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ChezKoi Gallery ….Temp. on Haitus (0.o)!??

by chezkoi:hellokitty.com

As you may have noticed last week, there was not new Art. That is because my scanner is not working at the moment. It’s hooked to a computer that won’t load so I can’t get to the file even if I did scan it. So, I have to put this section on Haitus. I was trying to think of something to fill in Tuesdays with, a new section, but I’m not sure what to show.  I have been very much into making houses on the Sims! I love the game! Just recently, I bought The Sims 2 Double Deluxe which features Nightlife and Celebration packs included.  So really it was two expansions and the game all for $30? I think I spent at GameStop. We also got Command and Conquer, Red Alert. That’s a pretty neat game, but I myself am more of a Starcraft player, lol.

Lately I’ve gotten that game again too. I remember when my brother and I use to play over our network together, that and Diablo Two. Now, years later, I have been replaying with my boyfriend. We play us against two or three different computers.

I’m glad to say I didn’t lose my Starcraft-iness, lol.

So yes, back to what I was saying the Art is temp. down. I’ll think of something soon, I’ve just been so busy lately.

Well toodles for now,

AixaaaXa

Random////Updates

by chezkoi:hellokitty.com

One of my favorite things, beside many, is how our streets can be closed for performers to setup. Today I watched people perform ragtime-like music, with a lady singing and people ragtime dancing.

Although I love them, I usually do not stop to watch because I’m use to them being there, they are nothing special anymore. This particular one just happen to catch my eye as well as many others as it drew a fairly large crowd. I could barley see from afar.

I wish I had my camera…

Lately I’ve been feeling down and up.

I got another partime job, now most of my free time should be taken, but I really want to not be stuck in the world so being prepared with two part time jobs will be good, I guess.

This bother worrys me for lost of personal time but I am glad because any extra money is good! (^.^)

Another thing is I don’t feel I have any specialties in anything. I thought I did before but now I’m always being overshadowed by someone better. Now I know there is always going to be someone better, but this person is not only better at everything I have strong points in as well as weak points, but is constantly around, like a constant reminder I’m no good as I thought I might have been. I’ve been quiet about it but it kind of came out when I got abit irritated by him constantly always bragging about being the best. I admit, this person is good…at everything, and for the most part I don’t really even mind. But it’s uncalled for to constatly brag and bring it up, say your the best, and even say your perfect.

Still I cannot say much. If I do, this person will get upset and then I would have to apologize or else we’d be feuding forever.

BUT don’t worry! I’ll find my calling, lol.

ALSO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I made a Gia account along time ago but got bored with it. Today I decided to bring it back to life. Right now I’m only enjoying fishing at not much else because I find it a little difficult to get gold, especially with all the itmes costing so much yet the games give you very few points….unlike neopets…lol.

Another site, like neopets—but not as good, is Ichumon. I just joined today too. It’s like neopets but you get and persona (avatar) and can have 10 pets and I’ve seen more. I’ve just ‘hatched’ (yes hatched) my first two pets. They resemble lepords. I named the first, a red boy named Koa then the second a girl name Nalani. I’ll post pictures later thoughh.

That’s all for now, just a random update.

C-U L*ter ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Cheza

 **NewBlogAddition::La ChezKoi Gallerie!!

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I have come up with something new to add to my blog! I was thinking one day of what to post and, at the moment, I had been drawing quite a bit, mostly due to boredom, so I decided to post some of my artwork.  As I was uploading all of the pictures I noticed that I couldn’t make them a good enough size and show the big group I was trying to all at once so I decided why not post once a week since I have quite alot. Now I have decided that  on every tues day starting this month will feature a Chezkoi artwork. This new section will feature some of my old artwork that I still have along with some new. I may also feature other artist I know or I like/admire to.

Nothing else…nothing better…

by chezkoi:hellokitty.com

Hmm…Lately it’s been pretty lame ’round here. I haven’t been able to manage in some time to blog in the past week. I either didn’t have privacy or when I did go to blog, my mind was blank. Really I have nothing special to talk about, not really any good news…

The times aren’t going as well as I had planned. . . like always.

I’m looking right now at a lady with a dog. His name is Mr.Jingles. She put two ponytails on side of his head.

I want a dog.

I want to dress it up too! (^.^)

可愛さ, !!!

I don’t like a lady I work with. She’s really rude. She looks at you mean and when I say Thank you or Bless you, she walks away. I’ve tried to talk to her, but she shuns me away. I could care less if she didn’t like me, because now I don’t like her too much anymore, but at least I’m not rude back. That only makes me adespiteful person back if not more.

