I need something to keep me occupied during these boring times I go thorugh.

I remember I use to love making things, so I’m thinking about going back into that. I want to make jewerly and perhaps progress from there. It would be cool if they sold too, I could use the extra money to get my self setteled in a place instead of crashing around…

I also might be going into a side buisness with Trey and I. It’s sales, but not sure on it yet.

I haven’t updated on the shop like I said I would, but not much has changed except for the fact that we sell more variety of things to eat. We still need an expresso machine though. This place is a tourist attraction mostly and forigners are big on expresso from what I observe so it works out, but my ideas have not yet been fully processed.

But as for my hobby, I have ideas like how people make the sweets jewerly collections. Just things like that. I have also though of selling cool funiture from ideas I thouhgt of one night. My dad was heavily into consturction growing up so I think that might be where this comes from. Maybe i’ll put up some blue prints are actual ones I make someday.

As for now it sucks because I proabably will not be able to be as creative as I want until I get setteled in a place with a consistent ride to and from work and ect. Then they madness will begin!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Cheza<3<3<3

PS:: So lately these people have been coming to me for help with their music devices. The one claims to be a pirate and he says I’m a witch, but in a good way. o.O. Well it is fun to pretend sometimes. ^.^V

出ましたっ!パワパフガールズZ, Demashita! Powerpuff Girls Z, or They’re Here! Powerpuff Girls Z is the new name of the Powerpuffgirls series in Japan. In Japan they have recently adopted the girls, made them older, gave them weapons, a new look, and a slightly different story line as well. If your interested, I suggest my favorite online encycolopideia, wikipedia for more on it. I do reccommend it though. It’s a very neat concept of them making them even more ”かわいい”!!

The Below pictures are them with their weapons. Buttercup has a mallet, Blossom has a yo-yo, and bubbles has bubbles. (^.~)

And the RowdyRuffBoys! Cuter right? hehe

Then Normal Clothes

Kimono Outfit

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~With Love, Cheza

This is a pretty recent outline I have done. Like many of my other artworks I will show, it’s not complete. I’m not sure if I’m going to shade or if so how I will shade it. This is just one of those pictures I am afraid to shade because it would be hard to fix if I mess up. Anyway, this I did just doodling when bored one day. It’s a creature and it’s young I just made up. I’ve been thinking of doing more to them to make them more unique but I haven’t yet thought of it. I usually leave my drawings alone if I’m not very sure. I might have been abit influenced by a pisces/water(y) theme. ( -”-).｡ｏO(・・・・・・・・・)

Thank you!

ﾟ･:,｡★＼(^-^ )♪ありがと♪( ^-^)/★,｡･:･ﾟ

♡♡♡Cheza♡♡♡

Today is a special day for me in a way. Sometimes I’m not too proud of, especially lately, but I used to love it. Things were better then though. Times has been rough the past few years, too rough to enjoy. Either I had no money, or I had just been too miserable. Now, I just don’t think it’s worth the time, money…it doesn’t seem worth much no more because the reason or subject of this day seems worthless.

For now, I just would like to remember a dear friend their my whole childhood until 2006 who is no longer with me::

Muffy,

I miss you and I love you and I never forget you. There has not been a day so far I can rememeber (even though my memory is bad) that I have not thought, if even for a moment, of you. When I am happiest, for some reason I thank you, and when I am at my lowest times, I think of you, and cry to you. I talk it out with you in spirit, and I pray to you to make it better. And even though, when going through the tough times, I will cry a lot to you to take me with you, I do not really mean it. I guess in all I really do want to live out my life and when I die, we will be reunited again and I cannot wait til the day. But until, I still love you and I hope you know this and I thank you for continuing to be my guardian angel throuout my life.

Love Eternally, Cheza

All this instability really got to me lately. Traveling from place to place, not quite sure how I’ll get to wherever it is I end up that night or how I’ll get to wherever it is when needed the next day. Where I’ll sleep that night,  where I will have to leave my stuff, when can I get my stuff. How to be with whom I want when I want.

How to make it all work…that is what I desire right now. I need some kind of guidance, but know one seems to have that…know one else can seem to help me, know one else knows.

