I don’t know what’s going on now, or what to do.

I dont think I’m in love anymore, but still love him.

Daily life…boring.

If work I do that, if not, I’m just sitting around waiting for something to do.

I feel like I’m wasting my time and life right now.

Actually, I’ve felt like I’ve been wasting my life time for years now. I keep making plans for myself but I never follow through because it seems something happens to get inot the way.

Usually it requires me to move again, start all over, plan for next year.

I can’t seem to , move forward or go anywhere. I feel like I’m stuck like this, with no future. I just relive my days basically the same everyday now…

I really hate me, at the moment. I want a change.

 Life is a roller coaster lately.

Sometimes I’m content, but mostly…

I’ve been depressed.

Living just seems to be hard right now, but i’m still trying to hold on.

Lately I have been crying about being alone, but not I want to be…I think.

I think the problem is I do not have the balance I need in my life to keep me stress free. That’s what I practicing by the way, to be stress free.

(I hear stress can shorten your life span (?-_・)ﾝ? )

But anyway I need to feel needed and un alone, but also at times I NEED so kind of escape. I don’t like how I feel as if I’m wasting my life right now. But I will change it soon! I must do something before I have waited too long!

Ai,Cheza

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I just want to say::

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(^_^)ε^* ) ☆Chu!

Chez/

Actually, I think they’re just calling it The Last Airbender, eh?

More so then about the movie, I’m hearing more criticizing of the cast. Apparently people are calling the film ‘white-washed’ due to this Asian fantasy being casted with predominately white actors.

I have to say myself I was just too excited to even hear that they were making an Avatar movie! ^.^! My uncle actually got me into the show and I loved it! So when I heard, I went crazy. No matter what this crazyness over the movie’s cast won’t stop me from going  to see it and love it.

Hehe, it is funny though, other people’s reaction to it. Many people are exclaiming that “What?! Aang’s not white??!”

Hahaha….I think that’s the funniest comment.

But not only the cast, apparently people are confused, maybe a bit worried about how M. Night Shyamalan is going to do a film of a cartoon. ( even his name is scary…he’s an odd ball I think)I don’t know to much of this director. I mean I’ve probably watched many of his movies but his name was never brought to mind until The Village came out. I just don’t pay attention to too much of all that.

More pictures and information here. http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0938283/

Anyway, I am very excited to see this for myself!

Waterbender,

Cheza

It rained today . . . and I think that’s funny.

It’s funny because my boyfriend and I like to sit out front on the steps during these hot/humid sunny days and tell people that they ’should have brought their umbrella.’ We were just kidding around, being bored  kids.

We were coming out of McDonalds and it sponatneously was pouring.

Guess WE should have bought our umbrellas.

So of course, I have heard of the tragic news of our beloved Pop icon. It seems lately so many celebrities are leaving us lately. I dunno why I think that, I can only think of two so far, lol, but it seems like it.  Bernie Mac was a HUGE unexpected surprise death and now Michael.

I ALWAYS loved Michael. I never once believed Michael did any of those things people say, that he was tried for but acquitted. I do feel for Micheal, I always think I had a soft spot for him, because of what he went through.  Watching the documentary long ago I felt hurt for him when viewing his childhood.

Anyway, I just wanted to post about it, so that I can remember a beloved fallen star of mine.

PS:: If you ever get a chance, watch the Michael Jackson “Black or white Video” It’s funny and features the young Macaulay Culkin. It’s also one of my favorite MJ songs…if not my fave! ^.-

R.I.P., M.j.

C.K.

I absolutely LOVE summer!

I think that it is because I’m always cold, though. (*^-^)

Can you believe I can be cold when it’s around 80 degrees?! Σ(O_O；)Shock！！

Besides that I love Snow desserts and Icecream!!!

(Coffee is my #1!! Flavor)

But I have to say that, once living up north and experiencing a much colder climate year round, I’ve come to find love in winter fashion! I loved the snow boots and the coats and the different stockings! I felt it much easier to be fashionable during winter, lol.