She just did it again…was rude…and i walked away…again…

sigh…

Am I a bad person? There are a few people, two to be recent, who make me feel as so. The people I speak of now, are my best friend and my boy friend.

She feel:: that I don’t spend as much time with her anymore.

I feel:: That when I came back she was the only person around me I really knew at the time so I spent most of it with her…but now that I have a boyfriend, i want to spend time with him. So i don’t spend as much with her and now she is upset.

Now —-

She feel: I over do my time spent with him.

I feel:: Loss of freedom - I can’t do what I want with my boyfriend without her being there–that goes for being there physically and mentally. The guilt is ruining my relationship with him.

At the moment, I feel both relationships are failing. Right now, I’m trying to please her so that she doesn’t feel that way and at the same time so she won’t be too mad with him either…but then I’m losing a relationship with him. But if I go the opposite way, I’m losing a relationship with her.

Guilty truth:: I have been spending more time with him overall.

Reason Why:: Well I work during the day and she starts as I get off. Then when I am with her, she’s always in a bad mood and I hate being around upset people so I tend to either stray away or just not talk and move, afraid to say something or do something inappropriate at the moment due to my immense aggravation of a best friend who is always mad at the world that it’s ruining hers and everyone close to her’s day/time/life.

It’s quite depressing…

And the only thing I know, that lets me escape this probelem, is listening to my ipod with my music…

But everyone uses it or I have to share it…not that I mind but I would like just to have it to myself more often than when i ride to and from work…still not even then.

Oh well…there it is…my blog post finally…and all i did was complain! even i am upset that this is all I have to talk about, but it’s all that’s going on.

But if you read this and have advice…you can still comment. It would be appreciated.

I think i might go look for solutions right this minute….

Till next time….

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ChezKoi

Chez Update

by chezkoi:hellokitty.com

Lately, I’ve been down a little. Being back here I’ve been meeting so many people daily that I think it has brought me down. Every time someone knew comes over, I feel once again left out of new memories my friends made while I was away and now I feel so much like an outsider as they talk amongst themselves, forgetting about me basically. I mean not basically…it just feels that way. I wish here I could for once invite people over, introduce my friends to more like they have done for me. Don’t get me wrong, I am grateful because I have met so many people, but I feel like I desperately need to be by people I am more familiar with and feel more at ease with. That’s why I trying to schedule a quick escape to maybe my dad’s so I can chill with my brother like good old days. So I’m a bit excited. The thing is I was planning to actually leave this weekend, but I fear leaving this month. A friend…(a boy friend actually, but shhh!) is having probelms at the moment. He recently I belive lost his home because his father is very ill and so his father and his little sister went to live with his other older sister but there was no room for him so moved in with his cousin and my bff. Well, they have been disputing lately and she wants to kick him out and I can’t possibly leave and come back to him being gone. I will worry too much where he is because he has no direct place as of now. I can’t let this happen. So I think I might stay, just till the end of the month when I know for sure he will be alright if I leave him behind. If not, I want to try and bring him with me to visit my dad for a few days but you know how ‘fathers’ can be.

I am so STILL trying to get a charger for my camera! Why are you being so difficult!!

So, speaking of this ‘boyfriend’ of mine. I am sad a little about this subject too. I don’t feel needed. His last girfirend (who is still in love obsessed with him) hangs out with us everyday. I know for a fact she still is in love, she told me already that she is and will always cause of their past and because if their past and to not be rude, I allow them to still hang together and be friends and she comes over like I said almost everyday. In fact she gives me rides to work. We’re all cool about it (as far as I know). But she makes my feel unneeded by him. She still lets him borrow her car almost everday while she is at work, she buys him things still, like daily necesities and extra. He gets anything he really needs from her. What hurts is that everyone keeps bringing it up, especially last night how he ‘had the life’ and I don’t want to be in a ‘group relationship?’. Besides that, he claims to have not liked her as much as he did me. But as they were breaking up he still said I love you. I wish I knew a little deeper how close they were. During X-mas time or actually a little before it, he spoke to me about making a relationship work because I was a bit less comunicative in that area and he was too but we agreed to work on it. The only real fight we had so far was a misunderstaning that led to us not talking for about 3-4 days? And i hear later, from her that they were together for X-mas. What? I know she wasn’t just saying that to break us up because at that time no one really knew yet. Still to this day I have kept quiet. I don’t want to let that ruin everything now with a stupid fight. She has already said that while she is sad about not being with him that she is happy for me because he is a great guy and we had two talks about him and she kind of wants to get away from him but just enough to where she puts herself first again and not him and get her life back on track.

