I’m so stuck right now…

I need help and I wish I could ask someone, BUT since I’m a “pisces” e v e r y t h i n g    i s    p e r s o n a l.   -slaps self- Wake out of it Cheza!

All i can say at the moment is I think I may be having ’something’ for ’someone’. I know this isn’t such a big deal but it really is..if you just knew who the ’someone’ was. I mean, even if I did get close to this person…all  I can think of is all the problems I will have. But then again, i’m usually an easy going, flow with the wind, whatever type too.

But I am such a fool. I don’t even know this person well. There is just something about them. They remind me of someone I cared for dear through similar characteristics. I’ve had this sort of thing happen to me before but with…yeah YOU guys know….::.GA*KU*TO.::. V(^0^)V lol Once before an exboyfirend of mine had his smile almost exact and I coulnd’t resist because I love Gackt’s smile. **blush**

But even still, this is a whole new ball game. Neve before…i’m not sure, have I been attracted to a person like this. I’m not even sure if I am attracted anyway.  This is just sad. I can’t even tell how I feel…if i do like them, how will i know if they do?

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO CHEZ愛