Sorry for the lack of an update! I’ve been quite busy with work lately…an lazy. But now, that i’m here and awake, and my mind is running with thoughts, i guess i’ll get it out now before i go to sleep.

Not much has happen (besides the constant arrival of packages from Ebay ^.^) I’ll show what i have recieved so far.

IMA, i want to talk about my 1st trip to SIxFlag this past Sunday.

I went with Yes and her Cuz. It was free to get in and eat because it was a buiness realted thing, so we used our money to get a Flash Pass which was nice. I felt like VIP? It was fun! They best thing was though, i met a boy who i am going to call Gwen Stefani. Don’t ask, lol, it’s an inside thing. BTW She is the firend (Yes) who i usually make up nicknames for except for hers of course, and she came up with this name due to a similarities related to it. (Sorry, i’m really trying to not give out a name but explain where it comes from best i can.) I usually just call him Stefani for short.

ANYWAY, i was getting on the water ride and we went the way people go with the Flash Pass and you have to go down stairs to get to the platfprm that has another platfrom revoving around it wher you get inot the round boat thing. Anyways we all the way down the stair when he was like “Wait, STop! Go back up.” We did then he jokinly said. “Okay come back down, no just kidding.” As i noticed his slight humor, i noticed just how cute he was! *Blush* He has like golden hair and blue eye and a nice smile. He scanned mypass then led us down. Another asked me if i wanted to take off my jacket and i did not understand why at first and said “No.” I didn’t think i would get wet and didn’t believe him when he said i would because my friends said i wouldn’t and at the time i trusted them more. Besides that I was already convince that it would be a relaxing water ride since we just ate and wanted to wait before going back on the bigger rollercoaster. As well, Stefani promised i would not get wet. I never noticed then how everyone was kind of laughing at my oblivioin.

After i got off, soaked. I looked at him who kind of laughed. He then say, “Never listen to a white boy when he says you won’t get wet.” He say something smiliar to that but i don’t know, i didn’t understand what he meant anyway. Afterwards, as to pay him for basically lying, i hugged him to get him wet. It wasn’t until i had walked away that i noticed tow things. I liked him and i had never made such a bold move towards a boy before. I begged my freind to go again, since we were alrady wet and she agreed. When he saw me come back, he looked and smiled, wel it was more of a smirk maybe. “You hugged me and got me wet!” I say. “Yes, Would you like to get wet again?” He say “No.” I then asked him to hold my pass again as i had before. He say someone else would since he was going to the Superman ride and would not be there when i got back from the ride. I was just like whatever and think I say “See you there.” He kind of repeated that.

So minutes later, when i did get back, he was still there. I asked for my Pass and he kind of joked and said he lost it. He did give it back though. Yes and I then began to walk away and I saw this kid coming and she said to say something to him so I say “Hola Jesus!” Then we laugh.

**The “Hola Jesus!” Thing relates back to school when i use to randomly say it to people i did not know in the hallway and it began a daily thing with Mr.Poland’s (another nickname for a polish friend of mind who i cannot pronouce the polish name) Koren friend. It was fonny begacue he was Asian and not Spanish I guess. This asian guy would always be like. “Who are you? My name is not Jesus!” He knew i was joking an we kind of became friends from it. (He calls me Jesus now…???)

Okay, back to the story:: From behind I hear Stefani say, “Quit molesting little kids.” Something along that. (my memory is not too good with exact words, but you should get the picture.) I say, “I wasn’t but all day i had to sit with little kids. Such as the first ride, he needed someone to sit with him so I did then i just sat next to a kid on this ride.” He ask, “How old was he?” I say, “About 7″ and then he ask my age and say. “That’s nit a bad number.” joikinly. I say, “That would make me a pedophile!” He laughed and said. “So.” So we talked and ended up walking with him on the was to Superman. He walked pretty fast so i wasn’t sure if he wanted to walk with me or not but when i would slow down he would turn around and ask if i was coming or not. He did stop and talk to people on the way and I waited. While i did, Yes and her Cus didn’t really want to go — I think because they thought i was just following Sefani. But i did really want to ride that ride again. *Oh, on the way I forgot to mention how while we talked and because i was following him —WITH HIS PERMISSION or else i would not have—he did jokingly call me a stalker. BTW, he is about a half year younger he say to me.

So we ended up at Superman when he scan the pass and i went up. After the ride I went over and say to him “We are going to ride one more then leave.” He say, “Already? It’s too early.” And i said that I would come say goodbye before I left.

***During this time, i get off that ride and my purse was stolen so now i had to file a report and blah blah blah, i cried and blah blah blah***

AS I did promise, i went back. We talked about where i worked, i mostly talked to his coworker at this time who was cool to while Stefani kind of acted a little crazy and childlike but it was cute. He was just being silly. Then he (maybe them both) asked for free clothes from this one place I work and I said a discount and told his friend to come visit me at work but Stefani had to work .he was mean to his coworker to. Calling him a “Fat***” How rude of him! Anyway, i walked with him out where we talked about i do not remmeber what. Somthing about him being funny or i being funy and he beating me up and i like what?!. Finally he say, so i’m not going to see you anymore? And i said i could get your number. I didn’t have phone so he put it in Yes’s phone. Then he said by to my friends. (ALSO he thought i called hima Gringo??? lol I didn’t) He then tried to be agnster with Yes’s cuz. That was funny. Then he gave me a hugged and say bye. I called him maybe one or two days later.

This is where i get confused and lost about the Situation.

When i first called, we talke for loke 5 minutes before i found out he had guset and i said i would call back because iddnt want to be rude. He was like, “Are you sure?” And i say yes. Then when i did he say to call back in 5 minutes. He seemed in a hurry. He aslo apologized as well in the quick convo and i agreed. I did something and came back and called but he didnt answer. I called again today and hedidn’t anwer at first. Then he called abck said he was on break at worked. (I knew he was at work but i still wanted to see if he would pick up.) I said like two senetsces then he said he ahd to go and to call later. If someone ask me to do something, I usually will. So, just because he asid to call later, i did. Was i suppose to take this literally? Anyway, when i did no one answred.

And now, for some reason I feel stupid. I don’t want to seem like this obsessed person who calls all the time. Honestly, i’m just looking for a friendship. I like making friends and he is funny. I like him. Just now i feel stupid, and i’m older (just abit) and i don’t like/feel to comfortable about that and ME being the one calling him. I feel like an old woman who is being obsessed by overly calling a younger boy and i don’t want him to see me as that way. (I’m still a teenager just if your wandering but i wont say my age. I just mean older woman as i am older than him by almost 6 months). I am confused. I wander if he liked me and still dose?

I mean he was the one who said. “So we won’t see each other again?” As if he wanted to see me again and offered his number. But now it seems as if he dodnet want to talk to me on the phone or something? *sigh* I dont even know why i’m stressing this. I guess becaus ei just wanted him to like me, i just want people to like me. I was even going to get him someting for his Birthday because i LOVE celebrating people’s birthday. BUT this all depends on if we are ‘friend’ or not. I guess we will see as i am suppose to go to SixFlags this Monday.

ABOUT THAT TOO*** He said that he gets the same two days off every week, Monday and Thursday. This week I know he has Monday off and wanted to know if he wanted to go with us to six flags (lol) and he then say later that he had to work that day. I just want to know if he is or not. Because i am still going to Six flags on Monday, but i do want if he is working or not because i want to see him too. *sigh* I don’t know. He’s confusing He acts very childish at times which i don’t mind. Even a few times he seemed mean towards me. But then, i get the impression for reasons i just listed, that he may like to have me a a friend. I dunno, i just know I am confusedly. Help!