Hmm…I just noticed that I had never even posted my resolutions. It’s not like I had been following as I promised. I mean i really can’t follow because I forgot to make them anyway. But and idea I had in my mind was to get abit more excercise to gain strength. That’s what I really want this year, to gain strenght and improve skills.
Well, that wasn’t too hard to think about…
So lately I’ve been down. I’m not quite sure why yet thou… I’ve been just feeling down, and sometimes I find myself verymuch agitated with ‘life’ in gerneral and the things that happen on a daily basis. Especially with the ppl I live with. I believe it is because I have no space and no solitude at all. This is why I am so determined to move and get a bigger place. I ‘need’ my own space, my own room to escape to when I need to do so. Sometimes I can barley take it and I get agitated and snap sometimes. Usually I listen to my ipod and use music as a remedy for these feeling. I put my headphones on and I’m gone. But I can’t even seem to do that. Either I hve to share, whch I don’t mind, but then they want to start requesting things I may not be feeling like listening to at the moment or they keep changing the songs and I then get annoyed and no longer want to even listen. Sometimes if i don’t offer to share, then they stare at me with a rude look or get mad at me. I’m not trying to be mean or a ‘lone wolf’ I just need SOME amount of time to just myself to calm and rejuvinate in a way. I guess what I’m trying to say is I feel smothered? maybe?…just a bit?
Anyway, besides that we decided to rent a bunch of movies since we don’t currently have cable. I’ll have to update that later though because I forgot already! (^-^? But i’ll do that tommorw. Today we have to return them anyway and we’ll probably get more tonight also!
I did mean to post yesterday too, but my friends were here so i was abit occupied. As well I saw and old time friend! I was happy! I like seeing friends after being away for so long.
Today feels good though, kinda as if I’m going to be doing something tonight that might be unexpected. I guess I’ll find out eventually.
Despite the few down moments, Everthing is just peachy at the moment. I don’t have too many ‘true’ worries and I like where I am and what I’m doing! Although, I could spend my free time a little better. hehe..
AiAiAiAi Ai Rabu JUUU!!!!!
Cheza <3’s U & mini moni*