Hot chocolate is a plus too!

Natsu-Ai!

 Just Bored,

Cheza

The Terminal

I love this movie so I decided to watch again! It features Tom Hanks and Catherine Zeta-Jones. I love the story, and I couldn’t help but tear up when Tom Hanks character revealed the real reason why he had come to America. Tom Hanksn did an ‘amazing performance here, one of my favorite of his characters. He’s lovable and funny here. He brings so much emotion it’s an art, I would say. It can be broing at times, but overall it’s very touching. I highly recommend for those who havent seen it already. (It’s a good bit since it came out.)

Domino

Kiera Knightley was amazing here! I loved this movie! Not only was it an awesome movie but it was based on a real life female bounty hunter. Domino Harvey was actually the daughter of film actor and a previous Ford model. Being bored with thatshe decided to take up Bounty Hunting which she happens to be a natural at. This movie’s plot goes crazy though when mob boss children and money go missing. It crazy, sexy, cool. lol

I wanna be like Domino! hehe I mean I wanna have a career that’s more of a rush like hers. I think I need that, now a days.

X-Men Origins: Wolverine

 This movie was actually the early released pirate copy borrowed from pirates, lol. They bought it over one day so we watched it. If you are familiar with the early released, like 25% of the editing was missing, maybe more, which made the movie a little more humourous than it should have been. At least for me, lol. Seeing the wires and was funny and how that one guy who teleports - his unedited scenes were funny as well. (Sorry if I don’t know the names. I just saw the movie and I have to be honest and say I dont know more than the main characters, but I’m learning.) ^.^ This movie was good I guess. I prefer the first one still, it was the best for me. But as far as the Orgins series goes, Wolverine is one of my favorite characters. I also have a new liking for this character Gambit. I have seen him in the comics before but I did not know anything about him. But now that I do, I LOVE him! Gambit is the best! haha. I think I like him only because I have a guilty pleasure for gambling and cards, I collect playing cards. So I’ll be looking forward to a Gambit Origin and a Storm, but really I’ll probably see them all or read up on the different X-men myself when I get a chance. I way interested now. ^.^ (Note:: The bad quality did not effect how I rated it at all! I can look past that.)

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Papparazzi

WAY BETTER that I originally thought! I was so shocked by some scenes. My jaw dropped at the climax. I was caught off guard and did not expect that to happen. Okay, Maybe I might have just and itsy bit because its a movie, its kinda expected, lol. For the sake of his innocent wife and child, I secretly wished his revenge as well. What they did was horrible! But the way he gets his revenge is nice, he was smart about it, although the detective I think knows what he done.

Twilight

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This was another movie not what I expected. Everyone has been raving about this movie, but I found it … awkward. I thought it was cute, but weird at times. I think I will be more excited about the second one though. The Wolf addition will be very neat. I do wish to see the story continue as well. Still, I’m not sure if I’love it’ as much as everyone else did. I think I would be one of those people who prefer the book if I had read it. Even I felt the movie left out alot. It was a nice fatasy for those bad boy ‘vampiric’ loving girls. ^.^ I do think that many of the characters were too predictable as well, but it’s still worth it. I say that because you need to see the first before the second and the second looks SPECTACULAR! Can’t wait!

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(Still, my Vampire love goes to Lestat! or maybe Aaliyah!) (-.^)v

I hung out with some real Pirates yesterday, so they claimed.

I did say that I didnt think real Pirates existed anymore, but they said “Sure they do!” Of course, these two particular ones happened to be ‘land pirates’?

So I then asked, What do pirates these days do.”

They replied, “Move around, get what we want, then leave.”

I laughed. Pirate basics I guess it works.

Anywhere else they’re probably be called bums, but here, they are Pirates! and they evne dress like it.

Sugoi ne!