to start off, this is the girl i mentioned in i think my second entry or so, cassie. the one i hate. but i just need something from you guys. no, i don’t think of myself as “OHEMGEE i think i`m so gorgeouss so someone just tell me that i`m the prettyone!! ” — NO OKKAE :] its just something for something i`m doing, i wanna get this over with and who in your opinion is the better looking one ? NO, i wont get feelings hurt, this if for something i`m planning to do, all i need is honesty :] please and thankyou ! :]

haha alrigght so, it’s somewhat been awhile. OKOK, MOREE than awhile. so uh, does anybody even go on this website anymorees? lol i barely get messages, aaaw :[ but anyways ! so, school, yuup, it`s pretty good. i thought i’d regret it and hate it becauuse everyone was in the other cycle & i thought mine would be boring as anyyyything. but it turned out to be maddd nicee ;] hahaha. met new people, good teachers, i`m getting good gradess - aaahh i love it. it’s nicee, it really is, and haha i remember when school started i was buggin` out that my year would suck cause i wasn`t with some old friends and stuff. but damn, even just today, my 2 friends jake and amy were being all, ” k angela, me and amy are gonna write a letter to mr. devoe requesting you to switch !” and i literaly was beingg all HELLL NO ! i love my cyclee <3 haha, its madd fun. and i just love how i`m doing reallyy well in school. even MATH ! wowwiee whaaadda shocker lmfao. alright, but ofcoursee, i`ve spent time with my boyfriend too <3 ofcourse. & that explains the picturee[: ugh what sucks though is that this yeear my busdrivers just madd gaay, she doesn`t let anyone get off at another stop besides theirs. and at that onee stop i`m putting my head out the window kisssing and saying i love you to keith when he walks past my bus and waitss, even if its just me peeping out the bus window <3 :] haha.  OH, and and and ! my familys one big happy one again. my fake dad is moving to the philippines soooon ! and my sister and my mom are closee again ! i love itt <3 oh, and i`m gonna dye my hair today ! hahaaa lifes pretty good for me now. it may have taken some time, but you always gotta wait things out, thing will get better, just keep hoping for the best, and rest assured it will come. !

arytiee ! haha so i haven`t updated in awhile. k, so me and my boyfriend are planning to get a sidekickID, which is what you see up there. for those of you who know aboout the whole line of sidekicks, this is prettymuch the cheapest one they have i think. and kindof the newest, except, it doesn`t have a camera (: only used for chatting/texting/calllling. haha good enough for mee, cause as we know i already bought my camera ! yaaay <3 haha. anyways, yuup, & it`s only 50 buucks, plus other stuff, no big. & since their changable plates don`t come in pink, i`ll buy myself a pretty skin (: i was thinking strawberrriees, something pinkish. sadly they don`t have hellokitty ): i wannna suggest it, since they have other comic characters and disney tooooo. buut thats okay for now. basicallly, i haven`t been up to much, just welcome wagon about three days ago, touring litttle 6th graders around their new school. 8th graders, finallllyyy ! but whats sucky is all my friennds are going into highschool and keith is already in there so yah :[ but 1 more yeaar, and i`m there !!

ooopsie it`s been awhile since i`ve updated. sorry you guys =/  WELL GUESS WHAT ! i got my camera ! hehehe YAY. and i hung out with my sister this weeek. though it was sad cause it was the day of my 17th anniversery and i went out with my sis, though keith did understand, my sister was all; “ AND YOU`RE HANING OUT WITH ME ? haha aw. “ but i haven`t seen keith in a month, so yeas =[ but, YAY i was so happy. i haven`t seen her in weeks since she moved out. i missed her haha. and what i loved about it is we weren`t arguing and whatnot, we used to, when we saw eachother everyday but now since we barely see eachother we like to talk about whats been going on. so she picked me up at like 10 in the morning and i was with her until like 8. haha yay. so we went to the bank to change my coins, and i got exactly 3o BUCKS ! my camera was 130 and i had 1o2 dollars so i depended on my coins big time. iwasSOHAPPY. we went to walmart and there she was, calling my name. and i`m telling you, that camera was meant to be mine, cause in the store that day, THEY LOWERED THE PRICE TO 110 DOLLARS ! AHHHHH<3 haha bought it, though the lady had trouble at first, i found it, got a memory card that could fit 895 pictures, went to burger king, back to her condo. yes thats what its like inside, she just moved in, so its a bit empty.  plus theres me in the top pick in the background ! haha she was using my camera, and i was on the phone with keith. anyway, and then ate and watched the hills [favoritee show], and went to get our haircuts, went back to the condo, and then went to target, her friend came over, then she had to bring me home, we stopped by marshals, and she bought me a shirt, aaand then i got home. ha, i loved that day i`d love to see her again, she`s my sister. but whats good now is i may be able to see keith at the mall again, and i`m happy !