-sigh- It’s a tough subject to talk about just one part without understading the rest. Yes she still loves him, Supposedly no he dose not return the love anymore and hasn’t for a while. Yes we are cool for the most part, (but I’m sure part of her dose hate me). No I am not jealous or else I would not let them hang together, but I will admit that I am starting to get aggravated with her antics to try and win him back. They were funy to watch at first, now it’s getting annoying because it’s as if she realized how I don’t do anything when she tries and so she’s gonna do it more or whatnot. -sigh- This is all too much. I’ll maybe update on this subject later. I don’t really feel much like ( or have time to) get into this subject but I think what I was really trying to say was I didn’t feel needed and I guess a little down because a girl likes to be told sweet and romantic things like I love you even if they don’t truly mean in like that yet it’s still an affectionate thing that isn’t so uncommon for many couples to say, especially as young and naive to love as we may be at a youthful age. But why did he say it to her when he did not mean it but did it out of force to be nice. Why not to me too? Just to make me feel good…

Does he…?

Would he…?

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOCheza

{ Let her know, boy!}~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ChezKoi

Chez Dai…

by chezkoi:hellokitty.com

Hmm…I just noticed that I had never even posted my resolutions. It’s not like I had been following as I promised. I mean i really can’t follow because I forgot to make them anyway. But and idea I had in my mind was to get abit more excercise to gain strength. That’s what I really want this year, to gain strenght and improve skills.

Well, that wasn’t too hard to think about…

So lately I’ve been down. I’m not quite sure why yet thou… I’ve been just feeling down, and sometimes I find myself verymuch agitated with ‘life’ in gerneral and the things that happen on a daily basis. Especially with the ppl I live with. I believe it is because I have no space and no solitude at all. This is why I am so determined to move and get a bigger place. I ‘need’ my own space, my own room to escape to when I need to do so. Sometimes I can barley take it and I get agitated and snap sometimes. Usually I listen to my ipod and use music as a remedy for these feeling. I put my headphones on and I’m gone. But I can’t even seem to do that. Either I hve to share, whch I don’t mind, but then they want to start requesting things I may not be feeling like listening to at the moment or they keep changing the songs and I then get annoyed and no longer want to even listen. Sometimes if i don’t offer to share, then they stare at me with a rude look or get mad at me. I’m not trying to be mean or a ‘lone wolf’ I just need SOME amount of time to just myself to calm and rejuvinate in a way. I guess what I’m trying to say is I feel smothered? maybe?…just a bit?

Anyway, besides that we decided to rent a bunch of movies since we don’t currently have cable. I’ll have to update that later though because I forgot already! (^-^? But i’ll do that tommorw. Today we have to return them anyway and we’ll probably get more tonight also!

I did mean to post yesterday too, but my friends were here so i was abit occupied. As well I saw and old time friend! I was happy! I like seeing friends after being away for so long.

Today feels good though, kinda as if I’m going to be doing something tonight that might be unexpected. I guess I’ll find out eventually.

Despite the few down moments, Everthing is just peachy at the moment. I don’t have too many ‘true’ worries and I like where I am and what I’m doing! Although, I could spend my free time a little better. hehe..

AiAiAiAi Ai Rabu JUUU!!!!!

Cheza <3’s U & mini moni*
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.::.CAFE UPDATE.::.

So my Dad emailed me back and basically gave me the “thumbs up” to go with my ideas but first get more clientele. I’m so excited. There was a comment he did make, but i’m not quite sure what he means by it but it sounded good.

But I am excited! I do realize already as it races through my mind as I type, all the work I’m gonna half to put into this but if I imagine it as just a little side project that I sometimes like to do I’ll keep with it! I just need to make it fun. That won’t be hard though considering I’m gonna be baking sweets and making coffee, two of my favorite things. (*∩-∩*)(#∩_∩#) ウンウン♪

Then I’ll make graphics and sell collectors coffee cups or something like that…

Well you know what I’m going to do? I’m going to update how it goes on my blog at various times. This will surely keep me with it! Wish me luck TAMA-S!!

