mood:

it‘s midnight and i am still awake for no reason.. i want a company so i decided to write here.. it has been 2 to 3 years since i‘ve met up with my friends back in high shcool.. i found this box filled with their letters before i went on to our retreat back in third year.. it was also my birthday then.. as i was reading these letters, i suddenly got tears in my eyes and thinking about them.. yes i admit i miss them but they are now far from me, thousands of miles away from me.. one of them broke up with the group and now i feel like saying sorry.. i realized she was misunderstood.. BADLY.. we were thinking all sorts of stuff about her being so pre-occupied.. it‘s never too late, is it?

i am sorry.. hope i can sleep now.. :c

i just did an animation of her pics.. i love her she’s sooo cute.. i am very addicted to photoshop right now..

mood:

listens to: beep…beep

anywayzz, been back for a long long time.. i was very busy doing school work that really driven me sooo crazy.. i can‘t stop complaining about it for weeks now and i was finally O-V-E-R! over i tell you, and being with people who pressure you really sucks.. yes of course i am doing it for my grades and to pass but it was too MUCH!.. sheesh when will it stop? yeah i know, till i GRADUATE which is waaaay too far from reach.. as much i love being creative comes an enemy which is pressure.. i want to do things when i feel like doing but when there‘s a deadline, all i do in school is a bunch of crap.. if you think i am messing my life, think again.. SOMEONE do messed my life these past weeks.. i do not want to experience it ever AGAIN!!