heeyy guys. lol yuup neew picture over there, it`s on my myspaace. speaking of which, does anyone here have a myspaace ? lool i`m bored xD so anyways, yayaayy i`m so close to getting my camera ! [ the post below. ] i have 102 buucks, and with my coins i`ll get there. yeah, i have lots of cooins and all i gots taa` do is exchange it into cash and i`m set ! YESS haha i`m so excited. idk, it`ll be MY camera, cause i saved up for it from scratch. so today, i got my braces tightened, and changed the color to white. eeggh it`s kinda aching right now but it`s no bigggie. compared to all my other visits, it`s nothing. & i went to BJ`s with my mom. OHH. haha while wee were checking ouut my mom noticed something wrong with the milk, so she asked me to chaange it so i did. i fast walked all the way to the, what i call, the “cold aisle”. lol. so yeah, and when i got the milk and was fast walking back, lmfao my slipper strap SNAPPED ! and i was like. AWMANN and this random old guy behind me was laughing. and so was my mom. i kept it cool though. loools. wow i`m cool [: haa. well tommorrow morning i`m going to iHop with my mom and then going to payless to get some new pair of slippers. a better one too. those were uncomfy, cause my sister took my other ones :P’ .

& heere`s my future baby !
haha. it`s the perfect one. blaack, & i looked it up in walmart.com and even saw it in my near walmart and tried it out. PERFEECT! and i`m gonna make it officially mine by buying those diamond sticky things and make a heart or something, and i want this hellokitty chain to attatch it to that hole thing you see on the left of it i`m reeally excited, ever since my sister moved out she took her apple cp so i couldn`t take anymore pictures. and i`ve sent a few pictures on my cellphonee already, i caan`t takee it. i`m soso excited, i thought i lost hope on getting it, but my sister didn`t completely take all her stuff yet, so she said pack whats left of her stuff and she`ll hitt mee up with 30 bucks. i`ll try and bribe for 10 bucks extraa. pffft i doubt it haha, but who knowws :] YAAYAYAY <3

edit. 10:20 pm
hhmm, today wasn`t so bad. even though i stayed home the whole day. so basicaally i just went for a swim and my boyffriend called me a few times to remind me after 20 times he misses me haha. aaaww what a cutie pie :] 11 more days and it`s 17 months<3 i can`t picture myself with anyone else but him, yaknow ? he`s my everything, and i won`t liee, he`s someone i want to spend my whole lifee with. he understands everything, what surprised me the most, he comprehends my family situation problems, no one ever could. sure, he`d ask a few questions but he understands. i love him so muchhhhh! <3. haha okaay okaay i bet you guys are sick of it. okay, so anyway, NEWSSFLASH, my good guy friend is getting into suicide :( i beggged him not to, i don`t know if he is anymore, all because of a problem with his girlfriend. i`m the only one who really talked to him, and all he kept saying was : ” good knowing you angela thanks for everything goodbye. ” and my friennd gianna told me to chill a little bit, saying ” angela, do you think he would REALLY do it? ” but i`m just playing it safe yaknow ? but now, i think he`s fakingg, at least i hope so. but yuup, here i am, it`s 10:17pm here, waiting for my brownies to be donee. haha i maade somee ! i just wish i was on the phone with my boyfriend to guidee me haha. i know i know, not independent, its not thaat, its just more fun. i`m not good at cooking reallly, i`m scared to cook egggs and my boyfriend taught me how to cook hotdogs. it`s cuuute heheeee lols, but then my mom attempted to help me face my fear of cooking eggs, but i splattered it on the pan x] cauuse i`m just scared of being hit by the oil. WOWWWWW — yeaahs i know looollls. but hey, what can i saay yaknows. weeelll i`m gonna go check on my brownies and watch tv and hopeefuully get to talk to my baaby tonigght, night everyone ! or for anyone with any other different time zones, goood morning ! hehees :) 

