I don’t know what’s going on now, or what to do.

I dont think I’m in love anymore, but still love him.

Daily life…boring.

If work I do that, if not, I’m just sitting around waiting for something to do.

I feel like I’m wasting my time and life right now.

Actually, I’ve felt like I’ve been wasting my life time for years now. I keep making plans for myself but I never follow through because it seems something happens to get inot the way.

Usually it requires me to move again, start all over, plan for next year.

I can’t seem to , move forward or go anywhere. I feel like I’m stuck like this, with no future. I just relive my days basically the same everyday now…

I really hate me, at the moment. I want a change.