I just don’t get how you think you know someone.. and then they disappoint you so badly. I found out today that my boyfriend cheated on me. All he did was kiss her, but still.. this is the second time he’s done something like this, and it hurts me so bad. The first time, he called me right after crying because he knew he’d done wrong. This time, I find out months after the fact. Now I’m just wondering how I’m supposed to ever trust him again. I really do love him. We’ve been going together for two years on November 21st. =/
I just… I don’t know how to trust him when he lied to me like that. I guess I’m making too big of a deal about it. But when he finally confessed that what she was saying was true, he was crying and genuinely looked sorry. He told me to go through his phone and delete everyone I didn’t want him talking to.. so I did. I just want to know how I can heal.
He hurt me, bad. I just want to get through this. I feel so betrayed.. and disappointed.

-Britt
PS. I had to edit it out because it’s been acting funny on my page.. but I used to have the video to eminems ‘cleaning out my closet’. If you want to get the jist of my post, then go to youtube and listen to it.