Yeah, too long for sadness…

 I have a friend, one of my best friends.  I used to hang out with her always if we had free time.  Either she or I always asked each other to go here and there together.  She used to call me once in two weeks to ask how my life was.  I used to call her once in two weeks to ask how her life was too.  So that means we talked to each other once in a week.  She used to be my listener, listening about my problem and be my advisor.  So was I, I was her listener and her advisor too.

 But she has changed.  About the end of March.  She rarely called me.  And when I called her, once she said that she was busy, once she talked to me badly, etc.  She went out with other friends and didn’t ask me to go with her.  I don’t mind that she hanged out with the others, I know that’s normal to have many friends, but those friends of her are my friends too and all of them used to hang out together, but no one asked me to go with them.  How could they?  I don’t have any idea what happened with her and the others or I’ve done anything wrong.  She hasn’t told me anything, hasn’t gave me a reason why she (and also the others) has changed.

 I wonder why and I’m so sad for more than two months, and it’s time to stop that.  Ok, if she likes it that way, I’ll do as she likes.  I’ll never bother her ever again.  If she likes to call me or to ask me to hang out, then do it.  But if she doesn’t like to do that, it’s her choice.

 Dear you, my friend.  You can keep me out of your life if you want to.  I’m fine.  I can be right here, all alone without you.

What’s wrong with people?!?

I do wonder…

Especially with my friends.

I’ve made an appointment with them to watch Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix together someday.  Then, when I picked up the day, one of them said that he’s already watched it.  Gosh!!!

Ok, I didn’t mind.  I continued to fix the day to watch Harry with the others.  But two of them said they were not free on that day.  Fine, I postponed the appointment to this week. 

Yesterday, I sent the messages to ask whether they’re free tomorrow.  One, of the three left, replied that she’s already watched it!!! 

Ok, great, great for you that you’ve watched it.  But bad for me to wait for you.  Poor me.

Let’s see the other one.  She didn’t reply my message.  So I made a call this morning.  Again, she said she’s already watched it!!! 

Hey, didn’t you three promise me that you’d watched it with me?  Didn’t you two ask me to postpone the appointment and wait for you?  Didn’t you two think of me and our appointment?  I suggest all of you that if you CANNOT keep your PROMISE, PLEASE DO NOT make it with anyone, ok?

Anyway, I still have two more friends to watch Harry with.  On the other hand, if I don’t have these two friends, I might have screamed very loudly for sure!!!

I promise myself right now that, I won’t make an appointment to watch movie with all of you ever again!!!  I will watch it alone or with my old friends, or with my family.  Not all of you again!!!  I swear!!!

Hi!

I’m new here.

Actually, I already have an online diary, but I don’t have an english one.  I have an e-mail address here, so I think I should have a blog here too. 

Ps.  My blog may not have any formal information.  Just a blog to tell and complain about things.

 Welcome everyone to my blog if you don’t mind me complaining about things ;p

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