I have thoughts…and no one is there to hear them so I can be helped.

But then, lady, a stranger, saw my despair and she prayed for me to have the strenght I need and the guidence I need.

Oddly, as realistic as it may seem, I sort of think it worked. Ever since that day, things have been easier for me. Everything seems to be falling into place now.

I was told that I would be rewarded for getting through these troubles. I hope so.

Already to start, I’m more stable. I sort of have two places to stay while I try to move(again) into a place more my own. I still have those days where my plans are changed at last moment and I switch nights I spend at each but I have a constant ride now for the most part.

I am still happily with my boyfriend but my relationshp with my BFF continues to fail. I went to visit her the other day and I had some stuff at her house so as I was leaving I decided to get some of it to bring to my mom’s house which is where I am ‘mainly’ living. She got mad instantly and then started complaining that she had to be the work soon but at the same time she told me that I might as well grab all my stuff.  ???? So what does she want? Does she want me to really take it all or does she want us to stop and bring her to work. So trying to be polite & bring out the last bag I had. The next thing I know she’s roughly grabbing my things and slightly throwing them together into the hall way for me to get. This made me mad. This is the main reason why I wish not too see her so much lately because she has been acting like this. But she complains that I never talk/visit her anymore. I hope she’ll one day realize why when I’ve stopped finally…along with alomost everyone else who has already.

Another thing I need to get off my chest is how she told me I don’t have anything compared to her. She thinks she’s better than me (or doing better) because she has her own place and I’m not. The only reason she has her own place (with nothing in it but a matress, a dresser, the smallest tv and her stuff in her room) is from the money she gets ’stripping’ and I refuse to take my clothes off for some money. Honestly I think I have it better. I have  a good job running an internet cafe that I might inherit someday and most importantly I have friends and people who enjoy beng around me. So in the end she may gloat about what she has but she won’t have anyone to share it with soit will be worth nothing while everything I will obtain, let it be a home, car, or whatever even personal things I will at least have people to show, share, and enjoy it with and in the end that will matter because I’ll be happy and she won’t.

So for now, I’ve kinda just let her go to do her own thing while I’ll do mine.

So right now my short term goals are to get another job for extra income. At the moment I do make enough to live good off of for my first job. What I want the second job for is to help get more income to save for things like a car and a place and I really want to but some people things that I had to pass up since I had just moved close to Christmas time and had no more to buy for others.

Well wish me luck! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Cheza

For my first showing I picked this one because It’s one of my favorites and one of the first shading that I’ve done. How is it? Recently I’ve been learning how  to shade from my new ‘art mentor’ Trey. At that time this was a recent ‘outline’ that I had drawn and never finished. After he had helped me shade another, he had me shade  this by myself.  He thinks I should finish it and draw more in the empty area. My art teachers growing up usually said the same thing, but I dunno. I kind of like it like this. It’s simple, and that’s what I was thinking when I drew it. I’m not sure the future if this picture at all.

Thank you!

ﾟ･:,｡★＼(^-^ )♪ありがと♪( ^-^)/★,｡･:･ﾟ

♡♡♡Cheza♡♡♡

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 **NewBlogAddition::La ChezKoi Gallerie!!

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I have come up with something new to add to my blog! I was thinking one day of what to post and, at the moment, I had been drawing quite a bit, mostly due to boredom, so I decided to post some of my artwork.  As I was uploading all of the pictures I noticed that I couldn’t make them a good enough size and show the big group I was trying to all at once so I decided why not post once a week since I have quite alot. Now I have decided that  on every tues day starting this month will feature a Chezkoi artwork. This new section will feature some of my old artwork that I still have along with some new. I may also feature other artist I know or I like/admire to.

de mi amour’s hermana’s Inlaw familia.

So after work, my boyfriend and his sister and his brother in law picked me up and invited me over to his brother in law’s family weekend party. It was really fun! Everyone was dancing almost the whole night. I did not mingle much because I am a very shy person but I still had fun. Mostly we hung out outside with the dogs and the kids.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ChezK.