All day, people were harassing me about breaking up with Cookie (even though it was a 20 hour relationship) Apparently everything Courtney had told me about him was dead wrong. He’s a funny, dedicated sweetheart.

I talked to him after school. I told him what an idiot I was and that I would give anything if he would go out with me again. And he said… Yes! No hesitation!!

He’s sooooooo sweet! We’re talking on AIM, look at some of the things he said:

“[18:14] me: sure does put a damper on your mood doesn’t it?
[18:14] Cookie: ya but now that im talkin 2 you
[18:14] me: :] <3
[18:15] me: i’m like, super sorrry i broke it off with you, X-X i guess i wasn’t thinking,
[18:15] me: about 5 minutes later,
[18:15] me: i was like: “what the hell did i just do?”
[18:15] Cookie: its ok
[18:15] Cookie: i was like omg y
[18:16] me: i felt really bad too, because everyone was like: “OHMIGOD! WHY’D YOU BREAK UP WITH -censor-??? HE’S SO NICE!!!” and i think ‘yeah, yeah i know’
[18:16] me: it was the longest day of my life
[18:16] Cookie: mine 2
[18:16] me: aww, i’m really really sorry
[18:17] me: i like you A LOT
[18:17] Cookie: it ok
[18:17] me: i wish you could hear the sincerity in my voice right now
[18:17] Cookie: i like you alot more”

“[19:06] me: im really sad to see school end
[19:07] Cookie: ya me 2 especcial because i met you
[19:07] me: aw, thanks… well its not like i see you that much at school anyways too bad
[19:08] Cookie: well i see u in the courtyard and after 4th hour
[19:08] me: yea,
[19:09] Cookie: i hate going home
[19:09] me: why?
[19:10] Cookie: cause i cant see u untill tommorrow”

“[20:02] Cookie: yesterday and 2day you were all i could think about”

“[20:07] me: i just didn’t know /why/ you’d want to go out with me, i’m not very interesting, and i complain way too much, lol
[20:08] Cookie: i dont care i love you anyway”

“[20:42] Cookie: ugh
[20:43] me: ?
[20:43] Cookie: i miss you so much rite now”

“[20:44] me: i’ll ask lauren if we can go sometime next week
[20:44] Cookie: ok
[20:44] Cookie: ok
[20:45] Cookie: i hope we can i wanna spend my whole summer with you”

He’s such a sweetheart. Note: just because I’m going out with Cookie doesn’t mean I’m still not absolutely in love with Pumpkin, I just needed a break from him I guess. If we’re meant to happen, it will. Right now, I just feel like living in the here and now. :]