[siggh], morningg everyonee ! i hate when my boyfriends out sometimes. i duunno, i trust him, but guys nowadays, you see how they check out other girls, they don’t have to talk or anything, they can just pass you and look at you up and down. and i know my boyfriend has done that at least three times. and by the way, his names keith haah. i never gave the name, guess it never hit me x]  but yeah, he calls me everytime before he leaves, truth is, my boyfriend has changed alot thruout the 16 months we`ve been together. idk, wheen we first started out, he was very.. on his own a lot. he never told me when he’d be going out or hanging with friends, he just went for it. especially this girl i seriously dislike, cassie. when he met her i freaaking hated it. she was so pretty and yet so perfect, best smile, i could`ve sworn he liked her by the comments he left her.  but i never said anything, that was last summer. thats why me and my boyfriend now have been talking a lot because i confessed about all the times i`ve been hurt by his actions, and there was a lot. idk why i never spoke out. guess i was nervous. well that was the old me last summer, its the new me, i`m not scared of anything that comes my way in him, i`ll tell him off if i have to. no liee, but all these attempts to hurt me from him, well he didnt know but when i was hurt and he didn`t know it, i became stronger on my own. it hurts to know i did, its something to be proud of, but idk. i guess i am, i just wish he could go thru how i felt with other girls and him. but the thing is, he kinda is now. i commented this guy on myspace on his picture saying cutee, and keith claims he wasn`t “jealous”, but wish he looked as good as him. ha, thank god for karma. i`m just not saying anything, but i hope keith gets the full karma, to understand better how hurt i was, i reaally do. but i love him alot, like ALOT yaknow? but sometimes when i would think about all the past times, they get to me, and hit me why i didn`t speak up. i always think of breaking up with keith sometimes, idk, its just the thought, because he`s a sophmore and i`m in 8th grade [trust me its not as bad as you think, i`m mistaken for like a junior lol, idk, my looks prettymuch], and last yeaar i heard rumors he checked out other girls, but it wasnt true, well it was maybe a 98% chance not true. whatever, i learned to forgive but never forget, and gave him one last shot. if i hear one more thing this year, i can`t help anymore but to call it quits. it already sucked hearing it in my 7th grade year, i`m not anybody or anything ruin my last year in middle school ;]

edit.
hmm well i caame back from the buffet with my mom, it went okaay i guess food was pretty good. no wonder that place is always crowded haha. well i asked her about gianna’s party [don’t know who she is ? look at my post from before i edited]. she said yess BUT i can`t stay late. :[ maade me sad, because high school musical 2 is at 8:00 at night but gianna wasn`t sure anymore if she`s gonna have it. i hopee she`ll haave the party but not on the hsm2 day, cauuse then i`ll be saad that everyones there and i`m not. i duuno, i`m the jealous typee. but i`m reaallly hoping she won`t do it on the 17th, but i can`t stop her, it`s her party. as long as i get to see my boyfriends smiling faace, right? right ! :] hahaa and yet again i love looking at that picture of him and kevin below, it makes me smilee. well right now i`m bored, just onlinee and my boyfriend is with his bestfriend at the gym and stuffs, so he`ll be back later tonight. so i`ll just be in my room or watching tv or eaating ! hehees. and also chatting online. wellll yeah, i`m pretty bored so if you`d like to chat, just message me for my screen name. i have AIM though, not MSN. oh & mann, i am REALLY craving apple juice, Motts to be exact, if theres one drink i could never ever get tired of, it would be that. hahaha wowws -_- well have a good day !

- haha okaay so thats my boyfriend, and his friend kevin. i reallly love this picture because of my boyfriends expression, it makes me smile haha. & yess, to the left is kevin, his good friennd, but he`s very religious and very into God and everything. he`s a cool kiddo. i love him ha.

alright, so okaay well i`m back ! yeaah i said i`d update the next night, but idk i never did. so never beleive me on those kinds of things alright ? haha okay. well basically, i`ve been stuck around the house cause of my major maad strict parents.  the next time i may see my boyfriend is in like 2 weeks at my friends house [ gianna] only if she has her party for birthday/hsm2 movie nigght. [ high school musical 2 ] the problem with that is that my other friend was planning to have a sleepover, but they`re planning to change it around since it`s gianna`s birthday. baah, i haven`t seen my boyfriend in awhilee -_- it reeally stinnnks. its okaay, its okay. see these are the times where i really tend to miss school, blaah WOW. i guess it`s only cause i get to be with my friends. yuup. so later today i`m going to fortune buffet with my mom, and MAAYBE seeing keith, haha he begged his family to eat theere today so maybe with a chance of seeing me. sweet isn`t he ? it doesn`t matter to him just as long as he “sees my beautiful face” haha. he said that, not me well so yuup, thats my life, i just wish i could go out mooore !

mmkay, well i`m a bit new to this whole thinggy but i like it :] grrr, i wissh i had enough money to buy my cameraa now, i need like 100 bucks :[ and then afteer that i wanna get a laaptop. like that pink one in that commercial that came in severaal colors. well being me; i like PINKK haha. my moom says i need to start saving for a car now i`m like wtfuddge lmfao i`m not even reaady yet. butt anyways, i`m like maad hyper right now i don`t even know why haha. and just chattting with peoples on aim and listening to musicc and myspaace. who doesn`t have a myspace nowadays anywaay? =P` hhmm well i`ll updaate this tommorrow or something :] niggght<3 oh & heree`s mee !