Life is a roller coaster lately.

Sometimes I’m content, but mostly…

I’ve been depressed.

Living just seems to be hard right now, but i’m still trying to hold on.

Lately I have been crying about being alone, but not I want to be…I think.

I think the problem is I do not have the balance I need in my life to keep me stress free. That’s what I practicing by the way, to be stress free.

(I hear stress can shorten your life span (?-_・)ﾝ? )

But anyway I need to feel needed and un alone, but also at times I NEED so kind of escape. I don’t like how I feel as if I’m wasting my life right now. But I will change it soon! I must do something before I have waited too long!

Ai,Cheza