With only two more months of school remaining, I should have a job lined up already.  But… no.  I haven’t applied anything yet.  Having no idea where I would be two months later, I am so unclear and frustrated about my near future now….  I don’t know two months later whether I should quit my current part time job if I still haven’t found a full time job yet, or just stay and stick with it.  And so, I can’t plan ahead whether I am staying in LA or moving back home.

I want to go home, but I don’t want to be unemployed and sitting at home all day long.  I am tired of my current job, but I need the income.  Do you see my dilemma?

So…now, I am sitting in my apartment, which lease ends in two months.  I want to know where I will be next.