So Last night, We had a Bed Paatii~! It’s a joke me and my bestfriend made because whenever we have a get together everyone ends up in a small spaced place in the house just talking as if nothing. Well yesterday aftenon, people we just coming over and joining in on a Heroes Season 1 Marathon and we all ended up laying in a bed watching Tv, and eating….basically just chillaxing. It’s more funny than fun I think because it’s just such a coincedence everytime! :p But yea, so one person left, then one came, and another left and four more came then another left as one came back. It was crazy last night….then again it usually is like that almost evernight lately. Why does everyone come to chill at our home? Hehe, I sure don’t mind though. Since we have no basic entertainment, they make up for that. They keep me unbored and I like it. They can leave a big mess though and sissuh dosen’t like that.

Anyway some of them want to go out tonight and I guess I all for it!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX Cheza

Abra-Ka-DUH CHEZ’!!!!

by chezkoi:hellokitty.com

So, one of my dream goals in life was to open a cafe. It took me until today to realize just how close I am to this dream. For about two weeks now I have been part-time working in my father’s computer cafe. The other day he asked for my ideas so I typed of a page full of my listed ideas and just sent them to him. I now realize that if he agrees to expand the cafe part, that I would have more control over what I can sell there to please people and eventually I want to sell my own created sweets to my customers. It will be a begenning to a good future, my future! I’m so excited. For the past two years I have been planning and planning to mearly get started to where I wanted to be, and that was a cafe owner. And two years later (and wasted) I have not even begun step one or really begun anything. Something always happens, or my plans always fall through. And for almost 10 years this shop has been with us and I just realize this a few moments ago that I can make this shop better and into what I visulize more and make it my own and more successful!

(^.^) I’m so excited! I’m gonna start thinking of ideas tonight!

Welcome back self and others!

How was X-mas for everyone?

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My was of course interesting as thought to be and I did have fun this Christmas. (^_^)

Off my list I got my::

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  • Tons of candy
  • A Hello Kitty tent… (That was two in one!Score for Ravey-Gravey!)
  • Ipod Charger
  • New Headphones for Ipod
  • And I even got a gift card which I did not expect too muc this year so I got just about everything I listed except for the camera charger which was the thing I cared the least about anyway.
  • Then I got a Coffee Maker which was not on my list (but should have been!)
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So I was happy! しあわせ!

Now we have to already get set for New Years! -whew- that was fast! Holidays so close together can get abit overwhelming

shhh.gifSo anyways the New Year is comingand I have been thinking of goals. I want to start anew, fresh, this year so I will think some more on that so I can post it officially in the new year on the first.

shhh.gifƒiиаĺĺу:: I don’t really want to think to much of it, but I am curious about the Mayian Calander in 2012? is it? I’ve heard things…and i’m just not sure what to think at the moment..

Oh well, I have some things to do @ the moment so for now I will bid Farewell to all and probably be back tomorrow to wish everyone a Happy 2009!

×o×o×o×o×o×o×o×o×o×o×o×o×o×o×o×oĊнєzĸоι♫ –>

Update…work…random…BLAH BLAH

by chezkoi:hellokitty.com

Okay, so not much has really happen since my last post. Maybe a few major but I do not wish to talk on that at the moment.

I am excited to say I got a part time job four days a week at a computer cafe so I can post more! V(●⌒∇⌒●)V YAAY!!! hehe…

Then I waitress on weekend nights, but that’s getting a bit too lame. First of all they already had two waitresses and I’m just the extra 3rd they need on the weekends at this club, but I find it a waste of my time. They don’t really do anything so I just basically end up just hanging out in a club I shouldn’t even be in because I not even old enough to enter but I guess I am to work there. I only did it b/c I wanted a job but didn’t have an id or social! (*´[]`)=3 -溜め息-!!!

Anyway they hired me on the spot of me just showing up one day cause they thought I was cute or something but I honestly don’t think the jobs for me. It just kills me though that I’m a very good waitress in my own opinion but I guess it’s either not in a place like this or I was just use to having the whole restuant where I worked to myself and here they don’t really need me too much so…i dunno…it just dosen’t seem to mesh.

But I am excited for this job because it envolves what I love and i get paid!

★ヘ(^−^へ)☆♪♪☆(ノ^o^)ノ☆♪♪☆ ヘ(^−^へ)★

★(ノ^o^)ノ☆♪♪☆ ヘ(^−^へ)☆♪♪☆(ノ^o^)ノ ★

**Do a little dance. Sing a little song.**

OKAAEEE….so I can’t really think of much to say right now, i just wanted to update because I really want to follow through with this because I made a promise to and i wanna have something to follow up with since I quit almost everything. But um…yea I think I will be able to post again on Monday? If not I’ll probably post maybe even sooner??!!

So TTYL (lol) v( ̄∇ ̄)…………………………………………Chez愛

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