she hasn’t called/emailed yet, and I try  not to get my expectations up too high, that way when things don’t work out (as you’re beginning to tell happens a lot) I’m not too disappointed. I probably won’t go. If Courtney does call, my mom will probably say no. It’s about 4:40 now, most people go to [local teen hangout] around 6ish, that’s just about an hour and a half, but I’m not going to get too excited. Although it would be nice to see all my friends that I haven’t seen in a week or so…

No matter, I’ll find a way to make tonight special. :]